Wednesday, January 31, 2007
well, getting very very emo and stuffs. hais. tears cant cure everything after all. people who really know me will know where to find my weakness. that's me.
today went school larh! still sick and everything. but bobian cause today got test and last practice for dance before rehersal. well, went school quite late cause i had to take medicin and put contact lenses. then my eyes guai guai de. one side damn blur one side damn clear! lols! so walked to school with that bendan eyes of mine. then realised i put wrong side ! ._. arghh. life's damn sway. then went school change the contact lenses. then went for mt. well, i listened to lessons! and smsed my mum to ask her lunch with me. but she asked me go home eat! LOLS. then had biology. hmm, ting bu jin. just copied notes. then emath test. drop dead. it's difficult and i am dying. then recess. asked yongkang take care of my bag whili i go recess he put in class! then luckily weiqin help me take! =D stupid yongkang! hahas! then after recess got chemistry practical. i feel so proud of myself cause i'm the first one who achieve the results and blahblahblah. i didnt broke anything xD [my class got 3things broke! lihai barh. threeFOUR wecanduit =x] after practical went up to dance studio put bag. then rushed home. bought coffee back =]
at home eat blahblah si yi was there. so chitchat awhile jiu rush back school. changed in dance studio under my BIGBIG classtee LOLS! those sec2s cute larh. keep laughing at me! then do jibengong. blahblah. then skipped alot just did those important ones. i am a good chairperson =] then danced abit. blahblah. teacher came. let us practice alot! changed abit. then sian sian. very tiring lorh. then damn pekchek with those can rest de still so talkative ! never notice our xinku hahas! but overall today was good cause teacher xin qing hao =D
after dance. skipskip. waited for bus at bus stop with kaiyuan. then in the end saw boonsiong and aaron so walked to causeway with them cause i didnt want to go home xD ahhas! then walk walk walk. they want talk to each other so i purposely sing loud loud =x hahas! then go causeway de macdonalds waited for jiafeng. aaron helped me buy coffee. hmm, jiafeng came and aaron left. boonsiong helped me do my survey =x ahahs! anyways, the coffee spilled abit cause i bu xiao xin pushed it. got onto my bio workbook, cd worksheet, and physics worksheet! arghh. then stupid boonsiong. ask him take sugar for my coffee. he take two. one i pour into my coffee. the other one he wanted to eat or something. then he spilled all over my books again! then i wiped away the sugar! and i ARBISH! hit my coffee and yeah. the table and jiafeng's bag drank my coffee. followed by the serviettes. and there goes my NICENICE COFFEE! then that stupid jiafeng KEEPKEEPKEEP LAUGHING NONSTOP! shou bu liao! very funny meh ? just spill only marh! just that when i spill i was like WAHHHH!! cause my poor coffee =( then we go popular cause jiafeng wanted to buy sketchbok. then me and boonsiong go see book! then i just walk past and a book dropped! FOR NO REASON! MANNN WO HEN SWAY ! then walk walk walk. they keep laughing at me. then go minitoons. i take the CHIP PUSHIE. THE DALE'S ONE DROP ! OMGGGG ! KILL ME MANN. arghh. then they keep laughing at me ._. ahhahas lame! then walk walk awhile mama jiu call me go home. so walked home to 834 for another packet of coffee. and to 849 for newspaper but no stock ._. so bought iweekly and i dropped it 2times on the way home. then reached home bathed blablah. helped brother clean up him room. i am a good meimei =] then used computer. going to study.
first was the bang head, then sick, then coffee spilled, then drop things! this year going to sway like hell man ! AHHHHHHHS!
typical szeling= datou and pufferfish! and i want grow long long monster nails!
wo hen xin ku. wo zhi dao wo mei you zhi ge shuo. dan shi wo xi wang ni kaixin. yin wei zhi dao zi ji bu neng dai gei ni xing fu. wo xuan ze fang qi. wo bu hui hou hui. zhi yao neng kan dao ni xing fu. wo yuan yi zhi shuo hu ni. wo bu zai hu ni zhe me kan wo. ye bu zai hu zi ji de gan shou. yin wei na yi jin bu zhong yao le. wo dui ni lai shuo. ye zhi shi ge guo lai ren. wo liao jie zi ji dui ni de shang hai. dan mei ban fa. wo bu xiang zai shang hai ni gen sheng. yin wei ni he wo zai yi qi. ni shi bu hui kuai le de. wo hen bao qian. zi ji wu fa rang ni xing fu.
-baohuse.
today went school larh! still sick and everything. but bobian cause today got test and last practice for dance before rehersal. well, went school quite late cause i had to take medicin and put contact lenses. then my eyes guai guai de. one side damn blur one side damn clear! lols! so walked to school with that bendan eyes of mine. then realised i put wrong side ! ._. arghh. life's damn sway. then went school change the contact lenses. then went for mt. well, i listened to lessons! and smsed my mum to ask her lunch with me. but she asked me go home eat! LOLS. then had biology. hmm, ting bu jin. just copied notes. then emath test. drop dead. it's difficult and i am dying. then recess. asked yongkang take care of my bag whili i go recess he put in class! then luckily weiqin help me take! =D stupid yongkang! hahas! then after recess got chemistry practical. i feel so proud of myself cause i'm the first one who achieve the results and blahblahblah. i didnt broke anything xD [my class got 3things broke! lihai barh. threeFOUR wecanduit =x] after practical went up to dance studio put bag. then rushed home. bought coffee back =]
at home eat blahblah si yi was there. so chitchat awhile jiu rush back school. changed in dance studio under my BIGBIG classtee LOLS! those sec2s cute larh. keep laughing at me! then do jibengong. blahblah. then skipped alot just did those important ones. i am a good chairperson =] then danced abit. blahblah. teacher came. let us practice alot! changed abit. then sian sian. very tiring lorh. then damn pekchek with those can rest de still so talkative ! never notice our xinku hahas! but overall today was good cause teacher xin qing hao =D
after dance. skipskip. waited for bus at bus stop with kaiyuan. then in the end saw boonsiong and aaron so walked to causeway with them cause i didnt want to go home xD ahhas! then walk walk walk. they want talk to each other so i purposely sing loud loud =x hahas! then go causeway de macdonalds waited for jiafeng. aaron helped me buy coffee. hmm, jiafeng came and aaron left. boonsiong helped me do my survey =x ahahs! anyways, the coffee spilled abit cause i bu xiao xin pushed it. got onto my bio workbook, cd worksheet, and physics worksheet! arghh. then stupid boonsiong. ask him take sugar for my coffee. he take two. one i pour into my coffee. the other one he wanted to eat or something. then he spilled all over my books again! then i wiped away the sugar! and i ARBISH! hit my coffee and yeah. the table and jiafeng's bag drank my coffee. followed by the serviettes. and there goes my NICENICE COFFEE! then that stupid jiafeng KEEPKEEPKEEP LAUGHING NONSTOP! shou bu liao! very funny meh ? just spill only marh! just that when i spill i was like WAHHHH!! cause my poor coffee =( then we go popular cause jiafeng wanted to buy sketchbok. then me and boonsiong go see book! then i just walk past and a book dropped! FOR NO REASON! MANNN WO HEN SWAY ! then walk walk walk. they keep laughing at me. then go minitoons. i take the CHIP PUSHIE. THE DALE'S ONE DROP ! OMGGGG ! KILL ME MANN. arghh. then they keep laughing at me ._. ahhahas lame! then walk walk awhile mama jiu call me go home. so walked home to 834 for another packet of coffee. and to 849 for newspaper but no stock ._. so bought iweekly and i dropped it 2times on the way home. then reached home bathed blablah. helped brother clean up him room. i am a good meimei =] then used computer. going to study.
first was the bang head, then sick, then coffee spilled, then drop things! this year going to sway like hell man ! AHHHHHHHS!
typical szeling= datou and pufferfish! and i want grow long long monster nails!
wo hen xin ku. wo zhi dao wo mei you zhi ge shuo. dan shi wo xi wang ni kaixin. yin wei zhi dao zi ji bu neng dai gei ni xing fu. wo xuan ze fang qi. wo bu hui hou hui. zhi yao neng kan dao ni xing fu. wo yuan yi zhi shuo hu ni. wo bu zai hu ni zhe me kan wo. ye bu zai hu zi ji de gan shou. yin wei na yi jin bu zhong yao le. wo dui ni lai shuo. ye zhi shi ge guo lai ren. wo liao jie zi ji dui ni de shang hai. dan mei ban fa. wo bu xiang zai shang hai ni gen sheng. yin wei ni he wo zai yi qi. ni shi bu hui kuai le de. wo hen bao qian. zi ji wu fa rang ni xing fu.
-baohuse.
what we could have been, 9:42 pm.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys.
You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
A confident person
You like to do activities on your own. You are confident and that's why you don't care what other people think about you. You are ambitious and often worry about your future. You don't like to be a follower because you like to be independent - this means you are always trying your best to be the leader. You are attractive to other people because of your confidence and intelligence.
You value your friendships: 85%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
Nosy Level: 100%
You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.
Jealousy Level: 50%
You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy
You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"
The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.
Your future friend: People with mature and strong character attract you. Your close friends are usually a tigress or a tomboy.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.
Here is the analysis:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it.
You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys.
You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
A confident person
You like to do activities on your own. You are confident and that's why you don't care what other people think about you. You are ambitious and often worry about your future. You don't like to be a follower because you like to be independent - this means you are always trying your best to be the leader. You are attractive to other people because of your confidence and intelligence.
You value your friendships: 85%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
Nosy Level: 100%
You have a wild and crazy imagination, and this can lead you to being very nosy as you strive to check out whether your theories are true. You get very occupied with your own thoughts and create fantastic stories out of the things that you think are happening in people's lives. It might be a good idea to concentrate more on your own life.
