Sunday, May 31, 2009
shall draft out a thing to do list tmr.
sentosa shall be first on it. i really need a tan.
my shade of tan is making me feel so sad. fugly ):
okay really bye.
sentosa shall be first on it. i really need a tan.
my shade of tan is making me feel so sad. fugly ):
okay really bye.
what we could have been, 2:56 am.
szeling started to enjoy life ytd.
she took a long rest from 7pm to 7am? with a mask on her face (:
anwwww
sat was dance + lunch with dancemates.
met up with xiaoting headed to yishun safra partyworld.
sing sang sung.
then trained to cine to watch sis singing comp.
ohman she's really good. i swear those judges should stop being so biased!
how can the bloody guy who sang jay chou's song [meaning no skill] get in?!
and yet my sis with such high standard cant!
perhaps his gross hair attracted the judges huh.
what the shit can this world be.
then rushed to aunt house to use com for gpp discussion but it was cancelled.
splendid ! i nearly quarrelled with mummmy just to do that.
ohman, such a bad day.
okay need to sleep. gpp discussion tmr morning 10am. wonderful.
bye.
she took a long rest from 7pm to 7am? with a mask on her face (:
anwwww
sat was dance + lunch with dancemates.
met up with xiaoting headed to yishun safra partyworld.
sing sang sung.
then trained to cine to watch sis singing comp.
ohman she's really good. i swear those judges should stop being so biased!
how can the bloody guy who sang jay chou's song [meaning no skill] get in?!
and yet my sis with such high standard cant!
perhaps his gross hair attracted the judges huh.
what the shit can this world be.
then rushed to aunt house to use com for gpp discussion but it was cancelled.
splendid ! i nearly quarrelled with mummmy just to do that.
ohman, such a bad day.
okay need to sleep. gpp discussion tmr morning 10am. wonderful.
bye.
what we could have been, 2:43 am.
Friday, May 29, 2009
my arms are breaking! wonderful.
i must train harder! GOLDDDDDDDDDDDDD HERE I COME!
i must train harder! GOLDDDDDDDDDDDDD HERE I COME!
what we could have been, 5:29 pm.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
HOHO!
wed after sch met up with baby and we headed to library LOL!
what the shit right.
did some work. then we went to watch muay thai dunk?
super duper violent. ohman!
but it's kinda cool. the way the people play basketball WOW
all the fightings are so scary, so real ._.
almost vomit my heart out LOL!
today ater sch was SHOPPING with peiling!
went to wisma and headed to din tai fung for lunch.
my yam xiaolongbao ^^
then headed to taka for toriq~
and walked back to fep.
bought a dress, a shades as well as a watch^^
then peiling had to leave around 6?
so i wandered around wisma and saw lydia choonhan weiqin! so qiao! ^^
walked with them awhile and they left.
headed to heeren. bought a dress and some hair accessories.
weeets! spent around 100 T_T
baby came and we went to cine for dinner.
and at 9 we went to watch jiejie sing.
her VILLAGERS were all there to supporK! so cool right!
hahahah so proud of my sis (:
for the first time, daddy and mummy met baby HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
so funny :x
wed after sch met up with baby and we headed to library LOL!
what the shit right.
did some work. then we went to watch muay thai dunk?
super duper violent. ohman!
but it's kinda cool. the way the people play basketball WOW
all the fightings are so scary, so real ._.
almost vomit my heart out LOL!
today ater sch was SHOPPING with peiling!
went to wisma and headed to din tai fung for lunch.
my yam xiaolongbao ^^
then headed to taka for toriq~
and walked back to fep.
bought a dress, a shades as well as a watch^^
then peiling had to leave around 6?
so i wandered around wisma and saw lydia choonhan weiqin! so qiao! ^^
walked with them awhile and they left.
headed to heeren. bought a dress and some hair accessories.
weeets! spent around 100 T_T
baby came and we went to cine for dinner.
and at 9 we went to watch jiejie sing.
her VILLAGERS were all there to supporK! so cool right!
hahahah so proud of my sis (:
for the first time, daddy and mummy met baby HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
so funny :x
what we could have been, 11:27 pm.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
school was pretty taxing today. so tired !
pw was sleeping period for everyone WOW!
after sch, peiling accompanied me to peninsula for a walk.
then back to cwp where i finally bought my backpack.
thanks a trillion girl :D
boo moodswings soon! f.
pw was sleeping period for everyone WOW!
after sch, peiling accompanied me to peninsula for a walk.
then back to cwp where i finally bought my backpack.
thanks a trillion girl :D
boo moodswings soon! f.
what we could have been, 10:30 pm.
