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2010-07-18T07:24:00.001+08:00

I still miss worldcup frenzy D: heading to friends' houses to catch the worldcup. GOALLLLLLLLL tgt. and some random shits. LOVE!

hurrrrr, results are back. time to work harder! (:
my calves are aching cause of skipping D:

icecream later :D:D bye

2010-07-05T05:19:00.001+08:00

Sudden yearn to return back there D:
Im missing barcelona, missing dance ughhhhh.
okay it sucks to be unable to fall asleep.
i just filed my Physics and Econs stuffs. shall continue to file my Maths and Chem T.T
RAWR >:

2010-07-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hmm today's a sleep eat sleep eat day (:

Met Michelle at northpoint at night for Choco fondue!
Haha im not a very chocolatey person, but enjoyed it as much.
Walked her home, sat down and had a nightchat.
Headed home alone :/

Well, theres so little things i can do as a friend, but i'll always be able to sit down and listen. So friends, whenever you're down, i'll always be here for you.

But if you dont even wanna help yourself, even my presence cant help. Stop being emo.

Anyways, im enjoying being the Happy Go Lucky girl, as well as the Crazy Woman who goes laughing nonstop. I believe, that's my job as a friend, to cheer people up. So yeah, smile (:

<3 all.

2010-07-04T04:57:00.002+08:00

Currently: Reminiscing the past

hmmmm, perhaps i made the wrong move.
but im still glad i did.
at least it enlightens me.
and now im heading back to undo the mistake.

Time to head to bed (:

2010-07-04T01:37:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings. Hands itching for a post, so here i am :D
Poor blog has been abandoned for 300million years :O awwww!

2010 highlights up till now.

Single and self proclaim unavailable (:
Got a New Camera for my birthday :D
Attained Gold in Contemporary Dance Category in Barcelona Dance Grand Prix
Failed gp throughout the year
Found an eyecandy in school
Loved and still loving my classmates :D
Became a WorldCup Fan
Organised class outing with Mohd and more to come

<3

Enjoyed my post midyears activities (:
Had mahjong ytd, went shopping today.
No plans for tmr yet.
and Singing session on Mon

Heeeeeee. It's gonnna be a tough fight when sch reopens.
Im gonna work harder, i promise.

2010-02-22T17:08:00.001+08:00

ohman it feels uberly weird not to have cca everyday. kinda yearn to have it.
slacked until 4plus today and i still feel that it's early.
nice monday outing (:

anw, gonna have a run now. hopefully i keep this habit :/
bye.

2010-02-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to do anymore :/

anw life is being such a bitch.
school needs to give us real break without tutorials and tests !

HERE COMES DANCE MARATHONNNNNNNNNNN !
43 days more JIAYOU JIAYOU <3

2010-02-13T03:06:00.003+08:00

when lives get busy, people gets tired and dreadful.

thanks for being there,
ajdance
16/09
metallo ogls

and random people.

hope everyone has a sweet valentines day (:
loads of love.

2010-01-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

fuck school, fuck dance, fuck test, fuck fuck fuck.

im feel damn crap now.
totally lost my appetite over all these stuffs.
really need to eat.

2010-01-17T02:15:00.003+08:00

i kinda like this (:
or should i get something digital?

*hints* start saving for my birthday! LOL

/editted

always wanted to get this since last hol

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until i saw this

is soooooooo pretty!

2010-01-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

do you notice how beautiful the sun looks everyday ? (:
it becomes a routine, and we tend to neglect.

life has been great.
school, dance, studies tiring but fun (:

gonna be quite busy so ive been lazy to update.

so bye (:

2010-01-03T05:27:00.001+08:00

fml

it's only the 3rd day of the year and it's alr so screwed up.
damn it.

2009-12-30T12:43:00.000+08:00

hohoho I'm so tired!
update later :D

2009-12-26T22:00:00.001+08:00

today
woke up fully at 3plus cause i slept at 7.30
headed down to orchard to meet baoying.
no mood to shop lerh , alot of people D:

ion -> wisma -> taka -> cine -> somerset 313 -> raffles city

yeah and met up with baby and came back.

im so bored, and bodyclock is so spoilt D:

2009-12-26T05:28:00.002+08:00

fri-sun
itfair with peipei (:

mon
went to eat ajisen with baby.
got my pay :D
waited for yingping and baoying.
baby left and we headed to bugis.
bought some stuffs:D took pics with christmas tree and had dessert.

tue
watched warriors with baby.
had night mahjong.

wed
kfc with baby(:
xiaolongbao buffet with baoying jerry and other work friends
yummylicious :D

thurs
went out to meet jinger.
baby came and we headed to my house.
they ate, watched DALANG~
slacked, blahblah waited for the rest.
terry benjamin wengying sharon came(:
they played mahjong. and then played some card games and polarbear :D
they left around 6?

fri
met baby for dinner at yishun(:
headed back to wdl.
bought tickets for Old Dogs.
went home to rest.
he came to fetch me for the movie at latenight(:
and sent me home after supper.

(L)(L)(L) :D:D:D
i love you baby.

2009-12-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

stupid body clock is killing me!

sat
met jeannie for lunch at mac :D
walked around cwp.
headed to sbw shopping centre cause we got nth to do :x
and we kinda walked rounds cause we dont know wheres the shutter bus D:
bought stuffs from daiso :D

sun
sang at partyworld with xiaoting :D:D:D
headed down to meet baby.
but in the end some things happened.
met weekiat&jiarong for supper and they sent me home.

mon
mahjonged at my house (:

tues
watched New Moon with baby (:
had seoul garden for ashley's bday celebration.
quarreled with baby at night D:

wed was JB SHOPPING DAY :D
nice to go out with jiejie, although she didnt bring much cash.
went Jusco and City Square (: MANGO SALE :D:D:D:D
and bought a new Charles&Keith Sandals! gonna take good care of this pair :D

thurs
had manicure, pedicure and hair wash :D
had brunch at 4pm, damn hungry!
cooked sth for baby and delivered over.
went to meet howard and xiaoting. headed to eunos for job interview.
had dinner at katong.
cabbed to wdl centre for pool, and finally headed home.
xt stayed at my house till 5am?
went to bed

today
woke up at 8am.
went to work with peipei :D
slacked like totally. cause no crowd + im the wrapper :D:D:D
met up with baby at night, had dinner at yakun (:
home :D
and my screwed up bodyclock doesnt allow me to sleep now. damn!

anwwwwww, pay's ready for collection :D:D:D
and more pay is coming in next mth!
and salvation army on Mon with yingping and baoying :D:D:D

im really enjoying the holidays!