Jealousy Level: 50%
You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy
You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"
The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.
Your future friend: People with mature and strong character attract you. Your close friends are usually a tigress or a tomboy.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.
Here is the analysis:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it.
You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
what we could have been, 8:12 pm.
monday.
blahblah. went school quite late i think. then silent reading. i like this period larh! i really got read siah. but at home newspaper is a NONO for me xD anywyas, read halfway contact lens drop out. had a hard time putting it in. argh! then chinese lesson. sat at the back with yingping and chiewyen. because i want to do my english letter xP blahblah. the humanities. lols ! teacher never come again. so did own stuffs. i was doing math homework. then the 3/8 teacher damn fierce larh! now i know why they hate her =x ahha! anyways she screamed like everyone owe her something or what larh! damn loud. and then was physics. yeah i hate physics because it's always before recess and that tch will never let us off on time ! so went for recess. haha! ate noodle and that bendan huiling keep wanting to take my meatball ! nono to her. then math. emath-ed abi of question. then english. hmm, go through the summary worksheet. my class was so SOT larh! we keep guessing the word that mrtsung has in mind. but keep wrong ! LOL then had biology. start of chapter 3. hmm, i never bring textbook cause very heavy =x ahha! then assembly. slept abit. look around blah blah. i very tired but bu gan sleep cause that time andywong dont let me sleep! then ate lunch with huiyi yanping and mindy and a senior of theirs. then took lift up to dance studio. sian sian. had the 'audition' thing. so boring and tiring. hais! then went to meet my mum at 883. then she go order food and i slept larh! she so good ask that auntie dabao cause she say i look so tired. so we went home and i ate jiu sleep le. at first i only want to rest till my mum came out from toilet. but she very long then i fell asleep for 1hour? i dont know larh! then wake up jiu xia dao. faster find my contact lenses. both found on sofa xD haha! quickly rinse it until it softens then blahblah. i bathed. then sleep again. wake up chiong public speaking. then sleep. at night i woke up with asthma larh! damn xinku. then cannot sleep for whole night. tahan till 8plus am.
tuesday
mummy brought me to polyclinic see doctor. then she told that person i got asthma. so she gave me the emergency room. damn fast. yeah! then went to consult doctor. then to the nebulizer room blahblah. kelian de mummy must wait for me. then went for the counseling thing. then went back to the doctor. took medicine. and it took us about 3hours plusplus ._. somemore 17bucks =( that's why i hate going to doctors. hmm, then lunched and bought things then bus-ed home. mummy tired until sleep le. i also sleeping soon cause i ate the medicine. but i want do homework first =]
i miss willie =( and and currently damn short of cash. and mummy they all also no money. my whole family is poor =(
blahblah. went school quite late i think. then silent reading. i like this period larh! i really got read siah. but at home newspaper is a NONO for me xD anywyas, read halfway contact lens drop out. had a hard time putting it in. argh! then chinese lesson. sat at the back with yingping and chiewyen. because i want to do my english letter xP blahblah. the humanities. lols ! teacher never come again. so did own stuffs. i was doing math homework. then the 3/8 teacher damn fierce larh! now i know why they hate her =x ahha! anyways she screamed like everyone owe her something or what larh! damn loud. and then was physics. yeah i hate physics because it's always before recess and that tch will never let us off on time ! so went for recess. haha! ate noodle and that bendan huiling keep wanting to take my meatball ! nono to her. then math. emath-ed abi of question. then english. hmm, go through the summary worksheet. my class was so SOT larh! we keep guessing the word that mrtsung has in mind. but keep wrong ! LOL then had biology. start of chapter 3. hmm, i never bring textbook cause very heavy =x ahha! then assembly. slept abit. look around blah blah. i very tired but bu gan sleep cause that time andywong dont let me sleep! then ate lunch with huiyi yanping and mindy and a senior of theirs. then took lift up to dance studio. sian sian. had the 'audition' thing. so boring and tiring. hais! then went to meet my mum at 883. then she go order food and i slept larh! she so good ask that auntie dabao cause she say i look so tired. so we went home and i ate jiu sleep le. at first i only want to rest till my mum came out from toilet. but she very long then i fell asleep for 1hour? i dont know larh! then wake up jiu xia dao. faster find my contact lenses. both found on sofa xD haha! quickly rinse it until it softens then blahblah. i bathed. then sleep again. wake up chiong public speaking. then sleep. at night i woke up with asthma larh! damn xinku. then cannot sleep for whole night. tahan till 8plus am.
tuesday
mummy brought me to polyclinic see doctor. then she told that person i got asthma. so she gave me the emergency room. damn fast. yeah! then went to consult doctor. then to the nebulizer room blahblah. kelian de mummy must wait for me. then went for the counseling thing. then went back to the doctor. took medicine. and it took us about 3hours plusplus ._. somemore 17bucks =( that's why i hate going to doctors. hmm, then lunched and bought things then bus-ed home. mummy tired until sleep le. i also sleeping soon cause i ate the medicine. but i want do homework first =]
i miss willie =( and and currently damn short of cash. and mummy they all also no money. my whole family is poor =(
what we could have been, 1:18 pm.
Monday, January 29, 2007
saturday.
woke up at seven plus. sian sian. mum nagged me to wear jacket blahblah. on the way to school bought coffee and bun =] then went school wear contact lenses. ahhas! then blahblah. shuchi taught us something like robot dance and blahblah. i dont have position meaning no need dance. sad =( everyone got except me! i wonder. hais. then i very bored larh! shwan aaron pei me wait for them. but end up they got second meeting. so shwan and aaron went off. while i looked for junrong they all. siansian. hear their band =] ahhas! all the way till 12plus. yeah. we talked about syf things. and they faced the same problem as me. they're worried about their band performance yet the other people dont seem to care. then they want to lunch. so we went to causeway mos burger! had mos chicken. then zuyou and boonsiong came to look for me. then we took mrt together to toapayoh. was late though =x ahah! then danced blahblah. sian! then at night syf-ed. i cried larh! cause my mind was in a mess. and yeah. i saw elaine's attitude during dance when i told her to practice. i was like damn angry larh! if you dont want to practice why the hell you come! and if you think you're that good. you might as well dont come. argh. then when i needed my darling most, teacher was talking to her. then wo hen xinku larh! finally dance ended. yeah. walked to toapayoh. wo you ku le =( then can see everyone worried about me larh. but i just wish to be left alone. hais. then my dad with my mum came to fetch me. dinner-ed. more xinku can! i need to ren my tears. =( at home bathed le jiu sleep. i am VERY tired.
sunday.
woke up at 9plus to do my homework. damn jialat! then do do do until 12plus. my sister came home with lunch. i helped her to open the door larh! then the wind damn big blow the door. the BANGG! it banged on my head. now got one BIG BALUKU! then i keep crying =( then my sister so caring. she was like bu yao ku bu yao ku deng yi xia wo bang ni cha yao. chi fan xian. so good de jiejie. anyways, then i ate lunch and she helped me apply ointment then boiled egg. =] then i do homework le jiu go dance. it was fun xD then went to chinatown find things. yeah. xiaoqian and xiuming pei me so i treated them with mac coke =] then we took mrt home! went to causeway walk abit. found the HALF FINGER RING =D i like larh! then bought it =] then bought coffee milk tea with coffee jelly ! then took bus home. reached home take money jiu go down to 888 buy dinner for them. then i bought stuffs. home-ed. ate dinner le jiu help out do housework. yeah my house can be very pretty if we clean up =D anyways, then chiong homework. all the way to 12plus. then damn tired so i went to sleep.
monday.
lazy to blog le. i am tired. very tired. think i am going to get sick and i am on the verge of breaking down le.
woke up at seven plus. sian sian. mum nagged me to wear jacket blahblah. on the way to school bought coffee and bun =] then went school wear contact lenses. ahhas! then blahblah. shuchi taught us something like robot dance and blahblah. i dont have position meaning no need dance. sad =( everyone got except me! i wonder. hais. then i very bored larh! shwan aaron pei me wait for them. but end up they got second meeting. so shwan and aaron went off. while i looked for junrong they all. siansian. hear their band =] ahhas! all the way till 12plus. yeah. we talked about syf things. and they faced the same problem as me. they're worried about their band performance yet the other people dont seem to care. then they want to lunch. so we went to causeway mos burger! had mos chicken. then zuyou and boonsiong came to look for me. then we took mrt together to toapayoh. was late though =x ahah! then danced blahblah. sian! then at night syf-ed. i cried larh! cause my mind was in a mess. and yeah. i saw elaine's attitude during dance when i told her to practice. i was like damn angry larh! if you dont want to practice why the hell you come! and if you think you're that good. you might as well dont come. argh. then when i needed my darling most, teacher was talking to her. then wo hen xinku larh! finally dance ended. yeah. walked to toapayoh. wo you ku le =( then can see everyone worried about me larh. but i just wish to be left alone. hais. then my dad with my mum came to fetch me. dinner-ed. more xinku can! i need to ren my tears. =( at home bathed le jiu sleep. i am VERY tired.
sunday.