Monday, May 25, 2009
I AM
平和型（隨和豁達，樂天知命）
您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭，以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。
您喜歡配合環境，因而很難知道自己的優先次序，變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事，有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞，以及身體語言。
優點：
非常主動，具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍，可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。
缺點：
您會「自我遺忘」，失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心，即使一個人時，亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延，但並不故意。
愛情：
您一旦擁有了關係，不會想到分離，而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨，可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功，當伴侶的需要浮現時，更能給予回應。
您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時，自己就消失了。
「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺，總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時，我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形，但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」
安定方位：成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一，能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。
壓力方位：忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得充滿恐懼，意識到所潛在的威脅，不但變得退縮，甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。
建意：
問問自己的想法，而非顧慮別人的意見
注意您對改變的不適感，學習歡迎新事物。
注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒
最渴望：和洽相處
最恐懼：有紛爭，有衝突
最難達到的美德：果斷
最難克服的執念：懶惰
COOL (:
平和型（隨和豁達，樂天知命）
您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭，以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。
您喜歡配合環境，因而很難知道自己的優先次序，變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事，有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞，以及身體語言。
優點：
非常主動，具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍，可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。
缺點：
您會「自我遺忘」，失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心，即使一個人時，亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延，但並不故意。
愛情：
您一旦擁有了關係，不會想到分離，而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨，可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功，當伴侶的需要浮現時，更能給予回應。
您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時，自己就消失了。
「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺，總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時，我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形，但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」
安定方位：成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一，能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。
壓力方位：忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得充滿恐懼，意識到所潛在的威脅，不但變得退縮，甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。
建意：
問問自己的想法，而非顧慮別人的意見
注意您對改變的不適感，學習歡迎新事物。
注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒
最渴望：和洽相處
最恐懼：有紛爭，有衝突
最難達到的美德：果斷
最難克服的執念：懶惰
COOL (:
what we could have been, 9:37 pm.
Yesterday was such a blast!
the feel was damn great.
havent had this feeling since Pursuit of Passion 08.
was almost breaking down in the afternoon cause wasnt feeling great.
yeap, but it all ended well.
and the end, means something more.
the j2s are stepping down. ohman! szeling needs to be less emo.
HAHAHHA WILL MISS THEM. esp the porky jeryl ! haha!
anwwwwwwww,
havent been blogging properly. yeah super busy.
today wanted to pon somemore! haha!
lai chuang like siao :x
i love my dear (:
what we could have been, 9:02 pm.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Tonight is the end.
like finally end of sufferings.
i'm so shagged, like totally.
goodbye(:
i wanna go back to shhk soon!
like finally end of sufferings.
i'm so shagged, like totally.
goodbye(:
i wanna go back to shhk soon!
what we could have been, 9:32 am.
Friday, May 22, 2009
that day i cried. because i fell.
and i just thought everything's gone.
and that day i smiled. because i found a new goal.
yes.
now i'm gonna work harder.
ANWWWWWWWWWWWWWW , szeling's very tired.
and 25th anniversary is killing us.
and i'm so gonna take a break soon.
thanks for being unappreciative. rocks.
when i cry, i dont need your sympathy, just give me a hug.
ohman, it still hurts at times.
and i just thought everything's gone.
and that day i smiled. because i found a new goal.
yes.
now i'm gonna work harder.
ANWWWWWWWWWWWWWW , szeling's very tired.
and 25th anniversary is killing us.
and i'm so gonna take a break soon.
thanks for being unappreciative. rocks.
when i cry, i dont need your sympathy, just give me a hug.
ohman, it still hurts at times.
what we could have been, 6:35 pm.