2009-12-14T01:17:00.002+08:00

perhaps today was not a good day to head down.
it wouldnt turn out this way.

i feel damn suffocated by myself but i dont want to say anything now.
fuck i should just shut up

2009-12-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

i stopped talking.
you stopped asking.

perhaps silence is the best moment for us to think

2009-12-12T01:11:00.002+08:00

met baoying at orchard today.
had lunch at hk xinwang cafe (:
baby joined us and we walked around ion.
only window shopped cause im deprived of cashhhhhh.

then headed to mystery shop.
and to fep. waited for baby to eat his wanton mee.
walked around again.
omg we got very different taste i realised T.T
had kfc blackpeper chicken meal. SPICY TTM D:

went wisma, and bought sth from hula&co :D
back to adm, went 'supper' with weekiat&co. never even eat anything T.T
then sent me home. Thanks escorts :D but stop being so evil !

anw im really short of cash, which i cant really ask from my family now.
cause im not really in need.

damn D:

ohyah! its been some time since i ate 3meals in a day and today's is such a fattening FOOD day :D

2009-12-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

havent blog for ages ! hehehe!

3dec

the day before outreach.
had dance, then headed to shengsiong and to christine's house :D
wow wow wow ! pretty ttm!
did our food for outreach and had la for dinner.
then rushed back to wdl to watch New Moon with the gang :D:D

4dec

outreach was fun :D we are friendly seniors :D:D:D

5dec

homecoming :/
went to sch at 1pm for rehersals and stuffs.
enjoyed jumping to each cocktail table and crapped with everyone! :D
at the end of the event went to civic with quite a no. of people and talked!
lydia was damn cute :D and lotsa random stuffs.
baby and sherman sent me back (:

6dec

had family mahjong at night ! hahah funny ttm!

7dec

dance workshop at nus.
was sick sick sick :/
but dance was nice although my choreography was lousy.
went to eat at ANANAS CAFE after that (:

8dec

got really sick D:
first time go polyclinic spend 20bucks! omg.

9dec still sick D:

10dec

dabao brunch to baby's house for him.
then he left for test and i went to cwp meet Jiarong&co.
peiling came and we went to sing :D:D:D
haha we both sick but still singing T.T crazy.

tmr going shopping i think :D
holidays are not packed at all :/

2009-12-01T01:21:00.003+08:00

busy busy bumble beeeeeeeeeeee!

last week packed with lotsa dance&work :/
so tired T.T

18nov
surprised jeannie with elaine at her house at 12am :D
it was very successful woo!
slacked at her house and asked people to come fetch me.
thank you weekiat :D

had birthday celebration in sch for quekqi after lec.
smashed him right on the face :D
he got flagpoled, and smashed again. HA!

at night had dinner at queenstown for sis and heiren's bday :D

nice day!

24nov
class outing at ecp was nice :D
met with jinhui and mohd first to get food at bbqwholesale shop.
cabbed to marine parade ntuc to get the rest.
went to the pit. started fire. nice one mohd!
and cooked.
very nice :D alot of people cooked tgt and food was damn nice!
some was thrown into the water hehehe!
and headed home around 10 (:

26-29nov
worked until my leg wanna break :/
but met alot of new friends (:

cant really rmbr the rest.
this week is gonna be packed with dance and hc stuffs :/

2009-11-17T18:16:00.001+08:00

dance was tiring.
my muscles are gonna ache tmr.
and what more, theres more dance tmr.

baaaaaaaaaa.

6birthdays tmr too . hope it's gonna be a great day.
ohwell , early night. idk.

2009-11-17T18:15:00.001+08:00

it's my turn to feel this way uh.
again and again.
you forgot me.

2009-11-16T17:24:00.001+08:00

each time i look back into your eyes, i feel so glad that ive got you <3
baby i love you (:

2009-11-16T03:49:00.002+08:00

fuck human's nature
learn to be more appreciative please _|_

damn.

2009-11-15T01:49:00.001+08:00

from sis's blog:

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

stop neglecting love.
stop forgeting care.
i love you

2009-11-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

ytd was a very long day.
met sis at cck in the morning.
had brunch with mary and stella (:

they headed to sch i went to cwp.
waited for derrickng to finish his hair.
met him , waited for zikai jinkai zaim.
headed to tanjong pagar cause they had a job interview.
but they kinda got scammed.
HA!

headed to town.
walked around heeren and it rained nonstop.
so we had mac.
then ran under the rain to taka.
saw alot of people walking there.
headed to wisma, then to fep.

blahblah.
finally trained back to wdl.
met justin for awhile.
met jinger enxin benjamin junda.
couldnt decide where to go, so we headed home.
reached home around 10?

alot of wanna play mahjong, and end up nothing.

today
met andy jiarong elaine huiyi ashley at cwp.
all of them was late.
they had yoshi. and we slacked under the mrt for awhile.
headed to pool at wdl centre.
had a lil mac, and dinner at the hawker.

met benson at cwp, went to mos.
bought tidbits from valuedollarshop and headed to my house.
watched I now pronounce you Chuck&Larry with alot of makans :D
and finally they left at 1030

had a lil wanna-play-mahjong again, and end up with nothing again.

2 tired days.
ohman. feel like heading town tmr. but no one's free.

i realised how different we are.
haha idk what to say.

2009-11-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

ytd

met peiling at wdl, and then angeline at douby :D
had Astons :D:D:D nice & cheap!

watched My Sister's Keeper.
omg i think the entire movie i just cried like shit.
hahaha! and peiling kept laughing at random moments.

after that we went to walk around.
saw angeline's mum! she told her that im a pretty& sweet MALAY T.T
hmmm bought a tanktop/dress from pull&bear :D

after that headed down to jp to meet baby for mystery shopping :D

today
had dance ): yao suan bei tong again!
after that had HC meeting.

hurhurhur~

2009-11-11T01:36:00.002+08:00

fucking hate my attitude when im tired >:(
damn. i think i stepped on his tail again. urgh!

