i still cant wake up for morning jogs =(
really wanna go runrunrun. i dont know why.

hais.


i dont feel like talking to anyone else.
except you
but it feels so weird =(



why does it still hurt.

ytd was finally my off day !
met the 44guys + huiyi&mindy at cwp.
headed foodcourt for brunch.
then to amk.
went cold storage buy tidbits under my bill.
then went to kbox ^^
sing sang sung till 7pm ! woohoo!
the room was ENORMOUS LOL!
bigger than the one i went with weiren&co in o6.
damn shiok ^^
the guy is cheater ! he made us buy the more expensive drinks& have to top up money one! and he keep psycho me to buy fingerfood. i die die dont want buy! =p
quite nice larh. ahhaha everyone sang ^^
had bday celebration for victor ! bought a cake!
yeapyeap then i nets the bill ^^ so cool T_T
after that had dinner tgt.
they left while i bank in money& waited for mama.
home sweet home.

today was late for work T_T 3rd time alr idiot man!
slack & slack.
until lunchtime! had nasiayam bloody exp LOL!
finally end work.
went to gaigai find presents. bought ^^ yesyesyes! no need fan nao alr !
then bus-ed back to meet mama.
and met papa jiejie &jiefu at 515.
had crabs for dinner! my treat =)
home sweet homeeeeeeeeeee.


i feel like jogging.
anw! DIET STARTS TMR ^^

MERRY CHRISTMAS<3

25th, after work.
headed to bugis junction to get a lastmin but exp gift.
trained to cityhall to meet the gang at esplanade,
terry jinger chwanrong enxin benjamin were there.
camwhored^^
weiqin larissa joined us after that.
weiloke&co were also there.
we did alot of BC stuffs. okay more of AA!

read http://wastemyytime.blogspot.com

i think she posted until very good !

hahhahahahha no matter how AA are we, we still enjoyed ourselves.
yahyah tootootrain was damn fun!
run until everyone panting LOL!!
like the part where we surround larissa& xing dong wang her! hahahaahahaha.

then took last train back to wdl.
ton at chwanrong house& gossip.
weiqin was damn hilarious. and we all had a great laugh!
finally at 5plus? they walked me home while they went to have breakkie.
slept almost immediately. was damn tired.

work was at 1.40 but i woke up at 1.45 =p
called senior told her i'll be late. and man man lai~
reached at 3.30 =x
hehehehhehehe.
slackslackslack.

trained to cine to meet baoying. saw playcraft de people!
hahahhahaha.
then trained to meet larissa&jinchong and headed home tgt.
we had an adventurous train ride.
there was this VERYVERYVERYVERY BIG insect flying about.
we keep dodging! and IT likes to stay on this person's clothes.
we will stare stare stare. and when IT flies, we'll 'scream'! hahahhaha.
then finally i bth , i run to next cabin cause IT seems to be above me&L's head LOL!

L pei-ed me eat supper. thank you <3

today was hungry cause only eat a little.
supper seems to be damn delicious!



ahahhahahaha. i dont know why.
i miss you.
or is it miss having you?

HAHAHAHAHA okayokayokay
i dont want to aa cause i see an aa blog& i dont wanna be the same.

i'm tired of working but i cannot stop spending!!
during this hols, i already spent 300bucks using my own money zz.
stop using card T_T

bye.

workworkwork until sian ah!
leg pain + tired T_T

and i spend alot alot alot these days.
eat = 200-400bucks/week
clothes = around 200/week
and all sorts of rubbish!

omgomg!

anw, ytd went to amk to meet jeannie after work.
walked around looking for shoes cause my heels were kinda killing me.
but in the end didnt buy any.
and i want to go fareast 'the box' to get that pair that i fell in love with!
after that we went to foodcourt to eat.
then night movie 'yes man'
quite nice? worth 6bucks ^^
at the end of the days, the weekiat&co sent me home =DD

today
after work went to find baoying at cine.
helped her close pushcart. hers is slacker job siah!
headed to robinson find sherman. another slacker job.
why i so pai mia!! =(
cabbed home. thank you sherman ^^

ohyah bought the mabelline GEL eyeliner that i saw on magazine ^^
it was only 15+ should i use the word ONLY? i dont know. HAHAHA

okay.
i feel kinda guilty for sth.