woke up at 9plus to do my homework. damn jialat! then do do do until 12plus. my sister came home with lunch. i helped her to open the door larh! then the wind damn big blow the door. the BANGG! it banged on my head. now got one BIG BALUKU! then i keep crying =( then my sister so caring. she was like bu yao ku bu yao ku deng yi xia wo bang ni cha yao. chi fan xian. so good de jiejie. anyways, then i ate lunch and she helped me apply ointment then boiled egg. =] then i do homework le jiu go dance. it was fun xD then went to chinatown find things. yeah. xiaoqian and xiuming pei me so i treated them with mac coke =] then we took mrt home! went to causeway walk abit. found the HALF FINGER RING =D i like larh! then bought it =] then bought coffee milk tea with coffee jelly ! then took bus home. reached home take money jiu go down to 888 buy dinner for them. then i bought stuffs. home-ed. ate dinner le jiu help out do housework. yeah my house can be very pretty if we clean up =D anyways, then chiong homework. all the way to 12plus. then damn tired so i went to sleep.
monday.
lazy to blog le. i am tired. very tired. think i am going to get sick and i am on the verge of breaking down le.
what we could have been, 7:54 pm.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
so i woke up and had maggi and coffee for lunch xD then watched tv until 5.30pm. and left home. bus-ed to admiralty then mrt-ed to braddell and walked to huiguan =] hahas! reached there late =x haha! then waited for people and blahblah. my eyes still abit swollen. then danced larh! teacher very cute. keep joking with us =] at times you need to learn to enjoy to be happier. so i enjoyed dance today. anwyays, danced till 9pm. dad came to fetch me then to fetch mum. then we went to eat dinner =D then homed.
now chionging homework. sian! tomorrow dance 8.30am to 9pm! ahhs i am dead larh! with all my homeworks and studyings not done! next two days dance somemore! aiyohs. luckily my mum say tomorrow drink chicken essence larh! if not i think i will die ._.
every word you say. i listen. i decided not to voice out. i am selfish. i dont want to hurt myself. although i know you're the one being hurt most. i am sorry.
now chionging homework. sian! tomorrow dance 8.30am to 9pm! ahhs i am dead larh! with all my homeworks and studyings not done! next two days dance somemore! aiyohs. luckily my mum say tomorrow drink chicken essence larh! if not i think i will die ._.
every word you say. i listen. i decided not to voice out. i am selfish. i dont want to hurt myself. although i know you're the one being hurt most. i am sorry.
what we could have been, 12:27 am.
Friday, January 26, 2007
today woke up at 7am. so tired man. packed and everything. went school. on the way bought coffee. then reach school went into class to wear contact lenses and everything. hahas! my cute class having cute people saying jokes. somemore those cold cold ones ! AHAHS! then assembled at hall. didnt have healthy lifestyle. i need a run or something =( had some videos about smoking. then me marilyn and jinger love eachother =x ahahs! then went back class. radha cute larh! asked me and jinger's name cause he say want to start remember people's name ._. then blahblah. had chemistry. i really feel so confidence in chemistry =x hhas! i am attentive okay! and had physics and today i paid attention larh! good girl ! xD then she late dismissal again larh! so we went down late. today derrick helped me buy. yesterday was junda =] i love my friends ! then had math. did questions. blahblah. then after school went to hand in the forms. then dont know want go where. so i homed =] blahblah. slept until 4plus. yeah! homeworking at night ! =]
i dont feel happy lately =( oh yah my eyes swollen i think. damn like panda! everyone called me panda datoub xP
i dont feel happy lately =( oh yah my eyes swollen i think. damn like panda! everyone called me panda datoub xP
what we could have been, 4:46 pm.
yesterday woke up quite early. left home at around 7.10am. then walked to 883. bought the chocolate i promised baoying =] then went school. gave her, benson and my darling huiling. and i left some in bags for my jinger =] then first lesson was humanities. listened to teacher. at times sleepy but at times i really like the lessons. because it's interesting xD then had biology. went through workbook. then chinese. stupid teacher say today must hand in the xin wen bao zhang if not cannot go! somemore must be with ti gang. so everyone was like SHIT MAN ! CHIONG AHHHHH ._. i finished at 11.15am i think. went for recess with choonhan and kaixian. then the rest came =] then bell rang! went back. had english. i was just lying on the table stupid tsung say i sleep! arghh. then his lesson damn boring. nothing to do. then had cd. radha damn cute larh! put the powerpoint never talk. so we bochiap him and do our own worksheet xP then math. he gave questions! then our rebellious class had the petition on early dismissal ! damn funny xD we passed around and write we want early dismissal and passed around. mastermind is yongkang! ahha! stupid vicechair xD then on that paper got funny things larh I WANT EAT ! QUEUE LONG LONG. and all those funny stuffs larh xD then mr radha read we all laughing =x
anyways, he gave us like 5minutes earlier! so good. then me huiyi jinger weiqin went to 883. bought tidbits bubbletea and waffles larh! then we came back around 3.04pm? they say everyone wait for us blablha. radha say tomorrow recess go see him. like want scold us. sian diao! then went up bus. tidbits around class ! =D we love huiyi xD then listened ipod with jinger and drank bubbletea. reached there jiu damn hyper. i love threefour =D i mean majority larh! had talks and watched the SO SINGAPORE things. so funny. then we played the game what harmony thing! ahha! jinger say i highest xP i pro! ahhahahs! then had the safety thing. then our class damn noisy. we were like cheering and singing camp songs! arghh! we love camps ! AHHAS! then went for bus tour. =D it's fun when you enjoy! ahhas! and i love that guide. she so cute =D then went back own time own target =x so me huiyi siying and jinger moved together! we went the reporter there report together ! then played the lego buildings. then danced xD HAHAS! then played the harmony thing again! then we wanted to play the big big theatre dont know what lai de. i went in they all say finish le =( sobsob! damn paiseh =x ahahs! anwyays, then gathered. we took class photos =] then in bus. did the worksheet, passed sweets around =] hahas!
after that. me and jinger and baoying stood outside school larh! then radha talked to us. saying. just now is you two go triple 8 right? then jinger said. no we went 883 double 8 one 3. LOLS! damn funny then radha say. just now joking only next time dont do it again! ahahs! then he asked that one 9 double 1 right? you all lucky. then he went off LOLS!
then me baoying and jinger walked to causeway. on the way saw terry and choonhan. walked together =] then we went to buy bubbletea! ahhas COFFEEMILKTEAcumCOFFEEJELLY! hahahas lovelovelove! then we 3went to mac for apple pies and talk talk talk! i love the 2 of them. then took bus with baoying home =] reached home and use computer. until 9plus. i slept xD hahas! until 3plus xD i am still tired =p
anyways, at times i really dont know want go out with who. aiyah! guess. go home better right ? baoying! =x ahhas! she everyday go home sleep for afternoon then at night also sleep. piggy baobei bao! =]
i love baoying and jinger =] we all miss willie =x ahahs!
bored =(
anyways, he gave us like 5minutes earlier! so good. then me huiyi jinger weiqin went to 883. bought tidbits bubbletea and waffles larh! then we came back around 3.04pm? they say everyone wait for us blablha. radha say tomorrow recess go see him. like want scold us. sian diao! then went up bus. tidbits around class ! =D we love huiyi xD then listened ipod with jinger and drank bubbletea. reached there jiu damn hyper. i love threefour =D i mean majority larh! had talks and watched the SO SINGAPORE things. so funny. then we played the game what harmony thing! ahha! jinger say i highest xP i pro! ahhahahs! then had the safety thing. then our class damn noisy. we were like cheering and singing camp songs! arghh! we love camps ! AHHAS! then went for bus tour. =D it's fun when you enjoy! ahhas! and i love that guide. she so cute =D then went back own time own target =x so me huiyi siying and jinger moved together! we went the reporter there report together ! then played the lego buildings. then danced xD HAHAS! then played the harmony thing again! then we wanted to play the big big theatre dont know what lai de. i went in they all say finish le =( sobsob! damn paiseh =x ahahs! anwyays, then gathered. we took class photos =] then in bus. did the worksheet, passed sweets around =] hahas!
after that. me and jinger and baoying stood outside school larh! then radha talked to us. saying. just now is you two go triple 8 right? then jinger said. no we went 883 double 8 one 3. LOLS! damn funny then radha say. just now joking only next time dont do it again! ahahs! then he asked that one 9 double 1 right? you all lucky. then he went off LOLS!
then me baoying and jinger walked to causeway. on the way saw terry and choonhan. walked together =] then we went to buy bubbletea! ahhas COFFEEMILKTEAcumCOFFEEJELLY! hahahas lovelovelove! then we 3went to mac for apple pies and talk talk talk! i love the 2 of them. then took bus with baoying home =] reached home and use computer. until 9plus. i slept xD hahas! until 3plus xD i am still tired =p
anyways, at times i really dont know want go out with who. aiyah! guess. go home better right ? baoying! =x ahhas! she everyday go home sleep for afternoon then at night also sleep. piggy baobei bao! =]
i love baoying and jinger =] we all miss willie =x ahahs!
bored =(
what we could have been, 4:09 am.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
at times i really think it's time i grow up.
today woke up quite late. blahblah. reached school quite late. blahblah. then had mt for first period. did alot of copying things from whiteboard. then give them the mentoes that patricia gave me =] she and huiyi and jinger owe me one year supply of sweets! cause i always give them =x ahahs! then had biology. sian sian. listened to lessons then i very tired larh. sad. then sms baoying she never reply de =( argh! then math. did amath questions. alright larh! somehow i understand. threefour! WE CAN DO IT =] still got camp fever within me siah LOLS! actually our whole class also got xP then recess. hais. thank you for that bang. then chemistry. at first i feel so energized larh! then listen so attentively. then eyelid start closing. and tada! i got so tiredddd. hahas! struggling awake again xD finally end le!