2009-11-10T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hello to new skin :D

anw!
OP's over and im so happy! hehehehehe :D

beloved mates.
if i get an A or even a B , i owe it to you guys man! <3 loads of love.

had maclunch with my op groupmates.
and we talked so much. about how we become friends from strangers.
so nice (:

headed town with baby after that.
window shopped abit.
had wanton mee at the cuppage (:
watched My Girlfriend is An Agent. very nice movie i think :D

today met up with peiling (like one week never see her )
had breeks :D cheap and nice!
window shopped at cwp.
and bth, so we headed to Jurong Point :D
bought quite a lot of stuffs (:

YAYENESS! tmr going out with classmates.
im in such a holiday mood ( although i see a lot of revision pm )
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

2009-11-06T00:52:00.005+08:00

hehehe totally cannot rmbr what happened for the last few days.
loads of pw + op.
a lil war with boyf.

but everything's alright now :D
and op's gonna end real soon!

anw, halloween was a blast with gang :D:D
<3
though not everyone was present, but it was alright.

group photo :D

VAMPIRE :D

i am the future ghost :x

anw, watched the poker king with baby today :D
and had dinner tgt.
havent meet him for sooooooooooooo long!

and my whole body is aching cause of dance.
very pain ):

2009-10-29T00:10:00.001+08:00

im tired.
i didnt read through my op script.
i didnt prepare for Q&A.

i just keep fb-ing.
because i got no mood ):

these days have been horrible ): ): ):
when will it stop? damn.

2009-10-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

sch was alright :/

had lunch with kimberly mary bobby pehpeh and bobby's friends at hawker.
headed home cause i forgot to bring dance stuffs.
daddy sent me to sch cause i was about to be late.
thanks daddy!

dance was alright.
very long never dance, very lousy ):
i wanna go back shhk!

after that, made bobby& co waited for me huiyi and benson.
trained tgt.
had dinner with huiyi benson and xinni at 166 (:
yumyum.

i miss mummy ):
dont worry, i'll take care of the house, meanwhile take good care of ahyi <3

im so tired of op/ scripts/ and blahblahblah.

2009-10-27T20:09:00.002+08:00

today was quite hectic for alot of people.
WR submission.
our group clapped and cheered as we handed in.
6mths of hardwork :D

P's talk was alright.
not much enlightenment but well, i think i need to start revision? LOL!
at least brush up econs and math and gp.

left with jinhui and peiling.
headed to bukit batok for pool session (:
quekqi and jinhui's friend joined us.
quite bad cause the table is seriously low and i just cant aim properly.
without baby around, im so lousy ._.

has kfc at batok.
headed home.

MT's coming soon ):

and baby im scared... ):

2009-10-26T15:30:00.003+08:00

sat

supposed to mahjong , but kenna pungseh ;(
met terry in the aftn to eat lunch.
went home after that cause he had to go for match.
did the laundry.

went out to eat dinner with enxin but i didnt eat.
bought some ingredients wanted to come back and cook for daddy.
but he left alr ): so i cooked maggi for myself.
mummy didnt come home for 2days ):

sun

woke up at 1?
slacked the whole day.
watched drama.
sad the whole day, no one asked me out :/

oh i whipped up a simple meal for me and daddy (:
folded the mountain of clothes.

finally at night, wo shou bu liao le!
i was yearning for coffee since aftnnnnnnn! >< lols
so i asked enxin out for coffee.
but she asked me go her house make jello-hearts.
so headed over, on the way bought coffee& chicken wings :D

larissa and weiqin was there also.
so we made Jello-hearts :D
and it looked nice?
L and WQ was damn funny as usual.
thanks peeps!

and i ended my night with drama until today morning.
headed to sch.
slept during gp :D
pw was slacking + abit of bitch quarrel.
and finally chinese! i did listen abit.
but after that i started playing BUBBLE TOWN on my hp.

came home straight.
later got meeting ):

anw youre the best actor in the world.
cant believe you even AC in front of the tchr eew.
and you wanna be the next CL? over my dead body _|_
you totally stepped on my tail today.

2009-10-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

today is a sad day.
_|_ damn all the things that happen simultaneously.

pw discussion was abit rocky.
receive an sms from my sis. totally pulled me down down down.
was holding back my tears in the canteen.
ohman.

slept during gp.
slacked after that.

went to nyp at 1215 to meet elaine.
teckwai was there also.
slacked till 1.10 went back to sch.
had chinese mock paper.

took train back with siyuan.
showered changed and went out to meet baby.
had kfc for dinner.

and im sad today.
mum and sis not coming back.
bro on duty.
but i know daddy's coming home early.

but it's still sad.

2009-10-22T23:40:00.002+08:00

sooooooooooo after moderation today,
i passed my econs (:

and congrats to weihao for 77.5 rank points.
he is so pr0 :D

well, my class is still having potential retainees.
it's still soooo heartbreaking.
today during feedback, i made suggestions.
those are things i wanna do with the class, whole 23 of them.
yet im afraid.

and today had OP workshop.
fun ttm!
ms nikki was very nice :D and my classmates were as hilarious as usual.
see the efforts everyone put in their op, so heartwarming :D

had dinner at lot 1 with classmates.
mary bobby kimberly matmat benja stella zexun and eric (:

and benja said sth that made me feel that hes so sensitive.
yet so good at acting (:
ohman i feel uber touched!

im gonna do I&R now and promise to sleep by 1.30
damn tmr got mock paper.
szeling needs to stop sleeping in chinese!