no matter how tired i am , you guys still managed to bring a smile across my face.
thank you besties ^^

had late night supper + chat with jiarong& weekiat.
they waited for me to end work & travel back to wdl from bugis.
so gandong ^^
then they promise to pei me eat supper the next time i end work late ^^
sooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeeeet <3
hehehhehehehhehe.
we talked alot alot alot about work.
i think their sakae very fun lerh ! i also want.
nvm my pay slightly higher =p
hehehes. and finally, they accompanied me home.
thank you guys <33

tmr's gonna be mac breakie with benson.
and then to office& then morning shift. hehehehe.
benson keep smsing me during work T_T saying how bored he is.
hahhahahhahahhahaha just like when i first started working T_T


alright night <3

i didnt know working was so tiring.
my legs are dying, and my face is becoming omfg.
argh. everyday is so baneeeee.


i hate travelling alone, but these are the times when i get to think.
and everytime, you're the first to appear.
i miss you.

well, supposed to be my off day today but they called me to go work.
cause my colleague is sick. dont know to be happy or sad.
got pay but hais. wanted to go out.
since everyone not free, then nvm luh.

looking forwad to 27th ^^ i didnt request for off, but they put me on off!
muahahahahaha.

okayokay hope to catch up with LHLH EX JE & ALL soon <33333333333
miss alot alot alot of people.

just gotten my 300bucks + 216pay ^^ *WINKS*

today woke up at 7am T_T
went out at 8.40? bused to adm, trained to orchard.
went office to hand in stuffs.
headed to BHG and i was the first T_T
rot for 10min cause i didnt know what to do.
then stock check housekeeping blahblahblah.
today my sales were great =p but my pay is not commision based ._.
hahaha other colleagues will fake fake ask me go restock, go tidy stuffs so as to let them serve for more commision.
aiyah i also heckcare cause i just get my basic pay can liao ^^
lost one barcode label =(
after work volunteered to go MS to see the code.
find weiqin& larissa awhile. very long never see wq siah!

trained to marsiling meet benson choonhan.
drank yuanyang at 166. bought cake.
headed to andy house met andy weekiat jiarong.
up&crap abit& prepare for mini birthday surprise.
finally ashley elaine sihao huiyi arrived.
funny surprise T_T especially choonhan who hid for so long that we all forgot about him until elaine want go into room , he scare elaine LOL
ate cake tgt ^^ very wen xin !
talked alot! and i keep say wrong things.
'i want drink TAU NAI T_T'
and alot alot alot.
and accidentally let JR step on my leg. damn pain man! i nearly cried out LOL
okay crapping sessions were damn nice.
miss this clique so muchhhhhhhhh! we were so noisy =p
played polarbears^^ kinda fun.
but i abit forgot how to play , not as pro alr hahahaha.
finally weekiat sihao jiarong walked me home.

THANK YOU ANDY FOR LETTING US GO INTO YOUR HOUSE.
actually he should thank us for pei-ing him =p
THANK YOU ELAINE & ALL FOR BUYING TIDBITS& DRINKS
THANK YOU BENSON FOR BUYING CAKE
although is i ask him to& we all share cost.
but you should see the way he tried to get our attention in andy's house.
cause we were damn noisy.
Benson: OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII CAKE SHI WO MAI DE LERH!
Andy: OIIIIIIIIIII JIA SHI WO DE LERH!
and they keep quarreling T_T
benson keep calling andy laogong.

okay larh.
i miss all of them.
and weekiat & sihao extra =p both not 2/6 de !
hahahahahahahhahahah okay bye. eyes very pain =(

tmr afternoon shift ^^
eating with sis&mum

ytd
went to babysit on my own =(
no mood siah feel like sleeping. LOL.
chiong to meet xiaoting at vista.
cabbed to cwp T_T
trained to orchard.
shopped around & met ljowner.
bought like 2dresses, 1belt& stuffs.
she gave me a pair of heels also.
and i keep sua-ing my card until T_T
okay.
trained home around 6+ when she met her boyf.
ate meesua ^^
reminds me of you&our last chat haha.
slept at 9 woke up at 2 watch fated to love you until hungry.
called daddy to dabao. he came back at 5 while i'm asleep.
and he woke me up to eat T_T
my beauty sleep zzzz in the end i eat until so tongku + very tired.