Monday, May 18, 2009
overworked.
i need a rest .
2days mc. wow.
i need a rest .
2days mc. wow.
what we could have been, 9:53 am.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
HURHUR so boring!
1 Econ essay
1 GP essay
Econs Skill Package Exercises 1&2
Mathematical Induction Tutorial
Differentiation Tutorial
Chemical Bonding Tutorial 1&2
Article Analysis
Porkfolio
Zuo wen
Zuo Ye
Math Test on Mon
Chem Test Econs Test Phy Minitest on Tue!
SZELING CAN DIE PLEASE ):
1 Econ essay
1 GP essay
Econs Skill Package Exercises 1&2
Mathematical Induction Tutorial
Differentiation Tutorial
Chemical Bonding Tutorial 1&2
Article Analysis
Porkfolio
Zuo wen
Zuo Ye
Math Test on Mon
Chem Test Econs Test Phy Minitest on Tue!
SZELING CAN DIE PLEASE ):
what we could have been, 3:23 pm.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
i wanted to sing this ytd. but i forgot how to sing ):
对的人
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱
付出去多少
然后得到多少 并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
oh~~ya~~
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
对的人
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱
付出去多少
然后得到多少 并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
oh~~ya~~
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现
what we could have been, 8:52 pm.
Friday, May 15, 2009
ily ^^
what we could have been, 8:48 pm.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
PORKY LOVES ^^
RETARDED you say
something normal HAHA
COUNTDOWN FROM 11 LOL
J1 family (:
without minyi ):
RETARD1
RETARD2
Cora the porky
and she tried to block meeeeeee!
LOVE YOU GUYS
<3
RETARDED you say
something normal HAHA
COUNTDOWN FROM 11 LOL
J1 family (:
without minyi ):
RETARD1
RETARD2
Cora the porky
and she tried to block meeeeeee!
LOVE YOU GUYS
<3
what we could have been, 7:29 pm.
kuishinbo on monday was fun.
damn spastic ! omfg ! hahaha now everyone will think of me when there's THUNDER!
anw,
met up with dancemates at 1140?
chased after shutterbus ! hahah damn unglam.
ate.
i was the first one DOWN! OMGGGG why i so lousy!
camwhored.
and took alot unglam pics! hahahahahahha had fun jiu hao.
after that, some bused some cabbed to cine.
watch TAKEN! it's damn nice!
like seriously, one of the nicest movies i've ever watch please.
then some of them accompanied me to wait for porky.
hoho!
we bought same ear rings and hairband. think we're so lesbians! hahah!
they left, and i went to hkcafe with porky.
we ate redbean snow ice. omg! we couldnt finish leh ._. so DL!
after that was back home to sleep (:
i love my porky<3
damn spastic ! omfg ! hahaha now everyone will think of me when there's THUNDER!
anw,
met up with dancemates at 1140?
chased after shutterbus ! hahah damn unglam.
ate.
i was the first one DOWN! OMGGGG why i so lousy!
camwhored.
and took alot unglam pics! hahahahahahha had fun jiu hao.
after that, some bused some cabbed to cine.
watch TAKEN! it's damn nice!
like seriously, one of the nicest movies i've ever watch please.
then some of them accompanied me to wait for porky.
hoho!
we bought same ear rings and hairband. think we're so lesbians! hahah!
they left, and i went to hkcafe with porky.
we ate redbean snow ice. omg! we couldnt finish leh ._. so DL!
after that was back home to sleep (:
i love my porky<3
what we could have been, 7:01 pm.
Monday, May 11, 2009
my baby got me damn worried ytd.
the phone calls caused me to have no appetite.
and i nearly teared during dinner.
luckily i got out of aunt's house to answer the calls.
awww man!
you better dont get into anymore trouble RAH!
because you're the only one i'll get so worried over.
<3
the phone calls caused me to have no appetite.
and i nearly teared during dinner.
luckily i got out of aunt's house to answer the calls.
awww man!
you better dont get into anymore trouble RAH!
because you're the only one i'll get so worried over.