2009-10-22T00:39:00.004+08:00

Angeline reminded me sth when i brought my new hp to school that day.

i always took things for granted.
and i always forget to thank my family for all the things they did.

sooooooooo
THANK YOU JIEJIE for the new hp :D
although pink is so not me, my friends say it looks sweet <:

wait till i earn alot alot , buy you a ktv set okay <3

2009-10-22T00:19:00.003+08:00

tues

sch ended around 4? so tired!
went home to rest awhile.
headed to novena for dinner with dancemates.
Kenny Rogers :D:D yumyum.
went home after that.

wed

got back results.
im relieved, not really contented but nvm (:

but im sad over others.
i cried for like 4 times cause i see my friends' faces ):
especially mary's ): ):
it's so heartbreaking.
can you imagine if we're not in the same class anymore?
omg >:

after sch
headed to hawker with mat zuler and pei.
went to lib with pei for toilet and magazine browsing.
back to sch's nexus to find mat and ami.
waited for benson.
chitchatted with mr ng. damn hilarious cause he was damn sarcastic!

home and slept :/
woke up late to meet lex and fel for dinner. hehehe.
thanks for waiting :x
had pastamania :D:D

and they sent me home (:

2009-10-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

met baby at cwp today.
watched him eat ajisen.
bought sushi and headed to howard's house.
waited for xiaoting and played mahjong.
lost near 30bucks? haha!

and winner didnt treat supper today ! i prefer playing with justin!

walked home with baby and realised i didnt bring keys.
so went to adm with baby to meet the rest.
Happy Birthday YingPing! :D:D
parents came to fetch :D

anw, watch your mouth.
cb i'll make you regret. bloody hell.

2009-10-19T14:18:00.002+08:00

booooooooooomz!

ytd slacked at home, played guess the sketch :D
and went out around 7plus.
met baby at somerset.
ate at kopitiam opposite cine.
saw mohd and his friend! lol.
bought donut, walked around cine waited for movie.
watched pandorum. bloody hard to understand! but it's worth watching (:

then went to find bus back, realised theres last train.
we abit funny. didnt think of walking to somerset. HA!
anw, called jiarong to ask him fetch me.
so he weekiat and glendon came with bikes.
i was on jr's bike and he sounded as if im very heavy ):

ha! thanks anw. i went up the lift with an air stewardess ! <3
so pretty!

and jr ended with ' Dont let bangla catch you '
and she laughed! and said she'll protect me !
HAAHHAHAHHA :D

2009-10-18T14:17:00.002+08:00

:D:D:D:D:DDDDDDDD

ytd was slacking around at home.
watched k03 epi 34 :D

went out at around 5? met them at marsiling shengsiong.
grocery shopping :D
headed to ashley's house.
prepared food , and we had steamboat :D
yummylicious !

ate until 9? then they played mahjong.
while me elaine jiarong ashley slacked around.
watched tv, played sudoku and blah blah.

walked home at 1am with jiarong.
took 1hr T.T
thanks jr :D

2009-10-17T02:51:00.003+08:00

tues
went for seoul with enxin jinger chwanrong baoying and baby :D:D
yummylicious!
plus alot of fun stuffs, disgusting stuffs blahblah !
i realised i miss them sooooooooo much!

anw, after seoul was the Meatball movie :D:D
we were damn stinky :x
hehehe!

then we rented vcd, went home to changed and headed to enxin house^^
benjamin and weiqin joined us :D
had supper at 888 and they sent me home!

wed
met up with peipei :D
went to sing at marsiling cc.
jiarong andy weekiat came to join after that (:
and home-ed after dinner at wdl centre.

thurs
had cdp at ecp :D
we were kinda lost, but just followed the crowd.
out class got notorious again LOL!
but nvm, fun ttm :D
built some random sandcastle. quite proud of how bonded my class is :D:D
hehehe!
had lunch with mary bobby kimberly and peipei at bedok.
bused to yishun with peipei.
and it started raining super duper heavily ohman! coldddd!

anw, baby fetched me from bus stop.
showered and changed.
headed to meet the rest at cwp :x
sorry! was late for 1.5hrs HAHAHAHAHA!
had mac, and we trained down to safra. but it was full ):
so we headed to yishun and went ishi mura!
had the bloody icecream which costed $2.30 HAHA!
random stuffs happened there.
bought Benten cake for jiarong :D

went back to safra pool :D
it was damn fun cause all of them are nubnub :D:D
super hilarious when everyone keep laughing till peng ~
and jr sent me home :D arigatouuuuu!

fri
went out with baobao :D
shopped around and spent 40bucks (i only had that ._.)
heeeeeeees, had new tank, leggings and a wallet :D
she bought damn lot but nvm , next mth! peipei promised to help me savekeep moneh!

anw, i went out at 7, waited for her till 8.30?
went polyclinic but alot of people so went to coffeeshop for breakkie.
headed down to bugis. had a nice sleep on train^^
walked awhile, went ion :D
and finally to fep!

after that she headed for training while i went to meet baby.
accompanied him for lunch and watched IMAGINE THAT!
quite nice :D

headed home, rested, prepared for mahjong session
BUT IT WAS CANCELED ):

so called jr and just nice, they heading for supper ^^
they kinda fetched me over and had nice meal :D
jr treated cause i was broke! heeeees.
and finally, they sent me home :D arigatou!

i need moneh T.T

2009-10-13T03:01:00.002+08:00

im bored.
ohman! i slept too long just now. im so gonna sleep in sch later T.T
anw, seoul tmr :D eggcited!

rawr!
Happy birthday Jiarong :D
thanks for all the late suppers, study at mac, and sending me home at random times :D

im enjoying life now :D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-10-12T17:58:00.002+08:00

sat had night mahjong after all the cleaning.
with weiren justin and ashley :D
played till 5?

then around 10 woke up for sentosa.
met peiling& co at wdl >< ps for being so late!
trained to harbourfront.
had abit of food at kopitiam. treated them iced milo (:

headed to sentosa.
volleyballed, frisbee-ed, mango longan <3
suntan <3

im like a tanned pork now!
anw, headed to shower and sorry to make you girls walk so far! ><
headed to clarke quay with the rest.
and went Settlers :D
fun ttm! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :D

and then went to find baby, had dinner & home sweet home :D
my sis boyf washed the fan for us! so nice right!

today had sch, but it was hell boring.
so i kept sleeping. played a lil.
after sch, met baby at amk (:
watched 500 days of summer. not very nice T.T
had lunch.
headed home cause we're both tired. HA! pork :D

hehe told justin to help me transfer money.
i hope i get the heels soon :D:D:D:D:D

2009-10-10T18:56:00.002+08:00

im so proud of myself today :D
did cleaning! and it's alot :D

sooooooooooo,
i packed my room, took around 3hrs T.T
like so much nicer and presentable :D

then i packed the living room :D
took around 1hr?

pack the kitchen
another 30min

and finally packed my mum's dressing room :D
another 1hr?

and then i vacuum + mop the floor :D:D:D:D:D
quite fast

and i did the laundry, change my bedsheet.
and going to do more laundry but i think washing powder running out.
aww so sad~

i feel so clean today T.T

anw, it's PARTEH TIME :D:D:D:D:D
YAYENESS!