everytime after school i feel so JING SHEN =D then i went to canteen with them. sat down with my coffee and start doing math. lalalas! then we went up changed. did one more question i think. then start dancing. today edmund got come larh! i miss him so much. my crazy partner in dance. everytime play with me =D so nice! ahhas! then blahblah. he let us do his modern dance de warm up. ahhas! then rested. was doing homework larh. then lydia they all also. then patricia also. then one side keep talking and talking about the english. the other side keep saying dont know how to do. then ask me teach her. then i was like i am also stucked in my own work larh! then everyone still so noisy. damn pekchek larh! so i went to ya tui. blah! then danced. danced until very tired. i want die le larh.
then bus-ed home larh! then ate dinner. i am still hungry though. ARGH! i am so bored.
shit man. i really miss talking to willie =x i love baoying larh! although i dont know she love me not ! xD and and jinger =] and and my darling huiling larh! LOVE YOU ALL. muacks!
today woke up quite late. blahblah. reached school quite late. blahblah. then had mt for first period. did alot of copying things from whiteboard. then give them the mentoes that patricia gave me =] she and huiyi and jinger owe me one year supply of sweets! cause i always give them =x ahahs! then had biology. sian sian. listened to lessons then i very tired larh. sad. then sms baoying she never reply de =( argh! then math. did amath questions. alright larh! somehow i understand. threefour! WE CAN DO IT =] still got camp fever within me siah LOLS! actually our whole class also got xP then recess. hais. thank you for that bang. then chemistry. at first i feel so energized larh! then listen so attentively. then eyelid start closing. and tada! i got so tiredddd. hahas! struggling awake again xD finally end le!
everytime after school i feel so JING SHEN =D then i went to canteen with them. sat down with my coffee and start doing math. lalalas! then we went up changed. did one more question i think. then start dancing. today edmund got come larh! i miss him so much. my crazy partner in dance. everytime play with me =D so nice! ahhas! then blahblah. he let us do his modern dance de warm up. ahhas! then rested. was doing homework larh. then lydia they all also. then patricia also. then one side keep talking and talking about the english. the other side keep saying dont know how to do. then ask me teach her. then i was like i am also stucked in my own work larh! then everyone still so noisy. damn pekchek larh! so i went to ya tui. blah! then danced. danced until very tired. i want die le larh.
then bus-ed home larh! then ate dinner. i am still hungry though. ARGH! i am so bored.
shit man. i really miss talking to willie =x i love baoying larh! although i dont know she love me not ! xD and and jinger =] and and my darling huiling larh! LOVE YOU ALL. muacks!
what we could have been, 8:04 pm.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
i've lost to myself.
i always wanted to be orange. the limelight of the darkness.
but today. i give up. perhaps i aint fit to be orange.
i'm waiting for the day when i gain back confidence.
but i dont know how long it'll be.
till then, i want to remain quiet.
i dont need any console.
i just want to be myself.
i always wanted to be orange. the limelight of the darkness.
but today. i give up. perhaps i aint fit to be orange.
i'm waiting for the day when i gain back confidence.
but i dont know how long it'll be.
till then, i want to remain quiet.
i dont need any console.
i just want to be myself.
what we could have been, 11:07 pm.
after 7days i'm single again =] i dont mean to be so heck care larh. but well, i just think that i enjoy singlehood. not robinhood or little red riding hood. hor laosan ? =D yeah, just as i was enjoying you came back. but well. i guess i prefer my life with my friends. and i know it's unfair to you. so i choose to let go.
well, yesterday after sleepy school. went home for lunch. cause my mum damn funny. sms me to ENSURE i go home eat. hahas! then changed jiu town-ed. met jiafeng boonsiong and aaron. ahhas! then peisi and gladys at toapayoh =] went cineleisure for movie, rewatched the kungfu majong3. still as funny ! ahhas! then they pei me go fareast. bought ear rings. gave a pair to peisi cause she like it =D then took mrt home. reached home chat online till 1am. slept lalalas! oh yah. i rubbed my eyes then contact lenses dropped and i didnt realise lah! then when i know le, i go search and realised it's BROKEN! BOOHOO.
today. woke up. i am tired xD hahas! so went school. i am a kind girl. i bought the chocolates and distribute all larh. at first only give baoying huiling and yingping de. then everyone comes running to me =( always i buy sweets for you all. bu jian de you all buy for me! rahs. nevermind. i am kind =D then had p.e sian. ran out of school to cwp then republic poly then back to school. leg suan ._. then go fitness room play. then humanities. wah piang ehh. i had so much difficulties pulling my eyelids open larh! somemore no contact lenses no spectacles. everything blurblur. then very tired also LOL! so i was half asleep. but got listen larh =D then chemistry. hahas! sms baoying to stay awake =x ahhas! did workbook. blahblah. physics. totally off from teacher. somemore she write so many things on board. and i can see nothing! arghh. then recess ate =D then english. siansian. half asleep also xD ahhas! then math. amath larh! teacher write so many questions on the board. then kelian de wo must wait till jinger copy then can do! aRGHS! then i very sian =( then ft period. nothing much to do =D so jinger taught me the new method of eating lollipop in class. so we ate the lollipop with the stick cut off. was lollipoping the whole lesson. eat finish then eat another one =x! hahas! then i passed to weiqing. he bendan let henry see. then he must buy sweets for whole class! LOL.
after school went 883 to buy contact lenses. then bought 5bubble teas for dancebesties. then bought waffles for them also. i so good larh ! shou bu liao. ahhas! then went back dance. yeah! =D tired larh! teacher never come. had fun xD crapping with jiafeng when we danced. the four of us laughed siao. patricia even laugh until sit on floor ! LOLS! very funny =D szeling cute marh xp
then bus-ed home. ate at 834 with family =] then homed. i am bored larh! no one to talk to.
baoying. he is mine dont steal larh! you got mel le lorh! RAHS! actually both i want de ! LOLS =x
i miss baoying! xD i miss willie more =x
LALALAAS
well, yesterday after sleepy school. went home for lunch. cause my mum damn funny. sms me to ENSURE i go home eat. hahas! then changed jiu town-ed. met jiafeng boonsiong and aaron. ahhas! then peisi and gladys at toapayoh =] went cineleisure for movie, rewatched the kungfu majong3. still as funny ! ahhas! then they pei me go fareast. bought ear rings. gave a pair to peisi cause she like it =D then took mrt home. reached home chat online till 1am. slept lalalas! oh yah. i rubbed my eyes then contact lenses dropped and i didnt realise lah! then when i know le, i go search and realised it's BROKEN! BOOHOO.
today. woke up. i am tired xD hahas! so went school. i am a kind girl. i bought the chocolates and distribute all larh. at first only give baoying huiling and yingping de. then everyone comes running to me =( always i buy sweets for you all. bu jian de you all buy for me! rahs. nevermind. i am kind =D then had p.e sian. ran out of school to cwp then republic poly then back to school. leg suan ._. then go fitness room play. then humanities. wah piang ehh. i had so much difficulties pulling my eyelids open larh! somemore no contact lenses no spectacles. everything blurblur. then very tired also LOL! so i was half asleep. but got listen larh =D then chemistry. hahas! sms baoying to stay awake =x ahhas! did workbook. blahblah. physics. totally off from teacher. somemore she write so many things on board. and i can see nothing! arghh. then recess ate =D then english. siansian. half asleep also xD ahhas! then math. amath larh! teacher write so many questions on the board. then kelian de wo must wait till jinger copy then can do! aRGHS! then i very sian =( then ft period. nothing much to do =D so jinger taught me the new method of eating lollipop in class. so we ate the lollipop with the stick cut off. was lollipoping the whole lesson. eat finish then eat another one =x! hahas! then i passed to weiqing. he bendan let henry see. then he must buy sweets for whole class! LOL.
after school went 883 to buy contact lenses. then bought 5bubble teas for dancebesties. then bought waffles for them also. i so good larh ! shou bu liao. ahhas! then went back dance. yeah! =D tired larh! teacher never come. had fun xD crapping with jiafeng when we danced. the four of us laughed siao. patricia even laugh until sit on floor ! LOLS! very funny =D szeling cute marh xp
then bus-ed home. ate at 834 with family =] then homed. i am bored larh! no one to talk to.
baoying. he is mine dont steal larh! you got mel le lorh! RAHS! actually both i want de ! LOLS =x
i miss baoying! xD i miss willie more =x
LALALAAS
what we could have been, 8:22 pm.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
i've tried. and now i give up. just like how you gave up on our friendship. i tried my best. to work things out. to initiate my clinging hope i hold on to befriend you again. i failed and now i guess. we aint friends anymore like what you've said.
well, i dont know. you said we both have new friends. i guess it's only you. and all i had was you guys. i never thought of finding new friends and leaving this bonded friendship. now that you've left. i wonder. who is my friends now. i have no idea. i guess i clinged too much on this friendship. shall need loads of time to get over it. memories of you and me. memories of us. cherish among each other.
argh. damn emo now. somemore homework all not done. AHHHHHHHS!
i'm not going to hate you or anything. but i'm just sad we're no longer friends. and i guess we cant be anymore. till the day we become friends again , i hope you're happy with everyone around you.
well, i dont know. you said we both have new friends. i guess it's only you. and all i had was you guys. i never thought of finding new friends and leaving this bonded friendship. now that you've left. i wonder. who is my friends now. i have no idea. i guess i clinged too much on this friendship. shall need loads of time to get over it. memories of you and me. memories of us. cherish among each other.
argh. damn emo now. somemore homework all not done. AHHHHHHHS!
i'm not going to hate you or anything. but i'm just sad we're no longer friends. and i guess we cant be anymore. till the day we become friends again , i hope you're happy with everyone around you.
what we could have been, 8:03 pm.
