she's so pretty. even when she frowns. even when she is sad. she is still so beautiful. she looks at me and joked with me. even when she plays so crazily, she still looks so nice. even when she laughs like mad, she still look so gorgeous. even when she goes around bullying people, she is still the limelight of everyone.
i'm not her. but i want to be.
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havent been blogging cause i dont know. lazy ? guess so. haha! i am getting sick of blogging. but i know you guys love my blog larh! perhaps i used to say everything in details. and now i am so lazy and tired to even blog! so hahaha! might as well forget i have this blog. actually i also missed to bloggings that i used to post. but then, i got no time. and somemore my days are spent dancing and nothing much interesting except how fierce i got during dance, how pissed off i am, and how much i enjoy dancing with my dance besties. well, there are fun things going on and there are also things i need to sacrifice. like times with my dear and darls, my gang and family things. but i know they'll understand me. yeah. even if they dont, there's nothign i can do. so they must! hahahha! going to go for dance soon.
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i really want to dance so nicely. but i can never succeed. no matter how hard i try, there's nothing i can do. even i did my best, it isnt the best for their standard. so why should i continue to work so hard when no one even sees my effort. they just assume we are fooling around and not doing our best. but in fact we tried our best. it just that we didnt meet their target. but what if we can no longer go higher. i dont know.
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dear i'm sorry i cant be there for you. i cant go out with you. i hope you understand. and that goes to everyone whom i had been neglecting.
i cant be good enough i know. well, will try to improve though.
take care everyone =] wo hui xiang ni men de <3
what we could have been, 11:57 am.