2009-10-09T11:21:00.001+08:00

im so glad everything's over soon!
andddddd im happy that phy is the last paper.
no need study much cause i dont really care :D

HEHEHE im going out right after paper.
class dinner at CHOMPCHOMP!
munchmunch :D:D:D
can you imagine how eggcited i am?
idk why ._.

anw maybe watching sorority row tonight.
mahjong cancelled i think, cause ashley that pork cant make it.

i think im staying home tmr to pack my room.
and clean my dirty house :(

andddddddd call me out please :D
my timetable ends around 12plus everyday :D

i wanna sing soon!

2009-10-08T02:14:00.001+08:00

im tired of the silence.
i cant feel anything.

fucking tired.

2009-10-07T20:44:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQnxclvmoFE&feature=channel_page

she's perfect :D

why does it hurts.
i dont feel like talking today.

2009-10-07T11:41:00.001+08:00

today paper easy ttm!
but had careless mistake. nvm :D

hope subsequent paper also sama sama!
then there will be hope for promotion!
since 2h2 1h1 can promote :D

but there goes my scholarship LOL

bed time :D

2009-10-06T22:04:00.001+08:00

guess what i had for lunch.

a VALUE meal at ichiban for 18bucks ):
scammer!
peiling ate 4plates of sushi for 8bucks only.

regret TTMxzxzxzxzxz!

2009-10-04T01:13:00.002+08:00

there so many post-exam activity running through my head!

1. Chompchomp on fri after last paper.
2. Night Mahjong after that!
3. Singing Session on next day.
4. Shoppinggggggggggg
5. JIARONG'S bday celebration on tue!
6. Loads of meeting up with peeps
7. 1609 Chalet in dec
8. 4408 gathering
9. Overnight steamboat at my house again!
10. Learn skating!!!
11. Ride overnight bike with gang!
12. Go overseas [nearby countries]
13. Upcoming bdays in Nov&Dec [jeannie, elaine, ashley ..]
14. Dimsum Buffet!
15. Yam paste [under baoying's influence!]
16. Sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
17. Taiwan series marathon!
18. DIETDIET! DOWN TO 45kg !

no18 very important. now exam stress, keep eating ! Damn ):

anw(:
im not really stressed up, dont really care hehe!

2009-10-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

often we forgot why we're holding each other's hand.
and we forgot to tighten our grip.

but i'll try my best to hold on to you, even if it means to handcuff you (:

2009-10-02T16:33:00.002+08:00

i didnt study ytd and i didnt study today.

i think im having pms.
fuck.

if everytime i loosen and you let go,
i really dont know whats there for me to hold on anymore.
i feel fucking terrible.

2009-10-01T14:41:00.002+08:00

jiejie decided to take the step to path away from her Arts& Design.
shes going for moe (: and i really hope she gets in.
because theres this day she yelled to me

She: MEI ASK THEM STOP SENDING ME LETTERS TO TEACH ARTS! I WANNA TEACH MATH!

shes always so certain about what she wanna do,
such a role model for me to emulate.

hehhhhh!
sad thing, she didnt go jc. (or fortunate?)

2009-09-30T20:22:00.001+08:00

really the last lap.
i can go only go forward and not back out.
i need you, your understanding and your patience.
will you wait for me?

5 DAYS MORE ):
lack of time, lack of confidence = not prepared.
damn.

2009-09-27T22:42:00.001+08:00

i really dont know how to move on anymore.

will you take my hand and lead me?

2009-09-27T22:19:00.001+08:00

mummy was so cute when i woke her up.

me: mummy faster wake up 1015 alr!
mummy: really? bu yao pian wo [dont lie to me]
me: really!
mummy: im dead !

lols.

anw i justed finished OP slides.
ugh, unproductive day again.
im hungreh again.

2009-09-26T21:38:00.001+08:00

FML.

youre the best at killing me.

2009-09-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

came across this at my exclassmate's blog

True love does not go for someone as perfect as your dreamlover.
that "dreamlover" may never exist, or his existence will not stir your love.
its just admiration.

true love goes for the imperfect
the person with a million bad habits
the person who breaks your heart
the person who is insensitive
the person whose hand you're holding

True love is loving someon imperfect and seeing the perfect in them.

baby,

maybe you were the reason behind my tears,
maybe you didnt wipe away my tears for me,
maybe you were the reason for my cold hands,
maybe you didnt hold my hand tight enough,
maybe you were the reason for the cracks in my heart,
maybe you didnt hear my desire for your love.

maybe you aint the best guy for me.

but i'll never regret being with you baby.
for you are the one who gives me all my happiest moments,
for you are the one who cheers me up when im down,
for you are the one who hears me out when i needed someone,
for you are the one who guides me when im lost,
for you are the one who holds my hand and promises me forever,
for you are the one for me,
for you are the one i love.

(:

2009-09-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

fuck all the work and stress. damn.

2009-09-22T03:23:00.001+08:00

stupig body clock ):

tmr sure die in sch.
RAH!

2009-09-21T21:37:00.003+08:00

met up jeannie for dinner ytd (:
had ljs. bus-ed down to tampines.
didnt know theres this mall called TAMPINES 1
finally found, and theres this shop full of Disney stuffs!
chip&dale<3 we were both crazy to went in twice.
drank Tired idk-what Latte.
they 'gan'(RIGHT?) one free Hot Choco for jeannie!
NOT FAIR :/
waited for them to end work, we went to walk around.
bus-ed back.
walked jeannie home and they sent me back.
nice chats with her (: soooooooooooo long never see her.

heh.
met baby this aftn for ajisen (:
and slept slept slept~

chiong-ed finish BOYS OVER FLOWERS.
all must watch please. super nice.

im really going to start studying(: i promise.