today!
woke up at 8am.
changed & make up & stuffs.
hahahha in the end go out, no bus, no cab bloody hell !!
late T_T but only 7min lerhhhhhhhh! dont know will deduct pay anot.
training at office. zzzzz.
product knowledge& stuffs. alot of memorising to do.
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! what dept code, class code, SKU i want die alr.
this torture ended at 1.30 when we went for break!
lunched with all the new trainees ^^ therese and surilayne[sp?]
and we chatted abit.
and thennnnn i lost my punchcard WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH!
i took a new one, went back for training.
and a girl entered saying she found my card T_T
training ended at 3plus.
changed into attire, heavier make up [btw nude makeup is not acceptable DAMN!]
headed to BHGbugis. janet[senior] brought me walk around.
went back to counter to help out. clinch sales =p [but my pay also not commision based DAMN!]
left around 7.30 when i'm supposed to leave at morning shift. cause communication lacking so alot of confusing stuffs AHAHHAHA.
trained home alone& i swear i'd rather take 15more min from cityhall to marinabay back to woodlands than to stand on the stupid train for 45min zzz so leg killing.
bought breads for breakkie. ate dinner & slept until now.

time to watch fated to love you.


you're like a miracle,
bringing smile back to my weary face, whenever your replies came.
but miracle only happens once in a blue moon,
i'm still waiting for it

hello
ytd went to bpp for dinner.
went derrick house after that.
spoilt his tv, spoilt his bracelet.
CLAP i go his house DAO LUAN^^
daddy came to fetch.

today went to eat lunch at vista.
headed to babysit.
went to watch twilight.
jinger&qiqin both very piang!
we all stupid never read twilight book before.
so eggcity about the movie end up dont understand the front.
stupid T_T
headed to 515 for dinner.


babysit is cool + fun.
wayne very cute.
robert pattison very shuai.
life rocks!
just that i need one more job.
i've decided to quit shhk.
told edmund. but i dont know.
why am i so indecisive. f.
and i'm angry with myself.
cause i'm paying 105 for nth!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw, pay's coming, scholarship's coming ^^


i think you're the only one in the whole world
who doesnt know how much i miss you.

BYEBYE

12th
woke up at 5am T_T dont dare to sleep alr.
met jeannie justin sihao at cwp.
WOW i was the first ! T_T
saw jinchong. headed to chinatown.
very DL cause we reached at 11am and waited till 1130.
ate DIMSUM BUFFET! ^^
it was nice? very full LOL
i was the last man standing !! i think i ate more than the rest.
wooo.

then we were targetless T_T
boarded a bus and just sat until we reached queensway.
alighted. walked around ikea!
i want to buy furnitures! so random !
okay went anchorpoint then queensway.
then bused back to woodlands AHHA!
drank coffee at kopi alley ^^
met kelvin, then benson's parents drove us to NCC HQ.
watched his POP ^^
got alot SG LOL! hmm, nothing much?
the perf was nice ! and there's buffet lol.
okay then waited for benson that slowpokey to change.
headed home.

13th
met up with larissa for lunch.
ate at foodcourt while she only had sushi.
then pei her go home cause i got nth to do LOL.
met up with baoying. pei her go cwp awhile.
then i trained to boonlay alone.
walked around jurongpoint to find korkor.
end up he was outside.
jurongpoint become so damn huge that i can get lost in it T_T
pei korkor until he ended work.
his work is kinda stupid LOL! and i helped him alot!
and i'm working with him next sat LOLLLLLLL!
had dinner with him&vinci.
then trained to queenstown.
met mum&dad. went aunt house.
sleptover.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
went salon just now.
okay i'm home& bored.
but it's raining and i dont feel like going out.
siansiansian.

i found a very cool work!
cheap labour but i dont care.

i'm boreddddd.
byebye.

We hardly talk properly anymore, but at least we're able to keep on going. I really wonder what happens next.

[-quote from bianca]

i miss shhk.
but there's still some reluctance in returning.
odd.
i dont feel a sense of belonging anymore.
i hope this weekend i'll find them back.
sighs.

goodmorning.


i think i scared i oversleep. so i woke up at 5am.
then dont dare to sleep alr.

omg i feel hungry T_T

LHLH!
you piggg offday never ask me go out.
take care kay! meet up soonxzxzsxzsxzxszxs!

everyone is working T_T
i'm like spending money everyday instead.
no one wants to employ me =p
hehe is i lazy go find work , waiting for work to find me.
EHHHHH SAME AS BAOYING RIGHT!! =p

boredshit.

it's like 6am now T_T
i've spent 1hr blogshopping.
and i've bought 0 items cause i dont feel like spending money.
i want to go shopping with LHLH. i dont know why T_T
i still owe her money HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i also owe QQ money.
but TTSL owe me money.
complicated moneylife T_T

i'm getting sicker everyday. cough flu and blahblahblah.
please dont give me sorethroat.
i want eat nicenice food everyday.
sorry daddy, i promise to work& earn money return you ASAP!
i want NYNY to call me. they never T_T


i dont want be cheap labour ! HAHAHAHAH
i called andy they all cheap labour. i forgot why!
then accidentally made myself become cheap labour also T_T

why am i so random.
yahyah
i agree that darling's hokkien very lan =p
okay totally no link.


我很想祝福你， 但你让我感觉我被利用


lalalalalalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.
imyL.

end up didnt meet korkor&dasao.
starved until 5plus? met andy.
went to 879 see the rest play basketball.
waited till 6plus keep kajiao them go eat dinner.
finally bought my brunner.
bloody hell, waited like 30min for the tomyam T_T

headed to glendon house. ate crapped.
mahjonged until sian. keep losing T_T

home-ed and i'm going to sleep.
although i feel like eating supper.
nvm.
night.

dimsum buffet tmr ^^

look at this photograph, everytime i do, it makes me smile

hmm i miss the gang.
i miss my darling.

fel didnt reply me. korkor also never reply me.
i is so sadddd!
=(

bored bored bored.
gonna watch dramaaaaaaaaaaamamamamamama.
hungry T_T


when you dont have anyone to share with,
will you share with me?

i tell you i tell you i tell you.
i miss you =(

why are you questioning me like that.
do i look like a criminal to you?
it's not even my fault that i know.
in fact you all should try harder not to let me know.

you dont even know how terrible it feels.
yahyah go enjoy all those fun.
and ignore all the leftouts.

yah whatever fucker.


stop treating me like shit when i called you friend.

SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS!

went for singing competition today!! wow.
okay it was just partyworld-ing T_T
met andy weekiat jiarong at 1230.
headed to foodcourt for brunch.
sammie honghwee wendy came and we all went to partyworld.
it was only $14.30 WOW
sang until want die.
throat wasnt well so couldnt go very high today.
i forgot to sing xia yu tian!
and alot songs never sing.
i must go again soon!

okay. left at 6.30pm. headed home.
ate dinner &slept T_T
then woke up and watch tv.
use com& blogshopped with baoying.
we're getting geo i think.
i found the tube dress that i wanted.
but it's sold T_T shucks.


i think i'm going geekterminal tmr with korkor&dasao.
but it's not confirmed cause dasao keep dc.
hahahahahahaha
i wanna get my high waisted skirts!
actually, i wanna get my pay&scholarship first T_T

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.
gonna catch 不良校花
dont really like cause it totally spoilt rainie's character.
she's acting like a total bitch T_T
reply meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =(

yeah wo shi superman! ^^
why do i sound so stupid.
okay.

i'm lagging like shit.
there's like 200 millions of drama that i want to watch.
jiayoujiayou.


i just wonder, do you ever...
think of me, anymore.
do youuuuuu?
misses.

2-4 was genting.

then after that i totally forgot what i did. everyday was slacking at home and do nothing and rot .

yeap

8th was out with jeannie&ky.
went to bpp for brunner. ate around 20bucks. icecream was yummmy.
headed back to wdl met up with justin elaine ashley.
slacked at mos.
went to howard house see beibei.
tired like siao T_T
walked the girls home then the guys walked me home. thanks.


9th was out with jeannie& elaine.
interviewed at NYNY.
justin met us. ate at WANZAI. T_T not nice.
headed to orchard.
walked aimlessly.
finally went to HK cafe. slacked till 9pm.
headed home. bused back& jiejie came down to fetch.


tmr is singing competition with NP people.
T_T please prepare my songs so that i wont embarrass myself infront of andy. this is the last chance for me to be recognised.
that's what he sent me T_T
i laughed T_T

ohyah , we argued about who will get scolding.
he's supposed to morning call me at 11am.
but he wanted to do so at 8am so that i wont be late.
i told him if he do that he'll die.
and he said he'll kill me if i was late T_T

thanks people.

but i still dont want to let go

WHY DIDNT IT RAIN TONIGHT.
GRRRRRRRRRR
you know i know you know why. yeap.


byebye.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ironic laugh.
用微笑来带过:)

when the night falls, it becomes so painful.
my mind drifted to the past.
when it used to be us.

another insomnia night. another panda day.


imissyou

it's been one day. i feel so weak.
i really dont wanna let go. but i cant do anything.

rain or tears, i dont know anymore.

i'll try not to think about you
i'll try to live my life without you
i'll try to let you go but girl,
i'm gonna miss , i'm gonna miss you...


<3

i'll miss you.




goodbye, my dearest.

i think i'm dying without you.
but can you hear me?



because the heart aint there, you cant hear my heart talking.


i feel f. terrible.

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