the feeling before and after camp is so damn different larh! before the camp, everyone dreaded AIYAH~ DONT WANT GO ! xD then after that we all damn happy larh! LUCKILY I WENT =D it's the best camp ever ever! =]
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first day 16.o1.o7
i went to school blahblah. and yah! lex lent me the sleeping bag. thanks korkor =] then went up hall for briefing. sian sian. then icebreaker! you want to enjoy the camp you've got to get HYPER! so i got so damn hyper until i crazy with myself! xD then we played DAYTONA! i got forfeit larh ._. lols! did split. simple move only =x ahhahahs! and yah! jinger had to write 3-4 with her butt! it was hell funny. and weiqing had to challenge alvin's group for chicken dance! he did so enthu larh. LOLS =DD then we were to think of a class cheer. so we had the XI SHUA SHUA cheer. cause it ends we 1234! LOLS xP then recess time =] HYPERRR-ing~
our instructors are VERON and TK [tzekwang heehees! found on friendster]
then we did our group flag! all done by siyuan! he damn pro. lols! our class' artist! =D then we girls think of cheers. blahblah. i didnt contribute much larh! only ran around searching for crayons for siyuan! ahhahas! i am such a kind leader =] then bus-ed over. me huiyi siying yanping mindy sat at the back. then we keep singing~! hahahhas! cheers and everythings! so fun =] hahahhas! of course larh! got me so fun =x
then reached there had some briefing at mph [not mad person hospital. is multi-purpose hall] LOLS! then the safety thing for those high elements made me sleepy. and i went int my beauty sleep =x ahahhas! good rest =x then we stayed at mph to think of our class performance for campfire. it's like no one contributed larh! so we anyhow anyhow lorh! then they say must be related to singapore! so we think of starting of with SINGAPORE TOWN~ then we play daytona then do the BILLIBAJA dance. but then i think so not CONNECTED lorh. i want to change! but no time. then we went for LUNCH ! =] the food is nice larh! like the nicest we've ever eaten =DD
then our group splited into 2. for abseiling and zipline. i went for the abseiling. at first i climbed up the stairs damn scared larh! i was like ZHE ME BAN wo pa !! at up there i also damn scared. LOLS! then when it's my turn! somehow the BRAVENESS came! LOLS! then i walked down SLOWLYYYYY~ hahahas! then waited for them. yeah! the instructor did it in 4seconds! that pro guy LOLS! then we waited for those at zipline.
then went for CRC! so fun larh! me patricia jinger chwanrong yingyuan played the BALANCE BAR THING! so fun. it's like no support. you just walk from one end to another. hahaas! they say i walked very fast! it was so so so fun =] love love love CRC!
then we all bathed. i waited for nadiah larh! she bathed so long ! aiyohs shou bu liao =x hahahas! then we had dinner. nice food again =] heehees! then we went mph to gather again. they learnt cheers and songs and everything! tk did the MACHO CLAP THING! hahaas! then mojo and timonty did the sexy clap larh! DAMN FUNNY ! HAHAHAS! then the leaders were called to the back larh! then they brought us to a place and say WE ARE BEING KIDNAPPED! damn lame larh! they put blindfold on us. tied us with those metal chains and a lock LOOSELY! so we can actually take out by ourselves larh. then sit there for an hour plus plus. so boring larh! talked with ronnie. then take out blindfold see them play. hahas! then i make faces to kaixian they all larh! then they saw me! AHHAHASH =x finally my group came to save me! lols. jinger so strong siah! piggyback me back to mph. then they say must at least 2 people carry. so i lied down larh! then dont know how carry my hands back LOLS! it was fun back =x ahhahs!
then we had debriefing. then wanted to play games de. but no time. then we went back mph. they talk talk talk. then dismiss! we had supper and debriefing. then got the booklet to do reflection. ahhas! supper got milo! my favourite =] heeheehees! then we went to toilet. take out contact lenses brush teeth. bedtime! so nice to sleep. ahhahas! better than last year's. me and jinger shared a sleeping bag. at first we sleep on top. then it became cold at night so we snuggled under the sleeping bag =]
second day 18.o1.o7
we woke up at 5plus larh! cause the opposite side already woke up and buzzing. very noisy. then we went to wash up larh! so reluctantly. cause i still want to sleep ._. hahaas! then me and patricia went to write reflections =] then we went to the carpark there for national anthem and pledge! ahhahas. damn funny without the song! LOLS ! then we had breakfast. milo again! loveslovesloves! somemore our group served. so being so kind. i give them ALOT ALOT xP
then we had CRC! we played the centipede larh! me jinger and patricia sway sway all stop at same place larh! cause there's a missing piece and and the rock we stepping on so damn slippery larh! so everytime we go up. we slipped ._. ARGHS PEKCHEK! and i gave up. i wanted to go up up up de ! =(
then we had the general station. team work and everything. abit boring larh! ahhahas =x then blahblah! *skipskip* went to change up for nature rumble! hahas! walked a long way there. sian sian sian ah. hahas! i want to get the dirtiest larh! but then the shoe damn GAOEHH~ lols whatever! okay! benson dirtiest. siying second. huiyi then me lahr! hahahs! we were like WHO HATES BENSON~ splashes go on him le! LOLS fun fun fun. but then got people not contacted with mud at all. got people rashes. so we didnt go through the clean river. so we were damn dirty larh! we walked all the way back to the kayaking there. washed up. feel so clean. just that my shoe is dirty!
went for lunch. we sat outside larh! in fact, we just STINK! LOLS. so fast fast eat. fast fast go! we went for kayaking =] it was fun larh! benson was made to do demostration and everything! ahahhas! so funny =x that instructor keep play with him. then girls one row, guys one row larh! sway sway i stand beside benson. had to pair with him. then that instructor made him go down last! then he dman kelian larh! he had to carry the kayak down for others. up and down up and down! finally our turn. then he no strength diao! LOLS! then we kayak larh! he good good guy teach me how to kayak =] the rest learnt from tk i think. blahblah! then we kayak larh! he strong larh! i keep getting tired and rest. then he chiongggggg! to win chwanrong ._. lols! funny! then we rafted up and everything. then got kellong[or what is it called] we splited up then raft again. then we played games like standing up and sing TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR! we chiong the whole song larh. then we went back. =]
then instructors let us bathe and everything. heehees! then had casualty challenge. then walked up jiu RAIN RAIN RAIN! so we ran back. then that melvin just came back from nature rumble goes around want to hug people LOLS! then i walked back. somehow i miss the rain. hor ELAINE? lols. but then hmm, dont want to be so stupid anymore =] hahahas! then we went back. they asked us to change. blahblah. saw melvin leading his group to sing THE WINDOW song! damn funny larh!
me jinger and people went to the canteen there sit sit. cause dont want to change xD we want class tee for campfire! hahas! so we sat there biscuit-ing! ahhahahs! thank you 3/5's instructor =] then we sat sat sat. think of performance thing. and yeah we changed to the HAPPY TOGETHER SONG! heehees. fun fun! blahblah *skipskip* i cried larh! cause my group not cooperative. but somehow, tears saved the day! and yeah. they became better. hahas! tk talked to me about leader thing. another one ._. arghh! damn like chinese dance siah! i want to die already larh! AHHAHAS! then practise awhile jiu dinner! =] dinner was nice nice nice. and that melvin came to me with aloysius' broke cup! asked me to refill water. then i take jiu PICHAK in two ._. hahaha!
then gather at mph for cheers. then CAMPFIRE TIME! got so high larh! we keep cheering and screaming and shouting. and every group that goes out to perform our group will be shouting 3cheers. followed by YOU CAN DO IT~ LOLS! funny =x then finally our turn larh! damn enjoying =] LOVE LOVE LOVE THREEFOUR! =DDD they say our cheer very NEW! xD hahahas! fun fun fun! then after ours i can go SCREAM LIKE SIAO CHARBOR ! YEAHYEAHYEAH ! AHHAHAS! so together with jinger huiyi patricia WE WENT CRAZYYYYYYYY! hahaha! the ROSIE LUCY JUICY AND THE ROSE BUNDUNG! damn damn damn funny! LMAO =x hahahahhas! then the parapara by the instructors were damn good =D campfire was the best ever! then the instructors said things to us. SO TOUCHING LARH! my heart almost melted. WOOTS! i love VERON and TK LARH! =D yippee yeah~
haahas! then after that we had debriefing. phototaking and supper! and we took pictures while suppering! AHAHHAS! then that melvin say want give me signature! draw on my hands so BIG ! and not nice =( cause one hand got MELVIN ROX then the other was MELVIN SHUAI ._. sian diao! body art siah! then after supper. me huiyi patricia jinger benson sat near the carpark there sing song talk talk. hahahas! then veron and tk joined us. they say they saw jinger at first very talkative. end up she very quiet! crap siah! jinger very noisy de lorh lols!! then had to go back. so GOOD NIGHT-ed with everyone =] then saw melvin and willie with pants pulled up. fighting larh! so i shouted LITTLE FIGHTER ! xDD ahhahas! then washed up and everything. jiu sleep le =] jinger stole my sleeping bag. so i was shivering at night. so i used my jacket ! AHAHHAS!
third day 19.o1.o7
wake up around 6plus this time =] went toilet blahblah. then chiong reflection. ahhahs! then at carpark again for national anthem blahalh. then had morning exercise! timonthy damn funny!! LOLS =x then *skipskip* had breakfast! MILO and NASI LEMAK =] hahas! eat eat eat then went to pack stuffs. went to carpark again. hahhas! we got general stations for area cleaning. damn slack larh! ahhas! just walk walk walk walk see got rubbish around the floor not. we keep singing and cheering and everything! so fun!! hahahas! then benson had to pick up an underwear! herooo! then we sat at the bulk. then cheer. they say we noisy. so we cheer softer =x ahahs! then alvin came to teach us a game larh! and we made him FORFEIT WAHAHHAS! he did pole dance while benson is the pole! haahahs. then we had to clean teacher's toilets! hahahas. damn clean larh! cleaner than the normal one! then we sat at the carpark there. then dismissal. instructors get to go back with us =DD on bus we were damn hyper! singing cheering and everything. we XI SHUASHUA-ed all the way back to school man! HAHAHAS! then phototaking. sad sad i didnt bring camera then never talk with the rest. i want to take with alot of instructors de ! ARGHHS!
then after that went to seoul garden with choonhan elaine teckhwee andy benson kaixian. then enxin gang came. followed by huiling. aahahahs! somehow trend of riversidians to go seoul after camps har! hahahas. then we went to search for presents for huiling. hahas! then went home put bag. jiu go basketball. didnt play much. then homed.
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camp is fun! having CAMP FEVERRRRRRR ! ahahahhas =x i want OBS ! xD
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first day 16.o1.o7
i went to school blahblah. and yah! lex lent me the sleeping bag. thanks korkor =] then went up hall for briefing. sian sian. then icebreaker! you want to enjoy the camp you've got to get HYPER! so i got so damn hyper until i crazy with myself! xD then we played DAYTONA! i got forfeit larh ._. lols! did split. simple move only =x ahhahahs! and yah! jinger had to write 3-4 with her butt! it was hell funny. and weiqing had to challenge alvin's group for chicken dance! he did so enthu larh. LOLS =DD then we were to think of a class cheer. so we had the XI SHUA SHUA cheer. cause it ends we 1234! LOLS xP then recess time =] HYPERRR-ing~
our instructors are VERON and TK [tzekwang heehees! found on friendster]
then we did our group flag! all done by siyuan! he damn pro. lols! our class' artist! =D then we girls think of cheers. blahblah. i didnt contribute much larh! only ran around searching for crayons for siyuan! ahhahas! i am such a kind leader =] then bus-ed over. me huiyi siying yanping mindy sat at the back. then we keep singing~! hahahhas! cheers and everythings! so fun =] hahahhas! of course larh! got me so fun =x
then reached there had some briefing at mph [not mad person hospital. is multi-purpose hall] LOLS! then the safety thing for those high elements made me sleepy. and i went int my beauty sleep =x ahahhas! good rest =x then we stayed at mph to think of our class performance for campfire. it's like no one contributed larh! so we anyhow anyhow lorh! then they say must be related to singapore! so we think of starting of with SINGAPORE TOWN~ then we play daytona then do the BILLIBAJA dance. but then i think so not CONNECTED lorh. i want to change! but no time. then we went for LUNCH ! =] the food is nice larh! like the nicest we've ever eaten =DD
then our group splited into 2. for abseiling and zipline. i went for the abseiling. at first i climbed up the stairs damn scared larh! i was like ZHE ME BAN wo pa !! at up there i also damn scared. LOLS! then when it's my turn! somehow the BRAVENESS came! LOLS! then i walked down SLOWLYYYYY~ hahahas! then waited for them. yeah! the instructor did it in 4seconds! that pro guy LOLS! then we waited for those at zipline.
then went for CRC! so fun larh! me patricia jinger chwanrong yingyuan played the BALANCE BAR THING! so fun. it's like no support. you just walk from one end to another. hahaas! they say i walked very fast! it was so so so fun =] love love love CRC!
then we all bathed. i waited for nadiah larh! she bathed so long ! aiyohs shou bu liao =x hahahas! then we had dinner. nice food again =] heehees! then we went mph to gather again. they learnt cheers and songs and everything! tk did the MACHO CLAP THING! hahaas! then mojo and timonty did the sexy clap larh! DAMN FUNNY ! HAHAHAS! then the leaders were called to the back larh! then they brought us to a place and say WE ARE BEING KIDNAPPED! damn lame larh! they put blindfold on us. tied us with those metal chains and a lock LOOSELY! so we can actually take out by ourselves larh. then sit there for an hour plus plus. so boring larh! talked with ronnie. then take out blindfold see them play. hahas! then i make faces to kaixian they all larh! then they saw me! AHHAHASH =x finally my group came to save me! lols. jinger so strong siah! piggyback me back to mph. then they say must at least 2 people carry. so i lied down larh! then dont know how carry my hands back LOLS! it was fun back =x ahhahs!
then we had debriefing. then wanted to play games de. but no time. then we went back mph. they talk talk talk. then dismiss! we had supper and debriefing. then got the booklet to do reflection. ahhas! supper got milo! my favourite =] heeheehees! then we went to toilet. take out contact lenses brush teeth. bedtime! so nice to sleep. ahhahas! better than last year's. me and jinger shared a sleeping bag. at first we sleep on top. then it became cold at night so we snuggled under the sleeping bag =]
second day 18.o1.o7
we woke up at 5plus larh! cause the opposite side already woke up and buzzing. very noisy. then we went to wash up larh! so reluctantly. cause i still want to sleep ._. hahaas! then me and patricia went to write reflections =] then we went to the carpark there for national anthem and pledge! ahhahas. damn funny without the song! LOLS ! then we had breakfast. milo again! loveslovesloves! somemore our group served. so being so kind. i give them ALOT ALOT xP
then we had CRC! we played the centipede larh! me jinger and patricia sway sway all stop at same place larh! cause there's a missing piece and and the rock we stepping on so damn slippery larh! so everytime we go up. we slipped ._. ARGHS PEKCHEK! and i gave up. i wanted to go up up up de ! =(
then we had the general station. team work and everything. abit boring larh! ahhahas =x then blahblah! *skipskip* went to change up for nature rumble! hahas! walked a long way there. sian sian sian ah. hahas! i want to get the dirtiest larh! but then the shoe damn GAOEHH~ lols whatever! okay! benson dirtiest. siying second. huiyi then me lahr! hahahs! we were like WHO HATES BENSON~ splashes go on him le! LOLS fun fun fun. but then got people not contacted with mud at all. got people rashes. so we didnt go through the clean river. so we were damn dirty larh! we walked all the way back to the kayaking there. washed up. feel so clean. just that my shoe is dirty!
went for lunch. we sat outside larh! in fact, we just STINK! LOLS. so fast fast eat. fast fast go! we went for kayaking =] it was fun larh! benson was made to do demostration and everything! ahahhas! so funny =x that instructor keep play with him. then girls one row, guys one row larh! sway sway i stand beside benson. had to pair with him. then that instructor made him go down last! then he dman kelian larh! he had to carry the kayak down for others. up and down up and down! finally our turn. then he no strength diao! LOLS! then we kayak larh! he good good guy teach me how to kayak =] the rest learnt from tk i think. blahblah! then we kayak larh! he strong larh! i keep getting tired and rest. then he chiongggggg! to win chwanrong ._. lols! funny! then we rafted up and everything. then got kellong[or what is it called] we splited up then raft again. then we played games like standing up and sing TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR! we chiong the whole song larh. then we went back. =]
then instructors let us bathe and everything. heehees! then had casualty challenge. then walked up jiu RAIN RAIN RAIN! so we ran back. then that melvin just came back from nature rumble goes around want to hug people LOLS! then i walked back. somehow i miss the rain. hor ELAINE? lols. but then hmm, dont want to be so stupid anymore =] hahahas! then we went back. they asked us to change. blahblah. saw melvin leading his group to sing THE WINDOW song! damn funny larh!
me jinger and people went to the canteen there sit sit. cause dont want to change xD we want class tee for campfire! hahas! so we sat there biscuit-ing! ahhahahs! thank you 3/5's instructor =] then we sat sat sat. think of performance thing. and yeah we changed to the HAPPY TOGETHER SONG! heehees. fun fun! blahblah *skipskip* i cried larh! cause my group not cooperative. but somehow, tears saved the day! and yeah. they became better. hahas! tk talked to me about leader thing. another one ._. arghh! damn like chinese dance siah! i want to die already larh! AHHAHAS! then practise awhile jiu dinner! =] dinner was nice nice nice. and that melvin came to me with aloysius' broke cup! asked me to refill water. then i take jiu PICHAK in two ._. hahaha!
then gather at mph for cheers. then CAMPFIRE TIME! got so high larh! we keep cheering and screaming and shouting. and every group that goes out to perform our group will be shouting 3cheers. followed by YOU CAN DO IT~ LOLS! funny =x then finally our turn larh! damn enjoying =] LOVE LOVE LOVE THREEFOUR! =DDD they say our cheer very NEW! xD hahahas! fun fun fun! then after ours i can go SCREAM LIKE SIAO CHARBOR ! YEAHYEAHYEAH ! AHHAHAS! so together with jinger huiyi patricia WE WENT CRAZYYYYYYYY! hahaha! the ROSIE LUCY JUICY AND THE ROSE BUNDUNG! damn damn damn funny! LMAO =x hahahahhas! then the parapara by the instructors were damn good =D campfire was the best ever! then the instructors said things to us. SO TOUCHING LARH! my heart almost melted. WOOTS! i love VERON and TK LARH! =D yippee yeah~
haahas! then after that we had debriefing. phototaking and supper! and we took pictures while suppering! AHAHHAS! then that melvin say want give me signature! draw on my hands so BIG ! and not nice =( cause one hand got MELVIN ROX then the other was MELVIN SHUAI ._. sian diao! body art siah! then after supper. me huiyi patricia jinger benson sat near the carpark there sing song talk talk. hahahas! then veron and tk joined us. they say they saw jinger at first very talkative. end up she very quiet! crap siah! jinger very noisy de lorh lols!! then had to go back. so GOOD NIGHT-ed with everyone =] then saw melvin and willie with pants pulled up. fighting larh! so i shouted LITTLE FIGHTER ! xDD ahhahas! then washed up and everything. jiu sleep le =] jinger stole my sleeping bag. so i was shivering at night. so i used my jacket ! AHAHHAS!
third day 19.o1.o7
wake up around 6plus this time =] went toilet blahblah. then chiong reflection. ahhahs! then at carpark again for national anthem blahalh. then had morning exercise! timonthy damn funny!! LOLS =x then *skipskip* had breakfast! MILO and NASI LEMAK =] hahas! eat eat eat then went to pack stuffs. went to carpark again. hahhas! we got general stations for area cleaning. damn slack larh! ahhas! just walk walk walk walk see got rubbish around the floor not. we keep singing and cheering and everything! so fun!! hahahas! then benson had to pick up an underwear! herooo! then we sat at the bulk. then cheer. they say we noisy. so we cheer softer =x ahahs! then alvin came to teach us a game larh! and we made him FORFEIT WAHAHHAS! he did pole dance while benson is the pole! haahahs. then we had to clean teacher's toilets! hahahas. damn clean larh! cleaner than the normal one! then we sat at the carpark there. then dismissal. instructors get to go back with us =DD on bus we were damn hyper! singing cheering and everything. we XI SHUASHUA-ed all the way back to school man! HAHAHAS! then phototaking. sad sad i didnt bring camera then never talk with the rest. i want to take with alot of instructors de ! ARGHHS!
then after that went to seoul garden with choonhan elaine teckhwee andy benson kaixian. then enxin gang came. followed by huiling. aahahahs! somehow trend of riversidians to go seoul after camps har! hahahas. then we went to search for presents for huiling. hahas! then went home put bag. jiu go basketball. didnt play much. then homed.
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camp is fun! having CAMP FEVERRRRRRR ! ahahahhas =x i want OBS ! xD
what we could have been, 9:43 am.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
kaixin =]
xiang dao camp jiu bu kai xin.
xiang dao homework gen bu kai xin.
ke shi wo hao kai xin =]
xiang dao camp jiu bu kai xin.
xiang dao homework gen bu kai xin.
ke shi wo hao kai xin =]
what we could have been, 10:02 pm.
Friday, January 12, 2007
hmm, school start le. jiu yao jiayou. for dance, for studies for myself. for everything. it's simply amazing how your bestest friends for the one whole year for secondary two can just turn into some people that you dont dare to joke with, talk with. you felt so stranger towards them. yeahh. maybe that's what they call fade away. just like those friends in primary school. no matter how many years or how good you guys used to be. everyone grows and changes. friends around them change too. no one remember who used to be the bestest friends in the past. that's how life is. just need to learn to move on. i guess it's the only thing i can do. if one day i didnt contact you guys, it's not that i've forgotten you all. it's just that we need to move on and we can no longer be the bestest friends again.
a new start. i promised myself not to have too much hatred in my heart. just be angry for the most 3 hours. then smile and said that he/she is forgiven. na me, wo ying gai hui kuai le xie.
i dont think i want to care so my about my problems. i dont even know whether i still want to rant to anybody. i know everyone cares and dont like me to keep everything to myself. but at times i dont know who to talk. i know alot of people will always be there for me. but sometimes if i were to let you guys understand the whole thing, i might need to tell a long story. so i prefer to talk to those who always going out with me. cause they know what's going on. but at times i cant even talk to those around me. so i dont know what to do anymore. hence, i kept everything inside. qing yuan liang wo de gu zhi.
hmm, xin qing bu guan duo huai. wo hai shi hui dui quan shi jiu wei xiao. ying wei wo bu yao ni men dang xin. i promise i will try to smile everytime =] ke shi if i cant control. just step forward and scold me, slap me and whatever just let me wake up and remember my promise. thanks =]
i want to be a better person. going to study and do homework =] had been slacking for past two days! szeling ahh jiayou.
fourzer0
stay happy and be strong. because you're someone who can live on forever!
JIAYOU OH ! =D wo hui de xD
a new start. i promised myself not to have too much hatred in my heart. just be angry for the most 3 hours. then smile and said that he/she is forgiven. na me, wo ying gai hui kuai le xie.
i dont think i want to care so my about my problems. i dont even know whether i still want to rant to anybody. i know everyone cares and dont like me to keep everything to myself. but at times i dont know who to talk. i know alot of people will always be there for me. but sometimes if i were to let you guys understand the whole thing, i might need to tell a long story. so i prefer to talk to those who always going out with me. cause they know what's going on. but at times i cant even talk to those around me. so i dont know what to do anymore. hence, i kept everything inside. qing yuan liang wo de gu zhi.
hmm, xin qing bu guan duo huai. wo hai shi hui dui quan shi jiu wei xiao. ying wei wo bu yao ni men dang xin. i promise i will try to smile everytime =] ke shi if i cant control. just step forward and scold me, slap me and whatever just let me wake up and remember my promise. thanks =]
i want to be a better person. going to study and do homework =] had been slacking for past two days! szeling ahh jiayou.
fourzer0
stay happy and be strong. because you're someone who can live on forever!
JIAYOU OH ! =D wo hui de xD
what we could have been, 10:20 pm.
Monday, January 08, 2007
at times you look around yourself. you found yourself in this lost world. in this world you see yourself all alone. deep inside you felt so cold and sad. all you ever wish was a cup of hot tea, or a bowl of warm soup. you wish and wish to the stars. hoping you'll get once you turn around. and that it will be a brand new world for you to live with hopes and happiness. however, you got surprised when you turned around. you didnt get your tea nor soup. your wishes didnt came true. all you had was a friend of your own. the friend led you into another world. not a world of hope and happiness. yet is a world you never knew you would came to. a world where you can be yourself. a world that you are not afraid for people to know who you are. so true so real. that's where i want to be.
yet in this cruel world. whatever you wish for will never come true. just like people wishing for fairness and harmony. yet we didnt have it. so what if the stars were still there. even if you make a wish when you see a shooting star. the wish will never come true.
i cant live in that world i longed to be. therefore i chose to hide from everything. running cant solve the problem yet it can keep the salt away from the wounds. even if i dont have any friends. i know i can run away from everything. even if everyone talks behind my back. i know i can wear a mask and just smile.
even if no one cared. i can be the one caring for myself. even if no one understood. i can be the one understanding myself. even if no one loved. i can still be the one loving myself. even if everyone left me. i can be there for myself. even if i am gone. i still want to make myself the best.
that's why nothing is going to make me sad. all i need to do is smile and everything would be fine. because i believe i dont need the tears to make myself stronger. i dont need it anymore.
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dont know what i wanted to say. just typed along. maybe all i wanted to say is. i had enough of some people. and guess i should stay away. yeah.
thanks huiling darling for always being there for me yeahh. but i know i need to learn to be independent. yin wei ni bu ke yi yong yuan bang wo ah. if not i will be like so selfish. so i will get stronger. darling thanks =]
and yeahh my gladys also! although i dont know you well and you always got strange stuffs to tell me. well, i just feel happy and crazy being with you. and i miss you. see you on saturday darling!
hmm, maybe some friends arent really who they are. i might not be who i am either.
23days =]
yet in this cruel world. whatever you wish for will never come true. just like people wishing for fairness and harmony. yet we didnt have it. so what if the stars were still there. even if you make a wish when you see a shooting star. the wish will never come true.
i cant live in that world i longed to be. therefore i chose to hide from everything. running cant solve the problem yet it can keep the salt away from the wounds. even if i dont have any friends. i know i can run away from everything. even if everyone talks behind my back. i know i can wear a mask and just smile.
even if no one cared. i can be the one caring for myself. even if no one understood. i can be the one understanding myself. even if no one loved. i can still be the one loving myself. even if everyone left me. i can be there for myself. even if i am gone. i still want to make myself the best.
that's why nothing is going to make me sad. all i need to do is smile and everything would be fine. because i believe i dont need the tears to make myself stronger. i dont need it anymore.
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dont know what i wanted to say. just typed along. maybe all i wanted to say is. i had enough of some people. and guess i should stay away. yeah.
thanks huiling darling for always being there for me yeahh. but i know i need to learn to be independent. yin wei ni bu ke yi yong yuan bang wo ah. if not i will be like so selfish. so i will get stronger. darling thanks =]
and yeahh my gladys also! although i dont know you well and you always got strange stuffs to tell me. well, i just feel happy and crazy being with you. and i miss you. see you on saturday darling!
hmm, maybe some friends arent really who they are. i might not be who i am either.
23days =]
what we could have been, 8:47 pm.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
lazy to blog alrh! hahahhas! closing down again. although i really want to record down what i've been doing lately. but then i not free and see my blog also SIAN. maybe next time barh. after i change skin =] HEEHEEHEEES ! orange's still the best <3
what we could have been, 11:16 pm.
lazy to blog alrh! hahahhas! closing down again. although i really want to record down what i've been doing lately. but then i not free and see my blog also SIAN. maybe next time barh. after i change skin =] HEEHEEHEEES ! orange's still the best <3
what we could have been, 11:09 pm.
Friday, January 05, 2007
lalalas. very lazy to blog larh. i am a good girl. [ radha says so! hmm, someday he should say i am cute too cause it's all the truth ! whhahahas =x ] i have been studying and doing my stuffs larh! hen guai de worh!
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first day of school ! excited =] cause cause cause i love schooling larh! in fact i just wish everyday i can study. SO HAPPY ! i mean i really love listening to lessons in class for most larh! just that. hmm, hate to study at home alone. that's why i dont study at home =]
early morning went to meet the stupid huiling, jiarong, benson, andy, elaine and ashley! i not late lorh. cause choonhan latest =x hahahhas! then waited awhile jiu take bus to school.
rahh. bullied by huiling and yingping le . lazy blog =D school are funs xP
tomorrow performance. jiayou OH ! wo hui de =] heehees. szeling hen lihai de oh. bie xiao kan ta =] WO HUI RANG NI MEN HAO KAN DE !
HEEHEES! be ready to join chinese dance barh xD
o3o1o7-
first day of school ! excited =] cause cause cause i love schooling larh! in fact i just wish everyday i can study. SO HAPPY ! i mean i really love listening to lessons in class for most larh! just that. hmm, hate to study at home alone. that's why i dont study at home =]
early morning went to meet the stupid huiling, jiarong, benson, andy, elaine and ashley! i not late lorh. cause choonhan latest =x hahahhas! then waited awhile jiu take bus to school.
rahh. bullied by huiling and yingping le . lazy blog =D school are funs xP
tomorrow performance. jiayou OH ! wo hui de =] heehees. szeling hen lihai de oh. bie xiao kan ta =] WO HUI RANG NI MEN HAO KAN DE !
HEEHEES! be ready to join chinese dance barh xD
what we could have been, 10:01 pm.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
havent been blogging xD
28th night was sleeping until 4am. woke up and played sims! ehehees. so fun =x i made this guy with this lady as spouse. then the lady died cause got fire. then i made him like another lady and it died cause i made her too hungry =x hahaha!
29th dec =]
slept till 12plus. then woke up eat roti prata and met up with joseph and chwanrong. then we took mrt to downtown. blahblah. ehh was playing with chwanrong's hp. quadrapop =] then reached there hanged out in the room. then me larissa jinger went out to buy things. then came back awhile jiu go take the food. then go bbq. eat eat eat. then cook cook. then blahblah. went off walk myself. then after bbq. went up bathed and played.
30th dec.
then watched horror movie. they ask me shut up. so i diam diam. hais. then cause i watched before le marh. then wo kan zhe kan zhe jiu sleep. for 15minutes only. then they start to kpkp me after the show. then i bwg lorh. then want go beach. so i went off first. zhen de yi dian dou bu shuang! then walk walk walk. got blamed for bringing them to beach cause there're loads of mud. hais. then went back. wash up. then went to cheers. then went back. played games. hao bu rong yi let them sit together. we played the polar bear game. and i swear i wont play with them ever. they played and keep say me too noisy then every game first day jiu kill wo. i didnt even had a chance to kill people. hais. sucked sucky sucks. then went for breakfast at mac. argh. then ben and wengying left. so some of us rested. hais. then morning about to go. my shoe lost. cries! so barefooted to entrance and bought a black trail slipper. hais. then took bus and mrt and bus home. then reached home jiu bathed and changed and blahblah. then went out for dance. sian larh. i hate that dance. hais. dance until very tired. today early dismissal at 7plus. then we went to buy drinks for everyone. then help out at 04-02. not that we didnt help lorh. is dont know what to do what! somemore at first got help de lorh. hais. then got chased away. so we left. then went to central for kfc. sit there damn long. eat slowlyyy~ then talked alot. then dad fetched me home =] thank you daddy. went home bathe le jiu sleep.
31th dec.
thought got dance larh! then morning woke up at around 10am. then aunts and everyone came =] then blahblah. dad drove me to dance larh! walked up and realised studio not open! arghh. then i took mrt home and i didnt had a cent with me! cause my dad asked me whether i want money. i say dont need cause he fetching me after dance larh. so i cant go anywhere but home. so went home and reached around 3plus. sian sian. watched tv and blahblah. then sister friend came. blahblah she's having party. had dinner. my aunt cooked. and my sister friend's mum cooked. blahblha. we had games. loads loads loads fun fun game =] had 99first. then the call names de. then idiot games. then 007 and lots more. countdown blahblah. had this most colourful clothes party and loser had to wear a sarong and go downstairs to give bananas. haha! then had this pick a gift thing and the gifts are damn funny =x blahblah played until quite late. then they left le wo jiu sleep =]
1st dec.
ate breakfast with aunts and sister. then i went home. changed and went out to meet benson and jiarong. the rest was late ! PIGGY PEOPLE. went for mac. anyways, andy huiling elaine came. then took mrt to chinese garden. then me and huiling shared a plate of chicken rice there =] then went to the jurong swimmming complex? dont know what it's called larh. ahha! then changed and everything. so many bad things happened. huiling hurt her toes. jiarong lost his spectacles. i lost the locker key cause i tied it with my rubber band. but all the lost things were found by other people which somehow also land in huiling's hand and to us.! ahhahas! so she's saying she hero! ahha. anyways, we had fun =] and i am so dark now! heehees. then went eat curry fishhead! damn nice xD then we took mrt to ashley house. had majong there. i won =D then went home. everyone at my house. my aunts and my sister's friends. then i watched my brother audition until sian sian jiu sleep le =]
2nd dec.
woke up at 10am. then went out to pass the basketball back to that bendan korkor. then i walked to mrt. went to see the contact lenses. arghh. then took mrt to toapayoh. went to buy clips and had brunch. then went for dance. danced zhanghe. pissed. then 3pm danced syf. fun =] then went home at 6pm. yeah. reached home. blahblah. then met larissa at 8.45 at admiralty. bought the contact lenses. then went 888 for drink. blahblah. she damn funny. she ran back to admiralty from 888 cause she told her parents she at admiralty and they went to fetch her ! then i walked home =]
going to sleep. miss me yea. i love school !
28th night was sleeping until 4am. woke up and played sims! ehehees. so fun =x i made this guy with this lady as spouse. then the lady died cause got fire. then i made him like another lady and it died cause i made her too hungry =x hahaha!
29th dec =]
slept till 12plus. then woke up eat roti prata and met up with joseph and chwanrong. then we took mrt to downtown. blahblah. ehh was playing with chwanrong's hp. quadrapop =] then reached there hanged out in the room. then me larissa jinger went out to buy things. then came back awhile jiu go take the food. then go bbq. eat eat eat. then cook cook. then blahblah. went off walk myself. then after bbq. went up bathed and played.
30th dec.
then watched horror movie. they ask me shut up. so i diam diam. hais. then cause i watched before le marh. then wo kan zhe kan zhe jiu sleep. for 15minutes only. then they start to kpkp me after the show. then i bwg lorh. then want go beach. so i went off first. zhen de yi dian dou bu shuang! then walk walk walk. got blamed for bringing them to beach cause there're loads of mud. hais. then went back. wash up. then went to cheers. then went back. played games. hao bu rong yi let them sit together. we played the polar bear game. and i swear i wont play with them ever. they played and keep say me too noisy then every game first day jiu kill wo. i didnt even had a chance to kill people. hais. sucked sucky sucks. then went for breakfast at mac. argh. then ben and wengying left. so some of us rested. hais. then morning about to go. my shoe lost. cries! so barefooted to entrance and bought a black trail slipper. hais. then took bus and mrt and bus home. then reached home jiu bathed and changed and blahblah. then went out for dance. sian larh. i hate that dance. hais. dance until very tired. today early dismissal at 7plus. then we went to buy drinks for everyone. then help out at 04-02. not that we didnt help lorh. is dont know what to do what! somemore at first got help de lorh. hais. then got chased away. so we left. then went to central for kfc. sit there damn long. eat slowlyyy~ then talked alot. then dad fetched me home =] thank you daddy. went home bathe le jiu sleep.
31th dec.
thought got dance larh! then morning woke up at around 10am. then aunts and everyone came =] then blahblah. dad drove me to dance larh! walked up and realised studio not open! arghh. then i took mrt home and i didnt had a cent with me! cause my dad asked me whether i want money. i say dont need cause he fetching me after dance larh. so i cant go anywhere but home. so went home and reached around 3plus. sian sian. watched tv and blahblah. then sister friend came. blahblah she's having party. had dinner. my aunt cooked. and my sister friend's mum cooked. blahblha. we had games. loads loads loads fun fun game =] had 99first. then the call names de. then idiot games. then 007 and lots more. countdown blahblah. had this most colourful clothes party and loser had to wear a sarong and go downstairs to give bananas. haha! then had this pick a gift thing and the gifts are damn funny =x blahblah played until quite late. then they left le wo jiu sleep =]
1st dec.
ate breakfast with aunts and sister. then i went home. changed and went out to meet benson and jiarong. the rest was late ! PIGGY PEOPLE. went for mac. anyways, andy huiling elaine came. then took mrt to chinese garden. then me and huiling shared a plate of chicken rice there =] then went to the jurong swimmming complex? dont know what it's called larh. ahha! then changed and everything. so many bad things happened. huiling hurt her toes. jiarong lost his spectacles. i lost the locker key cause i tied it with my rubber band. but all the lost things were found by other people which somehow also land in huiling's hand and to us.! ahhahas! so she's saying she hero! ahha. anyways, we had fun =] and i am so dark now! heehees. then went eat curry fishhead! damn nice xD then we took mrt to ashley house. had majong there. i won =D then went home. everyone at my house. my aunts and my sister's friends. then i watched my brother audition until sian sian jiu sleep le =]
2nd dec.
woke up at 10am. then went out to pass the basketball back to that bendan korkor. then i walked to mrt. went to see the contact lenses. arghh. then took mrt to toapayoh. went to buy clips and had brunch. then went for dance. danced zhanghe. pissed. then 3pm danced syf. fun =] then went home at 6pm. yeah. reached home. blahblah. then met larissa at 8.45 at admiralty. bought the contact lenses. then went 888 for drink. blahblah. she damn funny. she ran back to admiralty from 888 cause she told her parents she at admiralty and they went to fetch her ! then i walked home =]
going to sleep. miss me yea. i love school !
what we could have been, 10:11 pm.