2009-09-20T03:49:00.001+08:00

mahjong session ytd was a blast (:
12am to 4pm?! 5whole 16rounds.
WOW WOW WOW ~

supper, nightchats, lunch was nice(:
gossipssssssssss are love<3

anw, playing as someone whom everyone likes,
ive been out of that game for damn long. HA!
and i realised, more people like it when youre who you are.
LEARN please. (:

szeling says hi to JC1 next year (:

2009-09-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

im glad things are pathing in the right way (:

baby and i finally met up ^^
caught The Ugly Truth. had steamboat and a longgggggg walk home.
and he keeps calling me dapigu ):

but anw, im glad hes bringing smiles back to me again.

and i finished 2 math tutorials in sch today *clap*
considered achievement for me since ive started slacking.
currently obsessed with Boys over Flowers.
hope to finish it asap so that i'll get over it and study.

gp test tmr = fail T.T

2009-09-16T22:36:00.001+08:00

as usual, i cried at the end of the story.

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.

But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew.

I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release.

The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible.

Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me.

But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.

I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.

So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain.

From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart.

Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.

I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office, jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...

I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears.

I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy.

2009-09-16T16:02:00.001+08:00

我的妻子因為意外事故離開我身邊已經四年了，我想，妻子留下不會做任何家事的我和孩子，她的心有何等難過呢？我也因為無法兼顧父母雙親的角色而感到挫折。有一天我為了出差，清晨趕出門，無法將孩子打點好就得離開家，正巧前一天有剩下的飯，我熱了蒸蛋，向還沒有睡醒的孩子交代一聲，就出門去了。為了照顧好孩子飲食三餐的事，我也無力把自己的工作做好。有一天晚上回到家，我只是很簡短地和孩子打個招呼，就因為身體疲累，不想吃晚餐，脫掉西裝之後就直接往床上躺下。就在那個時候，砰的一聲，紅色的湯汁跟泡麵瞬時弄髒了床單和被單，原來有碗泡麵在棉被裡！這小子真是的，說時遲那時快，我即時拿起一個衣架，跑出去，往正玩著玩具的兒子的屁股就打，因為我實在是太生氣了，所以不停地打他。但就在這個時候，他邊啜泣邊說了一段話，使我停了下來。

兒子告訴我說：「飯鍋裡的飯早上已經吃完了，晚餐在幼稚園吃了，但是到了晚上，爸爸還不回來，我就在櫥櫃的抽屜裡找到了泡麵。可是我想到爸爸說不能亂動瓦斯爐，所以我就打開洗澡的水龍頭，用熱水泡了泡麵，一個自己吃，另一個想留給爸爸吃。

因為怕泡麵涼掉，所以我就把它放在棉被裡，等你回來。可是因為我正在玩向朋友借來的玩具，所以忘了跟爸爸講。」

我不想讓兒子看到我在流淚，所以衝到洗手間，將水龍頭打開，大聲地哭。過了一陣子之後，我打起精神來，一面哄著兒子，一面也在他屁股上擦藥，讓他上床睡覺。當我清理好泡麵弄髒的床單和棉被後，打開兒子的房門一看，發現他仍舊發出哭泣聲，手裡還拿著媽媽的照片。我把頭靠在房門站了許久，看著這一幕。

自從在一年前發生這件事之後，我為了扮演好媽媽的角色，更加用心地去照顧他。現在兒子快七歲了，不久後就要從幼稚園畢業，進入國小讀書。慶幸的是，兒子在這段時間毫無陰影，很開朗地成長。

就在不久前，我再一次打孩子，因為幼稚園來電話說，兒子沒有去學校，我心裡覺得很不安，所以早退回家，在整個社區裡大聲地喊他的名字，卻是遍尋不著。後來在文具店的門口，看見他站在電玩的前面，於是我很生氣，又開始一直打他。兒子並沒有說出任何的解釋，只說了聲對不起。後來我才知道，原來剛好是幼稚園要邀請媽媽去看才藝表演的日子。

發生這些事的幾天後，兒子回家說，他在幼稚園裡學了寫字，從此他經常關在自己的房間裡不出來，很認真地寫字。我看到兒子這個樣子，想到妻子在天國也一定會因為看到他這樣而微笑，我就無法忍住淚水。

時間很快，又過了一年，到了冬天，街頭上都在播放著聖誕節的歌曲，我的兒子卻又闖了一個禍。我正要下班的時候，接到一通社區郵局的電話，說我兒子把一綑沒有寫地址的信，惡作劇地放在郵筒裡。每年到了年底，正是郵局最忙碌的時候，所以這對他們造成很大的困擾。雖然我已決定不再打孩子，但在急忙趕回家後，叫了兒子來，我又忍不住痛打他一頓。兒子這一次只是說他做錯了，卻沒有講出任何理由。我把他推到一個角落，不管了，自個兒跑到郵局領回那一綑惡作劇的信。我把信丟到他眼前說：「你為什麼要這樣惡作劇？」兒子哭著回答說：「這些信是我要寄給媽媽的。」

當時我的眼眶紅了起來，心裡很激動，但是因為在兒子面前，所以我盡量隱忍住沒有表現出來。我接著問他：「那麼，為什麼一次寄這麼多信呢？」兒子回答說：「以前我要把信投進去的時候，因為個兒太矮，所以沒辦法投入，但是最近我再去郵筒時，已經搆得到了，所以我就把以前沒有寄的，一次全部都投進入了。」

我聽了以後，心中一片茫然，不知道該對孩子說什麼話。過了不久以後，我就跟他說：「媽媽現在在天上，以後你寫完信，把信燒了，就能送到天國去。」等孩子睡著之後，我到外面燒了那些信。我很好奇到底孩子想跟媽媽說些什麼，所以讀了其中的幾封信。

而當中有一封信攪動了我的心。

親愛的媽媽：

我很想念你！媽媽，今天在幼稚園有才藝表演，但是因為我沒有媽媽，所以沒有去參加，我也沒有告訴爸爸，怕爸爸會想念媽媽。爸爸到處去找我，但我為了讓爸爸看到我很開心的樣子，所以故意坐在電動玩具面前，雖然爸爸罵我，但是我到最後也沒有告訴他原因。媽媽，我每天都看到爸爸因為想念媽媽而哭泣，我想爸爸也跟我一樣，很想念媽媽吧！但是，媽，我現在已經記不清楚你的臉。媽媽，請你讓我在夢中，再一次能夠看到你的臉，好嗎？聽說把想念的人的照片放在懷裡睡覺，就會夢到那個人。

可是，媽媽，為什麼你沒有出現在我的夢裡呢？」

讀完這封信以後，我就開始嚎啕大哭。到底什麼時候，我才能填補妻子的空位呢？

2009-09-15T23:56:00.001+08:00

will you take my hand and lead me to the future?

i cant fall asleep tonight ):

2009-09-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

SZELING STOP BEING SUCH A BITCH!
YOUR BITING YOURSELF!