<3
what we could have been, 10:35 am.
i'm bored.
[i nearly typed i'm boring ._.]
and i'm feel damn hungry.
but waiting for time to pass so that i will only eat during kuishinbo!
i dont wanna gain weight, but yet i feel so EGGCITY over the buffet.
contradicting (:
haaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i love my porky (:
[i nearly typed i'm boring ._.]
and i'm feel damn hungry.
but waiting for time to pass so that i will only eat during kuishinbo!
i dont wanna gain weight, but yet i feel so EGGCITY over the buffet.
contradicting (:
haaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i love my porky (:
what we could have been, 10:10 am.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
HOHO finally got time to meet up with some of them (:
at 9pm , baby ashley and justin came over for mahjong.
elaine also joined us.
HA!
there were times we laughed like mad women omggg. elaine ! all your influence :x
overnight mahjong is so draining! all of us tired like siao.
but we continued to play LOL so crazy!
we went out for supper cause the guys were hungry, then went back to continue ^^
finally we all drop dead on the bed.
they camped at my house.
so shuang. like chalet ^^
we should do this more often HAHAHAHHA.
mahjong is our bond LOL ._.
those porkys are still sleeping. i am hungry alr!
at 9pm , baby ashley and justin came over for mahjong.
elaine also joined us.
HA!
there were times we laughed like mad women omggg. elaine ! all your influence :x
overnight mahjong is so draining! all of us tired like siao.
but we continued to play LOL so crazy!
we went out for supper cause the guys were hungry, then went back to continue ^^
finally we all drop dead on the bed.
they camped at my house.
so shuang. like chalet ^^
we should do this more often HAHAHAHHA.
mahjong is our bond LOL ._.
those porkys are still sleeping. i am hungry alr!
what we could have been, 10:20 am.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
我凝视你 而你凝视着窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
i heard it shatter.
crying doesnt solve a shit at all.
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
i heard it shatter.
crying doesnt solve a shit at all.
what we could have been, 10:32 pm.
because the feelings of betrayal was so strong,
because the trust was so lost,
because it was supposed to be a bu neng shuo de mimi.
and you screwed it.
damn
you're like a duplication of her.
WONDERFUL.
and awesome, i spoilt his day as well.
i might as well die.
f.
what we could have been, 10:19 pm.
Monday, May 04, 2009
so much for slacking :x
gonna smoke through test tmr !
aww man, i dont think i can get my scholarship next year.
oh that reminds me, i need to redo porkfolio ):
everything is being such a porky now.
i feel like a pork too
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA
porkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk you ah! :P
what we could have been, 12:02 am.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
this weekend is just a short holiday for me.
i practically slacked through WOW!
fri was sihao's bday celebration at ecp.
i dragged baby down with me (:
and we didnt do much HAHA!
got him damn angry by saying wrong things :x
sat was dance, gpp meeting and date with my boy.
it's our 3rd month muahahhaha :x
had dinner, watched Horsemen& played with CHIP (:
and today was lunch with him, and home for bed.
coolios. i got 2 tests tmr. wth LOL!
bye<3
i practically slacked through WOW!
fri was sihao's bday celebration at ecp.
i dragged baby down with me (:
and we didnt do much HAHA!
got him damn angry by saying wrong things :x
sat was dance, gpp meeting and date with my boy.
it's our 3rd month muahahhaha :x
had dinner, watched Horsemen& played with CHIP (:
and today was lunch with him, and home for bed.
coolios. i got 2 tests tmr. wth LOL!
bye<3
what we could have been, 7:13 pm.
Saturday, May 02, 2009
my boyfriend is a big porky!
he pinched me just now ):
but he bought me CHIP to cuddle <3
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
hehhhhhh!
he pinched me just now ):
but he bought me CHIP to cuddle <3
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
hehhhhhh!
what we could have been, 11:25 pm.
Friday, May 01, 2009
i cried that day the moment i received back my PI 2nd draft.
it's as though the world is crashing.
bullshit ):
it's as though the world is crashing.
bullshit ):
what we could have been, 8:52 am.