UGH.

2009-09-14T02:53:00.002+08:00

it feels so weird without you being there.
hahaha i know youre just asleep, but i dont wanna be awake alone.
(: hope to see your msg first thing in the morning.

2009-09-14T01:48:00.001+08:00

my com screen is now big like crap.
and everything seems so much smaller.
my eyes got no prob, the screen is a big prob now.

anwwwwwww ,
got sudden urge to study. but no time T.T
holy crap.

(:
im happier with your love.

2009-09-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

my sis said : study hard. dont stop what youve started.

she didnt know im giving up.

2009-09-12T02:41:00.001+08:00

hello im pork

2009-09-11T03:14:00.001+08:00

bejeweled really cools me down.

im so tired.

2009-09-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
SZELING IS SAD.

KNNBCCB I FEEL LIKE TOTAL CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
ugh ):

2009-09-08T12:59:00.001+08:00

fuck pms. i feel damn nuaaaaaaaaa.

ffffffffffffffffff.

2009-09-08T12:14:00.002+08:00

im so bored.
talked with jr on the way home ytd.
we both wanna go for nov poly intake.
and we said we'll go tgt if we retain.

and this came across my mind, what if one of us retain and the other promote.

haha. random.
im gonna start savingggggggg (:

heeeees.
ytd had andy's bday celebration.
went to sing with the 2/6'o6 clique. choonhan and teckwai werent around ):
had quite a nice time. geeee.
we sang till 12 ^^
hope he like his present (:

2009-09-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

totally screwed up the dance today.
urghs.

but camwhoring was nice (: AJDS are whores who loves the cams! T.T

back to rs after much waiting for people.
didnt do much.
dont even know why we're back. to give present or to see tchr?
not much tchrs were around though.

baby sent me back.
and we headed to meet the small gang for sakae buffet.
im no longer as appetitious[random word] as before! ):
super full like halfway.

home and slept till now HA!
great hols for this weekend.
should buck up soon. STOP PONNING~

anw tmr's gonna be nice i hope. hehs (:

2009-08-30T23:33:00.001+08:00

i can only keep telling myself.

bitch stop tearing.
but it just wouldnt stop.
bloody hell.

2009-08-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

hello im still alive (:

2009-08-17T14:52:00.003+08:00

maybe it's time for me to wake up.
i either study hard and promote, or i can just pon sch everyday and retain.
wondiful ._.

idk anymore. it's so boring ):
sch is getting boringer and boringer~
i need some retail therapy with sponsored moneh from mummy !

my stomach is growling ):
such a pork!

2009-08-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

im sooooooooooo screwed up.
i dont feel like heading to sch. awesome thoughts.
but what to do, the doc gave me an mc on sat till mon. great.

(:

anw, i finished work that should be handed in tmr.
so im gonna meet peiling and pass to her. and very imptly, zuler's compre! [sorry]

well, movie marathon-ing so much.
watched UP 3D ;D and Where got Ghost.
both was alright only. considering different genre, i'd prefer up though. im sucha kid T.T
sorry baby that ive been spending so much of your moneh.
gonna claim some from mummy soon! she randomly asked me if i want a lappy today.
id rather she gives me the money that she's gonna use to buy the lappy.

pool with baby is as fun as usual cause im louseh!
and he always end up winning or giving me extra turns. hehes!

he's sucha pork and spends days and days mugging instead of going out with me.
i hope he can score well.

well, time for me to head to bed (:
szeling should start mugging hard too.
ALL HAILS TO MUGGER WONG ;D ;D

2009-08-15T09:49:00.001+08:00

that post wasnt by me but im really falling sick T.T
sore throat, and alot alot ):
and im sadddddddd.

promos are coming anw, buck up peeps <3

2009-08-10T18:52:00.001+08:00

im sick ):

2009-08-10T01:16:00.002+08:00

hello (:

fri
nationalday celebration in sch. the flag party was abit cmi. haha!
video viewing in lt1. our video got selected to represent the house :D
and in hall, the pa got prob so our video was kinda disrupted.
buttttt, we still won 3rd *clapclap*

after that, had math test+tutorial.
had lunch with classmates at market.
went to meet baby at yishun. pei him eat.
then came over to my house to wait for others.
took all the barang barang and went to ecp :D

bbq&stuffs. kinda addicted to bridge hehe!
cycled with baby a lil (: cause the pit was super duper far.
stayed over. had a longggggg chat with yonglin& weiqin while others bridged (:
some went for cca in the morning while others went home (:
yeah jiayou people (: meet up soon again! <3

well, had mac breakkie with baby and headed home.
by the time i reached home, not really tired.
so i agreed to go town with peiling.
but, i woke up late T.T SO SORRY DARLING!
at 5plus ._.
met baby and had bk at yishun. headed to amk for movie.
watched orphan which totally had the same plot as murderer T.T
and watched gi joe. was half asleep ._.
then we cabbed to his house and stayed over.

came home and slept for 12hours straight. shuang ttm! :D

2009-08-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

today school was nice (:

pe was quite fun even though it's softball ._.
chinese was kp-ing the tchr ^^
and she literally pissed me off.
hello? joshua was sleeping on chairs at the back and you dont give a damn?
instead you kp me for doing work? gth!
anwwwww, at the end of the lesson, i took joshua's hp.
and he told tchr : LAOSHI TA MO(touch) WO ! T.T GAD PLEASE HAHAHAHA!

chem was damn hell funny.
the guys were marching+commanding in class.
laughed the hell out of us.
and after sch was video-making for NDP.
damn funny crap^^ class is nice today :D

and i nearly had gastric for eating 10hrs later. *clap*

2009-08-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

fuck. the more i see your name, the more irritated i get.
why is everything becoming like this.
sucks ttm! eek !

anwwwww
today is a bad day.
WHINE SOMEMORE SZELING AND YOU SHALL DIE FASTER.
just feel like blabbering all profanities ):
bad day bad day!
you shouldve have seen me in sch. frowning all the way.

and on a very random note,
thank you uncle chiah (:

2009-08-01T23:39:00.000+08:00

i dont like it when my friend become my friends friend ):

bye.

2009-07-30T16:40:00.001+08:00

kids nowadays really need to learn to have manners man.
which part of me standing there cant you see?
bang the wall if you like.
whats so hard to say SORRY.

T.T
on a random note, lerkthai is yummylicious.
today is studious day(:

2009-07-28T22:03:00.001+08:00

szeling so wanna return back to sch !

on random note, i won 40bucks on sat and lost 40bucks ytd during mahjong!
HA!
given 2days mc. slacked.

i really need to study.

today was spent with baby (: looking forward to sunday. xoxos <3

2009-07-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

finally using com.
yeah been away from it and bejeweled. but whatever, i still havent been doing work.

ohyeah.
ytd aftn went to amk with peiling.
had dessert at some shop :D yumyum.
after that went back for booklaunch of Mrs Ho :D
with mohd mary quekqi and peiling.
and we headed to Island Creamery for I SCREAM :D:D:D
reached home around 9 x.X tired

today had listening compre.
and after that went cwp bought stuffs.
met up with peiling and we came to my house :D
cookeddddddddddddddddd XD fun crap cause we both were noobs :D:D
but i am pro-er than her HAHAHAHA

okay. thats all.
baby better be back soon to eat.

and bitch, i dont need your comment. f off.

2009-07-17T03:30:00.003+08:00

today was hairy porker day ;D
i never enjoyed his movie before. call me stupid. HA!
i only enjoy sitting with the entire gang (: butttttttt today a lot wasnt present ):

but nonetheless, i enjoyed my mac meal in theatre.
and some scenes in porker.
i hope he changes specs :/

random, i saw lex the pork today :D
and alot alot of people.

rushing eom now ):
im so sick of sch.
f it man.
an unwise decision that day uh.

2009-07-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

szeling is alive &kicking :D

on random ,

had dinner with teckwai& elaine& baby on sun night.
had crystal jade steamboat (IT IS NICE ._.)
nice catchup-ing.
and gossipping at night with howard as well.

anddddddddddd

been pooling lately :D:D addicted.
as well as bejeweled.

anw have been doubting my ability.
A B E S U U .
fuck.

2009-07-08T00:19:00.003+08:00

:D:D:D

ytd had steamboat+bbq with baby at bugis. bad choice ! HAHAHA!
and today had ljs &watched duplicity.
dont watch if you have low iq like myself :x

both days also went to the doc. sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ._.
ohman loads of overdue homework ):

2009-07-06T14:13:00.002+08:00

im so nuanuaaaa~
just came back from kl.
nice shopping, NOT ._.
but daddy enjoyed himself i supposed. he bought like 6items?
but mummy promised to give me money when i come back to sg for shopping.
:D

okay nearly died in KL but im too lazy to explain alr.
so please cherish me now that im back HAHA!

okay im going to do housework instead of homework. :D

2009-07-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

): dressed up , make up & sat in front of the com.
great day uh.

2009-07-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

im sososoooooo glad that everything is over :D

all the papers suck TTM, probably except chem&phy which i doubt to score anyway!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
happy 5th monthsary with my baby :D
it was supposed to be ytd.
anwwwwww im still waiting for him to ask me out or im rot at home.

feels great that exams are over.
am so gonna put on a mask &rest later (:

hehehehees!
kl trip is waiting for me :D :D moremoremore shoppingsssss!
and and and outing, which idk whether i can make it, but im eggcited for them.

i wanna play bowling , pool and basketball :D

2009-07-01T03:57:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings :D
ive come back [ in NATM one ] ALIVE !

anw i thank god environment came out for gp essay (:
but compre was a KILLERRRRR ._.

after that was ichiban with xiaoting& a lil walkaround.
she came over to my house slack while waiting for people.
helped her advertise (:

econs was a gonecase.
brunch at hawker(:
chinese was stupidly gone as well heh.

dinnered with elaine huiyi audrey. so long since i kisiaoed.
and i really enjoyed my day.
studied at lib till around 9? pei them eat at foodcourt.
went back to starbucks to continue. HURRRRRRRR i went off with patricia.
thanks uh girls.
if not i would have just slept at home (:

anwwwwwww im supposed to go study chem now, but my hands cant stop clicking ._.
alrights. byeeeeeee :D

2009-06-30T22:01:00.006+08:00

Things to do this june holiday :

~~. SENTOSA!~~WENT! :DDDD
~~1. Night Safari~~ went (:
~~2. Geek Terminal~~ went :D
~~3. Ice Skate~~dont want alr
~~4. BBQ?~~dont want alr

~~5. Eat Sushi !~~ATE:D
~~6. Buy new heels!~~dont want alr
~~7. get a non black&white dress LOL~~dont want alr

~~8. Go watch Valerie's performance 6th~~went(:
~~9. Watch Sweden ballet performance 5th~~went(:
~~10. WORK AT IT FAIR 10th - 14th~~finally over:D

11. Complete my work :
- 3 Econs Essay Outline, 1 Case Study
- Physics Wave Elearning + Tut, Gfield Tut+IVLE, Wave motion IVLE, TYS Assignments, Test paper
- Maths Curve Sketching Tut, Elearning, TYS?
- 2 GP Compre, 3 Essay Outline, 1 Mindmap, 3 articles per week, Essay outline on environment
- ZUOWEN!
- GPP

12. Self Study (:

~~13. Benson's bday celebration~~done:D
14. Teckwai's belated bday celebration
15. Enxin ~~and Terry's~~ bday celebration
~~16. My bro's bday celebration~~done:D
17. Daddy's bday celebration

~~18. GENTING :D~~WENT:D

That's all. Szeling aint that free afterall HHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2009-06-29T00:37:00.001+08:00

still doing what i do best.
LAST MINUTE STUDYING.

but this time i dont feel reassured at all.
i think i will flunk.

ohman. i feel crappy HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!
okay bye (: