Sunday, February 25, 2007
havent been blogging. lazy plus tired =x
wednesday-
was damn damn tired cause i didnt sleep the day before. went out of house at around 5am. met LALAS at 5.15 mac. so we ate breakfast there. then we did abit of homework. then she dont want do liao LOL! then weiren came larh and he did homework also =] happy for him. then i so bored. blahblah. then we took bus to school =]
had chinese there. slept larh xD heehees. smsing with my lao si =] then was biology. go through workbook which i did at mac =x hahas! then math. learnt logloglog easy =x hahas! then recess. followed by chemistry. siao mr cheong keep teaching and teaching. my mind bursting already larh!
after that end of school le! wahhahas. then i ate lunch with shwan aaron and kelvin. my juniors so good larh. one help me buy drink the other one help me buy food =] hahas! then we went up for dance. mood damn not good =( hais. then after awhile got better cause i told myself to be better. aiyah! somehow if you want yourself to be happier you can. so TADA! damn hyper. but also very tired =( hahas! so i was like everytime rest i lay flat on the floor asleep xP then edmund came. looked at the 14 people again. then practice awhile more jiu let the 14 go home ! LOLS damn shuang larh! it's like only 5plus! hahahs ! so i took bus home. and reached home bathed watched abit tv. then jiu sleep! LOLS all the way till 12 plus. used computer awhile then sleep again xP
thursday-
had ss test. dont know what i writing larh! never study alot =( so blahblah. luan luan lai~ lols! then biology did practical workbook. siansiansian! then mothertongue. copied this and that. smsing laosi again xP then recess. then english. watched 7minutes of nanny mcphee larh! damn funny. tsung say can only watch 7minutes. so he was like checking whether it is 7minutes ._. blahblah. then cd period. went to ava for 'big class' lols! then me and jinger keep talking playing. love her =] then had math again. logloglog.
after school went home cause dont know want go where. =( ate lunch home. then called baoying ask her movie. benlai say okay then she say dont want =( damn sad larh! so i smsed boonsiong to movie together. he said okay =] did self study at home till 6plus. left home and went causeway walk walk till he come. then we went to mos to eat dinner. then zuyou came =D so we persuaded him to watch also! then we went to buy movie tickets. movie's at 9.25 time was 8.15. so zuyou say he want eat dinner and we went foodcourt. in the end sat there he dont want eat! so i had dessert there. LOLS then he say want eat at mac. so we went mac watched him eat. blahblah. loads of problems. then movied ghost rider =] not very nice lahr but then i like the part he became ghost =] heehees. then after movie already 11plus. so took bus home and slept xP
friday-
had healthy lifestyle aerobics. damn hyper larh! was telling everyone to do with me =] and one way to tell kaiyuan to do with me is to tell her WILL GROW TALLER xP ahhaas! then was chemistry. mr cheong taught new things again =( then physics. go through worksheet only. damn SLOW! =x recess balhblha. math logloglog. then school end le. so i went home cause mama say got cook!
then mummy said want watch just follow law. say is si yi's birthday =] so after lunch and blahblah. changed and went out with mum to jurong at 2plus. watched the 3pm show. i think it's not bad larh. piang i cried during the filial part i think touching xP ahhahas! then after movie walk walk then went drink coffee =D then i took train back woodlands!
piang i reached too early larh. supposed to mrrt at 6.45 but i reached at 6.15pm. then i lazy go out the thing also. so i waited inside. then finally benson came after 15minutes. then followed by others. hahas! got me benson jinger huiyi elaine weiqin yongkang and chwanrong =D somehow those people in our class that are ON-er =x ahhas! so we took mrt to marina bay. sat on the floor all the way to marina larh. chitchat-ed alot. pekcek-ed alot too cause they dont want to listen to me talk LOLS!
reached there then took bus to the seafood bbq there! hahahs! =D ate there larh. my mummy and siyi and eryi and cousin and sister and her bf also go there larh! cause i told them i go there eat. so they wanted to find me LOLS! then they keep complaining to me say not nice xD lols! then they went off and we continued eating. ate damn damn lots! but still got leftovers. so we played games to clear the food. but still cannot finish the crab and prawns. so we zao lang~ ran away hahas! to arcade. played daytona! gear spoil like siao larh =( so lost lost lost ! hahas then took train back. tired siah! then went causeway. weiqin want buy drink. so he bought and we ALL drank =D then walked home and huiyi came my house =D so i bathed and she bathed LOLS! then we watched hana kimi awhile. then i dman tired so we slept =D heehees.
saturday-
she woke up sehh! hahas i still asleep. when she about to go then wake me up. so helped her open the door. hahas! then i went to use computer until shwan called me to say today got the finale thing! siah larh. 8.45 already LOLS! so i chiong to school. blahblah. sian larh! learn abit only. the parts on where we use the wave thing. then after dance i went 883 wanted to buy contact lenses de. but they never sell those 1month de =( and i threw mine in school le. so blinded home =x hahas! then ate abit fried rice. then go causeway meet lex korkor. then we ben lai want eat lunch de. but not hungry. so went to buy bubble tea. then met chongshuji boonsiong and aaron at foodcourt. then went timezone with them. they played i watched. LOLS!
then took mrt to toapayoh for dance. piang they all keep saying my jokes very cold =( hahas! blahblah. danced danced danced! damn tired elrh! then we ate abit biscuit and everything. then learnt the zhan zhuan wu tai dance =D i want dance nice nice! then syf-ed till 9plus! me and gladys chiong all the way to central to see whether the optical shop is open to buy contact lenses. CLOSED =( so we bought bubble tea and met the others. only me gladys and pepsi went for dinner. ate alot larh! then boonsiong zuyou and ENGKIAT[miss him man!] came =D hahas! but then i need to leave cause dad came to fetch me. and gladys went with me to take bus. dad fetch me to si yi's house =D reached there bathed and blahblah slept =D
lazy blog about today. tomorrow then write kay. hands getting lazy cause chatting with baobei bao. then chat and blog very tired =x hahas!
having mixed feelings of being unloved and left out. BLAH wish days be better.
wednesday-
was damn damn tired cause i didnt sleep the day before. went out of house at around 5am. met LALAS at 5.15 mac. so we ate breakfast there. then we did abit of homework. then she dont want do liao LOL! then weiren came larh and he did homework also =] happy for him. then i so bored. blahblah. then we took bus to school =]
had chinese there. slept larh xD heehees. smsing with my lao si =] then was biology. go through workbook which i did at mac =x hahas! then math. learnt logloglog easy =x hahas! then recess. followed by chemistry. siao mr cheong keep teaching and teaching. my mind bursting already larh!
after that end of school le! wahhahas. then i ate lunch with shwan aaron and kelvin. my juniors so good larh. one help me buy drink the other one help me buy food =] hahas! then we went up for dance. mood damn not good =( hais. then after awhile got better cause i told myself to be better. aiyah! somehow if you want yourself to be happier you can. so TADA! damn hyper. but also very tired =( hahas! so i was like everytime rest i lay flat on the floor asleep xP then edmund came. looked at the 14 people again. then practice awhile more jiu let the 14 go home ! LOLS damn shuang larh! it's like only 5plus! hahahs ! so i took bus home. and reached home bathed watched abit tv. then jiu sleep! LOLS all the way till 12 plus. used computer awhile then sleep again xP
thursday-
had ss test. dont know what i writing larh! never study alot =( so blahblah. luan luan lai~ lols! then biology did practical workbook. siansiansian! then mothertongue. copied this and that. smsing laosi again xP then recess. then english. watched 7minutes of nanny mcphee larh! damn funny. tsung say can only watch 7minutes. so he was like checking whether it is 7minutes ._. blahblah. then cd period. went to ava for 'big class' lols! then me and jinger keep talking playing. love her =] then had math again. logloglog.
after school went home cause dont know want go where. =( ate lunch home. then called baoying ask her movie. benlai say okay then she say dont want =( damn sad larh! so i smsed boonsiong to movie together. he said okay =] did self study at home till 6plus. left home and went causeway walk walk till he come. then we went to mos to eat dinner. then zuyou came =D so we persuaded him to watch also! then we went to buy movie tickets. movie's at 9.25 time was 8.15. so zuyou say he want eat dinner and we went foodcourt. in the end sat there he dont want eat! so i had dessert there. LOLS then he say want eat at mac. so we went mac watched him eat. blahblah. loads of problems. then movied ghost rider =] not very nice lahr but then i like the part he became ghost =] heehees. then after movie already 11plus. so took bus home and slept xP
friday-
had healthy lifestyle aerobics. damn hyper larh! was telling everyone to do with me =] and one way to tell kaiyuan to do with me is to tell her WILL GROW TALLER xP ahhaas! then was chemistry. mr cheong taught new things again =( then physics. go through worksheet only. damn SLOW! =x recess balhblha. math logloglog. then school end le. so i went home cause mama say got cook!
then mummy said want watch just follow law. say is si yi's birthday =] so after lunch and blahblah. changed and went out with mum to jurong at 2plus. watched the 3pm show. i think it's not bad larh. piang i cried during the filial part i think touching xP ahhahas! then after movie walk walk then went drink coffee =D then i took train back woodlands!
piang i reached too early larh. supposed to mrrt at 6.45 but i reached at 6.15pm. then i lazy go out the thing also. so i waited inside. then finally benson came after 15minutes. then followed by others. hahas! got me benson jinger huiyi elaine weiqin yongkang and chwanrong =D somehow those people in our class that are ON-er =x ahhas! so we took mrt to marina bay. sat on the floor all the way to marina larh. chitchat-ed alot. pekcek-ed alot too cause they dont want to listen to me talk LOLS!
reached there then took bus to the seafood bbq there! hahahs! =D ate there larh. my mummy and siyi and eryi and cousin and sister and her bf also go there larh! cause i told them i go there eat. so they wanted to find me LOLS! then they keep complaining to me say not nice xD lols! then they went off and we continued eating. ate damn damn lots! but still got leftovers. so we played games to clear the food. but still cannot finish the crab and prawns. so we zao lang~ ran away hahas! to arcade. played daytona! gear spoil like siao larh =( so lost lost lost ! hahas then took train back. tired siah! then went causeway. weiqin want buy drink. so he bought and we ALL drank =D then walked home and huiyi came my house =D so i bathed and she bathed LOLS! then we watched hana kimi awhile. then i dman tired so we slept =D heehees.
saturday-
she woke up sehh! hahas i still asleep. when she about to go then wake me up. so helped her open the door. hahas! then i went to use computer until shwan called me to say today got the finale thing! siah larh. 8.45 already LOLS! so i chiong to school. blahblah. sian larh! learn abit only. the parts on where we use the wave thing. then after dance i went 883 wanted to buy contact lenses de. but they never sell those 1month de =( and i threw mine in school le. so blinded home =x hahas! then ate abit fried rice. then go causeway meet lex korkor. then we ben lai want eat lunch de. but not hungry. so went to buy bubble tea. then met chongshuji boonsiong and aaron at foodcourt. then went timezone with them. they played i watched. LOLS!
then took mrt to toapayoh for dance. piang they all keep saying my jokes very cold =( hahas! blahblah. danced danced danced! damn tired elrh! then we ate abit biscuit and everything. then learnt the zhan zhuan wu tai dance =D i want dance nice nice! then syf-ed till 9plus! me and gladys chiong all the way to central to see whether the optical shop is open to buy contact lenses. CLOSED =( so we bought bubble tea and met the others. only me gladys and pepsi went for dinner. ate alot larh! then boonsiong zuyou and ENGKIAT[miss him man!] came =D hahas! but then i need to leave cause dad came to fetch me. and gladys went with me to take bus. dad fetch me to si yi's house =D reached there bathed and blahblah slept =D
lazy blog about today. tomorrow then write kay. hands getting lazy cause chatting with baobei bao. then chat and blog very tired =x hahas!
having mixed feelings of being unloved and left out. BLAH wish days be better.
what we could have been, 11:43 pm.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
friday night-
was chatting on msn then need to go chalet =( bu she de willie! lols. blahblah dad drove us to the chalet. is the one beside downtown. dont know what name! the one at the bicycle rental there de. got 2 storeys =D hahas! reached there most people sleep le. left my aunt and uncle and cousins waiting for us. then me my sister and cousins went to downtown mac for dinner. hungry people xP my cousin drive larh! damn stylo i also want! =D then went back slept in the aircon room =D whahahas!
saturday morning-
woke up so so so early ._. dont know why. ahhahas! ate breakfast by my uncle =] he cooked for us then went home! dont know why either xD then i went to sleep again =x heehees cause nothing to do marh. then woke up in the afternoon. blahblah. we watched tv. go ride bicycle. my first attempt. A BIG JOKE FOR EVERYONE xD ahhas! cause i dont know how to ride larh then everyone laughed at me! rahrahrah! so i learnt and learnt. =D then know that whiny bit while others went back i tried my best =] then go back. bathed and waited for time to past. finally 7plus! we went to sakura at downtown there. that's our reniuon dinner =] then we eat eat until halfway my uncle say he lost his hp larh! xia si everyone. then in the end cannot find. so suan le he say cancel line lorh! then we eat eat eat. then some were drove back to chalet while me and others walked back =] good to stroll back after eating so full =x heehees!
then went to chalet someone called my ehh cousin's husband to tell him found my uncle's hp le ! very confusing larh =x ahahs! in short, my uncle got back his hp! and he went to take larh. before he came back my sister they all were like thinking how he lost his hp. and they came out with MY UNCLE VERY EAGERLY TRYING TO TAKE FOOD AND LEFT HIS HP ON THE TABLE ! lols. but then my uncle say he lost it because his pocket too big. BUT when my sister told him. he say MAYBE LERH ! LOLS! then we all keep laughing until want cry man! lols =x then i went to watch tv. blahblah. sian larh! damn boring =( i watched until 2plus. cannot tahan jiu sleep le. sorry mama never help you shou sui =(
sunday morning-
woke up very early again =( piang ehh. damn boring larh! so i ate the breakfast jiu sleep again =x ahhahas! i very pro hor ? xP then woke up in the afternoon again. chiong and changed blahblah. then dad drove us to ah ma's house at aljunied. went there for lunch. watched tv blahblah. then my dad drove us back le xP on the way he dropped me and my sister off at downtown cause i want go see lion dance hahahhs. the troupe was LATE larh =x then somemore not nice de ._. lols cause they never do stuns =x HAHAS i want see stuns larh! lalalas then me and my sister walked back to chalet. blahblah. then we played cards awhile. wonwonwon! then i nothing to do again so slept xP ahhas! i love chalet man keep sleeping when i got nothing to do =x
at evening woke up by my sister. she was like STILL DONT WANT WAKE UP JIU GOT NOTHING TO EAT LE LARH ._. wah piang it's only 5plus lerh. RAHHHHS! then went down eat bbq food. blahblah. eat le very boring again. so asked my sister pei me go ride bicycle =D heehees. i am getting better. at least i can ride abit xP ahhahas! then went back. bathed le. played cards with my sister, brother, cousin, aunt and ah ma! i won 10over bucks xD heehees! blahblah then watched tv till damn damn tired larh! but then i crazy over that show cause i find it nice xD ahhas! watched till 1plus then BOOM on the mattress and slept.
monday morning-
i woke up at 5plus larh! cause whole body got mosquito bites. wah piang itchy until want cry man. then woke up my uncle also awake le. so i slept at his place there. all the way till 8plus. ate breakfast blahblah. then watched tv. so sian! my cousins they all go SWIMSWIM. then me and my mum ben lai go find them de. but they dont know run where! so i went swimming with my mum. we swim awhile =D then go back chalet bathe. then jiu go WWW. waste my time bathing ._.
so we went WWW! hahas! played all the things except for the slide de. xP the SHIOK river damn boring larh. wont move de ._. jurong de nicer. the wave pool was fun =D my sister pulled us into the 1.8m there! ahahas ! i like the ULARLAR ~ also =D funfunfun! heeheehees. then played until damn damn damn dark so went back chalet. piang wo hen HEI ! lols.
then go back chalet le BATHED again then sleep =x hahas! then wake up at evening. piang my sister they all majonging! never wait for me =( cry mann! then we played cards. sian diao i lost the money i won last few days ._. hahhas ! funfunfun =D then ate maggi mee heeheehees. then we lao yusheng ! damn funny larh! my aunt stood beside my cousin's boyfriend. then she lao yusheng de shi hou keep holding his hands somehow like dont let him lao larh! then she dont know lorh. then he in the end say SI YI WHY YOU KEEP HOLDING MY HANDS !? lols then we all laughed like siao =x then we eat the yusheng =D heehees then i watched tv. mingming going home on that night de larh! but then i fall asleep then my mum asked my dad no need come! ARGHARGHARGH! so i slept until next day.
tuesday morning-
woke up at 8plus. reluctant to wake up =x heehees! then ate breakfast and and i ate 4pieces of bread! XIA SI REN LORH! hhahahas. xP then watched tv blahblah. then we go cycle! wah piang my uncle dont believe i know how to cycle le! so i cycled all 2 rounds let him see. i am pro =D heehees! then went back chalet bathed. then watched tv. blahblah. lunched then go escaped. my sister cousins and aunts all go together ! AHHAHAS! but then only got me cousin and sister played. the rest go there zuobo then go back ._. hahahs! we played haunted house then funny larh! my sister stood infront and scare the ghost ._. then my cousin hold my shirt until siao larh! lols xiao si wo le. so after escape and all the sunburns we went back chalet and i SLEPT until my dad came to fetch me at 5plus xD heeheehees
so went home! bought dinner blahblah. used computer then my brother use. the other computer spoil =( piang! so i kajiao him let me use again. so wahhahas! chatted with baobei bao and willie =D then they offline le i let my brother use again. then watched yulebaifenbai. then i used computer again. blahblah heehees i am happy i am back home =D
going for mac le. byebye!
was chatting on msn then need to go chalet =( bu she de willie! lols. blahblah dad drove us to the chalet. is the one beside downtown. dont know what name! the one at the bicycle rental there de. got 2 storeys =D hahas! reached there most people sleep le. left my aunt and uncle and cousins waiting for us. then me my sister and cousins went to downtown mac for dinner. hungry people xP my cousin drive larh! damn stylo i also want! =D then went back slept in the aircon room =D whahahas!
saturday morning-
woke up so so so early ._. dont know why. ahhahas! ate breakfast by my uncle =] he cooked for us then went home! dont know why either xD then i went to sleep again =x heehees cause nothing to do marh. then woke up in the afternoon. blahblah. we watched tv. go ride bicycle. my first attempt. A BIG JOKE FOR EVERYONE xD ahhas! cause i dont know how to ride larh then everyone laughed at me! rahrahrah! so i learnt and learnt. =D then know that whiny bit while others went back i tried my best =] then go back. bathed and waited for time to past. finally 7plus! we went to sakura at downtown there. that's our reniuon dinner =] then we eat eat until halfway my uncle say he lost his hp larh! xia si everyone. then in the end cannot find. so suan le he say cancel line lorh! then we eat eat eat. then some were drove back to chalet while me and others walked back =] good to stroll back after eating so full =x heehees!
then went to chalet someone called my ehh cousin's husband to tell him found my uncle's hp le ! very confusing larh =x ahahs! in short, my uncle got back his hp! and he went to take larh. before he came back my sister they all were like thinking how he lost his hp. and they came out with MY UNCLE VERY EAGERLY TRYING TO TAKE FOOD AND LEFT HIS HP ON THE TABLE ! lols. but then my uncle say he lost it because his pocket too big. BUT when my sister told him. he say MAYBE LERH ! LOLS! then we all keep laughing until want cry man! lols =x then i went to watch tv. blahblah. sian larh! damn boring =( i watched until 2plus. cannot tahan jiu sleep le. sorry mama never help you shou sui =(
sunday morning-
woke up very early again =( piang ehh. damn boring larh! so i ate the breakfast jiu sleep again =x ahhahas! i very pro hor ? xP then woke up in the afternoon again. chiong and changed blahblah. then dad drove us to ah ma's house at aljunied. went there for lunch. watched tv blahblah. then my dad drove us back le xP on the way he dropped me and my sister off at downtown cause i want go see lion dance hahahhs. the troupe was LATE larh =x then somemore not nice de ._. lols cause they never do stuns =x HAHAS i want see stuns larh! lalalas then me and my sister walked back to chalet. blahblah. then we played cards awhile. wonwonwon! then i nothing to do again so slept xP ahhas! i love chalet man keep sleeping when i got nothing to do =x
at evening woke up by my sister. she was like STILL DONT WANT WAKE UP JIU GOT NOTHING TO EAT LE LARH ._. wah piang it's only 5plus lerh. RAHHHHS! then went down eat bbq food. blahblah. eat le very boring again. so asked my sister pei me go ride bicycle =D heehees. i am getting better. at least i can ride abit xP ahhahas! then went back. bathed le. played cards with my sister, brother, cousin, aunt and ah ma! i won 10over bucks xD heehees! blahblah then watched tv till damn damn tired larh! but then i crazy over that show cause i find it nice xD ahhas! watched till 1plus then BOOM on the mattress and slept.
monday morning-
i woke up at 5plus larh! cause whole body got mosquito bites. wah piang itchy until want cry man. then woke up my uncle also awake le. so i slept at his place there. all the way till 8plus. ate breakfast blahblah. then watched tv. so sian! my cousins they all go SWIMSWIM. then me and my mum ben lai go find them de. but they dont know run where! so i went swimming with my mum. we swim awhile =D then go back chalet bathe. then jiu go WWW. waste my time bathing ._.
so we went WWW! hahas! played all the things except for the slide de. xP the SHIOK river damn boring larh. wont move de ._. jurong de nicer. the wave pool was fun =D my sister pulled us into the 1.8m there! ahahas ! i like the ULARLAR ~ also =D funfunfun! heeheehees. then played until damn damn damn dark so went back chalet. piang wo hen HEI ! lols.
then go back chalet le BATHED again then sleep =x hahas! then wake up at evening. piang my sister they all majonging! never wait for me =( cry mann! then we played cards. sian diao i lost the money i won last few days ._. hahhas ! funfunfun =D then ate maggi mee heeheehees. then we lao yusheng ! damn funny larh! my aunt stood beside my cousin's boyfriend. then she lao yusheng de shi hou keep holding his hands somehow like dont let him lao larh! then she dont know lorh. then he in the end say SI YI WHY YOU KEEP HOLDING MY HANDS !? lols then we all laughed like siao =x then we eat the yusheng =D heehees then i watched tv. mingming going home on that night de larh! but then i fall asleep then my mum asked my dad no need come! ARGHARGHARGH! so i slept until next day.
tuesday morning-
woke up at 8plus. reluctant to wake up =x heehees! then ate breakfast and and i ate 4pieces of bread! XIA SI REN LORH! hhahahas. xP then watched tv blahblah. then we go cycle! wah piang my uncle dont believe i know how to cycle le! so i cycled all 2 rounds let him see. i am pro =D heehees! then went back chalet bathed. then watched tv. blahblah. lunched then go escaped. my sister cousins and aunts all go together ! AHHAHAS! but then only got me cousin and sister played. the rest go there zuobo then go back ._. hahahs! we played haunted house then funny larh! my sister stood infront and scare the ghost ._. then my cousin hold my shirt until siao larh! lols xiao si wo le. so after escape and all the sunburns we went back chalet and i SLEPT until my dad came to fetch me at 5plus xD heeheehees
so went home! bought dinner blahblah. used computer then my brother use. the other computer spoil =( piang! so i kajiao him let me use again. so wahhahas! chatted with baobei bao and willie =D then they offline le i let my brother use again. then watched yulebaifenbai. then i used computer again. blahblah heehees i am happy i am back home =D
going for mac le. byebye!
what we could have been, 8:02 pm.
Friday, February 16, 2007
thursday-
hmmm, chiong portfolio last night. cant finish =( so blahblah woke up at around 6.30am to study history. so you can imagine my test. was damn tired larh! study halfway fall asleep xD ahahs! then went school. sian larh! first period jiu shi history test! then i started off with source based questions and i keep writing guai guai answers! i rewrote 2 pieces of foolscap paper. very angry with myself =( essay not enough time for me to weigh the thing. no more full marks =( arghh! then was biology. did practical in lab. so scared that mdm ho catch my nails =x hohoho! then was mother tongue. another sit-alone lesson =( damn saddening. hais. then recess.
then was english. got back sail test 19/30! =D ahhas! my cloze passage was terrible. got 3marks ONLY ? lols! blahblah. then me and jinger was playing in lesson =x cause we got the 'bring thermometer' form. so we scribbled on it. then i wrote something like szeling hen ke ai. then she wrote PUI then i cancel, then she write i cancel and blahblah. then i wrote jinger hen ke ai beside her PUI lols xD then was the snatching of foolscap thing. only she and me know =D loves my baobei jinger ! then was cd lessons. got the evacuation drill. then went to field there got alot of sand flying LOLS. so we went back class and wrote something like what to bring during next evacuation. so weiqin said FILTER PAPER! damn funny larh! to filter the sand LOL =D then did cd worksheets. then was math. learnt the logrithms. easy but confusing =x hahas!
after school went canteen with jinger for lunch. some people seriously nothing better to do. come infront me purposely mention his name? what the hell. SPOIL MY MOOD. argh! then went for ss extra lesson. seriously it's not just a lesson. it's a fun one! with yy's jokes =D ahahas!
ms ong said something like THIS POSTER IS TRYING TO SHOW THAT AN OLD MAN CAN BE.... ying yuan said HORNY LOLS! then we all laughing larh. then ms ong say IF AN CONSERVATIVE TEACHER SEES THAT YOU'LL GET ZERO! then they started saying MR TSUNG =x everyone started laughing [ including ms ong ] ahhash! funny! then there's this picture of 2 people sitting at the table. inbetween got one door. and yingyuan was like HOW TO BUILD THE DOOR ON THE TABLE? damn funny larh =x
blahblah. after that went for dance. performed for mrs thong and mdm hohuiping. blahbalh. modern dance is good i think. hmm, ours first time was like shit! luckily the 3/6form teacher go trip over so we restarted =D it was better! then i went home.
bathed and did portfolio slowly. cause was chatting with alvin and willie and baoying and teckwai ! had fun chatting =D ahahs! then sleep larh! cause damn tired.
friday-
early morning chiong portfolio cause not done finish xD ahhas! then went school. first was healthy lifestyle. chatted with baoying they all. then i very bored so go around walking here and there. skipped abit then walk walk walk xP ahhas! then gather that time i sat at other class. damn funny =x ahhas! then had chemistry. so sian larhh! learn atoms stuffs. going to fail my chemistry! arghhh! then ponned physics by going to help my chinese dancers. did nothing much there cause i dont know what to do. blahblah xD ahhas! then was the concert. i find it nice larh. damn hyper with my dancebesties cause we sat together! ahhaahs. love love love them! then the dance was good too. finally they've showed improvement. really enjoyed myself. blahbalh. after concert went back itrr. bu xiaoxin pissed someone off. damn guilty until i cry larh =( hais. wo bu shi gu yi de.
then went to meet my baobei baoying! hahas. so we went to causeway and took mrt to somerset =] went to cineleisure for CHICAGO ! LOLS =] nicenicenice fish&chips. then walk walk walk nothing bought. went heeren. walk awhile jiu sian le. then went to my mum's working place find her! ahaahhas got MONEY from her =] first time she gave me 60bucks! damn happy xP ahhas! so we went to bugis to shop. walked in bugis street and bugis junction and back to street. walked alot. i bought not alot though =x hahas! a necklace, bag and top all from bugis street.
then we took train back. talked alot =] then went causeway pei her buy something. then pei her take bus home. ahhas! i really love shopping trips with her =D
i love baobei baoying darling jinger and ME MYSELF =]
hahhas! hmmm, going chalet for chinese new year.
will miss everybody especially baoying jinger willie and alvin! ahhas =p
miss me too =D
hmmm, chiong portfolio last night. cant finish =( so blahblah woke up at around 6.30am to study history. so you can imagine my test. was damn tired larh! study halfway fall asleep xD ahahs! then went school. sian larh! first period jiu shi history test! then i started off with source based questions and i keep writing guai guai answers! i rewrote 2 pieces of foolscap paper. very angry with myself =( essay not enough time for me to weigh the thing. no more full marks =( arghh! then was biology. did practical in lab. so scared that mdm ho catch my nails =x hohoho! then was mother tongue. another sit-alone lesson =( damn saddening. hais. then recess.
then was english. got back sail test 19/30! =D ahhas! my cloze passage was terrible. got 3marks ONLY ? lols! blahblah. then me and jinger was playing in lesson =x cause we got the 'bring thermometer' form. so we scribbled on it. then i wrote something like szeling hen ke ai. then she wrote PUI then i cancel, then she write i cancel and blahblah. then i wrote jinger hen ke ai beside her PUI lols xD then was the snatching of foolscap thing. only she and me know =D loves my baobei jinger ! then was cd lessons. got the evacuation drill. then went to field there got alot of sand flying LOLS. so we went back class and wrote something like what to bring during next evacuation. so weiqin said FILTER PAPER! damn funny larh! to filter the sand LOL =D then did cd worksheets. then was math. learnt the logrithms. easy but confusing =x hahas!
after school went canteen with jinger for lunch. some people seriously nothing better to do. come infront me purposely mention his name? what the hell. SPOIL MY MOOD. argh! then went for ss extra lesson. seriously it's not just a lesson. it's a fun one! with yy's jokes =D ahahas!
ms ong said something like THIS POSTER IS TRYING TO SHOW THAT AN OLD MAN CAN BE.... ying yuan said HORNY LOLS! then we all laughing larh. then ms ong say IF AN CONSERVATIVE TEACHER SEES THAT YOU'LL GET ZERO! then they started saying MR TSUNG =x everyone started laughing [ including ms ong ] ahhash! funny! then there's this picture of 2 people sitting at the table. inbetween got one door. and yingyuan was like HOW TO BUILD THE DOOR ON THE TABLE? damn funny larh =x
blahblah. after that went for dance. performed for mrs thong and mdm hohuiping. blahbalh. modern dance is good i think. hmm, ours first time was like shit! luckily the 3/6form teacher go trip over so we restarted =D it was better! then i went home.
bathed and did portfolio slowly. cause was chatting with alvin and willie and baoying and teckwai ! had fun chatting =D ahahs! then sleep larh! cause damn tired.
friday-
early morning chiong portfolio cause not done finish xD ahhas! then went school. first was healthy lifestyle. chatted with baoying they all. then i very bored so go around walking here and there. skipped abit then walk walk walk xP ahhas! then gather that time i sat at other class. damn funny =x ahhas! then had chemistry. so sian larhh! learn atoms stuffs. going to fail my chemistry! arghhh! then ponned physics by going to help my chinese dancers. did nothing much there cause i dont know what to do. blahblah xD ahhas! then was the concert. i find it nice larh. damn hyper with my dancebesties cause we sat together! ahhaahs. love love love them! then the dance was good too. finally they've showed improvement. really enjoyed myself. blahbalh. after concert went back itrr. bu xiaoxin pissed someone off. damn guilty until i cry larh =( hais. wo bu shi gu yi de.
then went to meet my baobei baoying! hahas. so we went to causeway and took mrt to somerset =] went to cineleisure for CHICAGO ! LOLS =] nicenicenice fish&chips. then walk walk walk nothing bought. went heeren. walk awhile jiu sian le. then went to my mum's working place find her! ahaahhas got MONEY from her =] first time she gave me 60bucks! damn happy xP ahhas! so we went to bugis to shop. walked in bugis street and bugis junction and back to street. walked alot. i bought not alot though =x hahas! a necklace, bag and top all from bugis street.
then we took train back. talked alot =] then went causeway pei her buy something. then pei her take bus home. ahhas! i really love shopping trips with her =D
i love baobei baoying darling jinger and ME MYSELF =]
hahhas! hmmm, going chalet for chinese new year.
will miss everybody especially baoying jinger willie and alvin! ahhas =p
miss me too =D
what we could have been, 8:34 pm.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
tuesday-
first period was pe. ran one round around the school! struggled so much beside jinger. lols. she pro i suck! somemore i skipped 2 times of pe. not on purpose though =( then i keep PUSHING people to jiayou =D i so good right! hahas. hmm, then went back parade square soccer-ed abit with jinger! ahhas. then we went basketball court. played with her so fun! then mr kok challenged we 2 and we won =D then last 5minutes play with the guys. ahhas! my team win larh! somemore i first shot jiu CHOP lerhh. pro right ? and the benson CHOP alot 3pointers =D lihai siah!
then was humanities. listened to lessons. blahblah then was chemistry. hmm, go through workbook. i never do so copied corrections for all xD hahas! then was physics. sian struggled through her lessons =( then recess. ate rice and sat with violet&gang. then was english. did letter to editor's correction. surprisingly with my standard of english i got 21 marks larh! damn shocked ._. thought he will be damn strict. well, happy for me =] finally an a2 for english =x lols! then emath test. at first i damn scared larh. but then end up so easy. i am confident =] then was ft period. chionged class decorations. yeah, i tried my best. it wasnt what i expected. but it's nice =] good one threefour! ahhas
then had coffee for lunch. went for dance. hais. dont know what to say. just got feelings that everyone dou bu ting hua. and i cant lead them anymore =( skip dance part bah. lin laoshi didnt come anyways. hais. cried in dance again. hais. i am giving up. i even smsed edmund to come help me larh!
then after dance. walked to causeway with boonsiong and pepsi and zuyou. went to mos. boonsiong ate. i drank iced coffee the 2 of them watched. then they left. me and boonsiong go walk walk. thinking of what to buy for my valentine. hmms, in the end bought a necklace =] and thank you boonsiong for pei me walk =] blahblah then took bus home. slept all the way to next day.
wenesday-
woke up damn damn damn late. at 7.15am. ahahs! then my dad helped me iron clothes larh xD thank you daddy. then chiong school =] went school saw teckhwee,aloysius and enxin's hardwork! i so touched man love them! =D then enxin gave me valentine's card[ loveletter ] hahahs! then alot people give me chocolates and elaine gave me a whole packet of mentoes and that lydia just open and eat! ARGH! lols! then blahbalh. first lesson was hmt larh! so me teckhwee choonhan was giving out the presents we wrapped with newspaper[my idea xD] hahas! damn fun =D and and i hid the packet of lemon barley inside my bag and drank =D love love love 2-6`o6 damn loads! hmm, then was biology =D did workbook and test paper by the way i got 19 out of 30 =D blahblah. then was math. had amath test. damn damn damn easy =D then recess. ate rice bought by andy. thank you =] then had chemistry. hmm, had lessons. tired.
then dance. another tears day. =( dont want to talk about it larh! cried so much so jialat. edmund came today and helped me talked to them. said alot of things! wah piang i cry until my contact lenses went into my eye lids folded ! argh. hais. had open talk sessions commenting about everyone everything. and i feel so so so terrible so weak! hais. felt so much better after the whole thing though. and edmund told me stuffs too. hais. blahblah teacher came saying we're not good =( yeahh i suck so much.
after dance. took bus home. bathed and blahblah then went to causeway to meet them. drank milo for dinner. then bought coffee milktea with coffee jelly =] then home-ed. hais no valentine date today! jinger i am sad =( arghh! actually i go cwp is to try out luck ! LOLS
blahblah. i havent study history. then portfolio not done. i feel terrible. edmund say i need to take care i look sick. hais. jialat le! yeah i skipped alot of meals. not really to jianfei but just no appetite =(
first period was pe. ran one round around the school! struggled so much beside jinger. lols. she pro i suck! somemore i skipped 2 times of pe. not on purpose though =( then i keep PUSHING people to jiayou =D i so good right! hahas. hmm, then went back parade square soccer-ed abit with jinger! ahhas. then we went basketball court. played with her so fun! then mr kok challenged we 2 and we won =D then last 5minutes play with the guys. ahhas! my team win larh! somemore i first shot jiu CHOP lerhh. pro right ? and the benson CHOP alot 3pointers =D lihai siah!
then was humanities. listened to lessons. blahblah then was chemistry. hmm, go through workbook. i never do so copied corrections for all xD hahas! then was physics. sian struggled through her lessons =( then recess. ate rice and sat with violet&gang. then was english. did letter to editor's correction. surprisingly with my standard of english i got 21 marks larh! damn shocked ._. thought he will be damn strict. well, happy for me =] finally an a2 for english =x lols! then emath test. at first i damn scared larh. but then end up so easy. i am confident =] then was ft period. chionged class decorations. yeah, i tried my best. it wasnt what i expected. but it's nice =] good one threefour! ahhas
then had coffee for lunch. went for dance. hais. dont know what to say. just got feelings that everyone dou bu ting hua. and i cant lead them anymore =( skip dance part bah. lin laoshi didnt come anyways. hais. cried in dance again. hais. i am giving up. i even smsed edmund to come help me larh!
then after dance. walked to causeway with boonsiong and pepsi and zuyou. went to mos. boonsiong ate. i drank iced coffee the 2 of them watched. then they left. me and boonsiong go walk walk. thinking of what to buy for my valentine. hmms, in the end bought a necklace =] and thank you boonsiong for pei me walk =] blahblah then took bus home. slept all the way to next day.
wenesday-
woke up damn damn damn late. at 7.15am. ahahs! then my dad helped me iron clothes larh xD thank you daddy. then chiong school =] went school saw teckhwee,aloysius and enxin's hardwork! i so touched man love them! =D then enxin gave me valentine's card[ loveletter ] hahahs! then alot people give me chocolates and elaine gave me a whole packet of mentoes and that lydia just open and eat! ARGH! lols! then blahbalh. first lesson was hmt larh! so me teckhwee choonhan was giving out the presents we wrapped with newspaper[my idea xD] hahas! damn fun =D and and i hid the packet of lemon barley inside my bag and drank =D love love love 2-6`o6 damn loads! hmm, then was biology =D did workbook and test paper by the way i got 19 out of 30 =D blahblah. then was math. had amath test. damn damn damn easy =D then recess. ate rice bought by andy. thank you =] then had chemistry. hmm, had lessons. tired.
then dance. another tears day. =( dont want to talk about it larh! cried so much so jialat. edmund came today and helped me talked to them. said alot of things! wah piang i cry until my contact lenses went into my eye lids folded ! argh. hais. had open talk sessions commenting about everyone everything. and i feel so so so terrible so weak! hais. felt so much better after the whole thing though. and edmund told me stuffs too. hais. blahblah teacher came saying we're not good =( yeahh i suck so much.
after dance. took bus home. bathed and blahblah then went to causeway to meet them. drank milo for dinner. then bought coffee milktea with coffee jelly =] then home-ed. hais no valentine date today! jinger i am sad =( arghh! actually i go cwp is to try out luck ! LOLS
blahblah. i havent study history. then portfolio not done. i feel terrible. edmund say i need to take care i look sick. hais. jialat le! yeah i skipped alot of meals. not really to jianfei but just no appetite =(
what we could have been, 10:50 pm.
Monday, February 12, 2007
infront of different people, you see a different me.
infront of some people, i want to appear strong, happy and determine.
yet infront of others, i am lonely, sad and low.
infront of some, i may be attracting attention and acting.
infront of others, i am being myself.
different people see me differently. it all depends on how much you know about me. i can no longer be bothered with comments on me anymore. because it doesnt matter to me anymore. hahahs!
whether this post is an attracting attention's action or just an emo post from me. it all depends on how you view me and how you think.
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well, priority's set. dance the best i can and work hard in slimming so that i look nicer in my costume =x ahahs! and be a better dancer. and yeahhh jiayou!
and obviously my studies. yeahh.
people feel that i've set too high standards for myself. yet to me, i disagree. in fact to me, i only want to be the best. not because i want the limelight. but is just how i always want myself to be. the best and nothing else. because i want myself to be better and have a better future and stuffs like that. like what i told my dance besties. if i didnt reach my standard of GOOD RESULTS, i wont go into any jcs. i rather go laselle. arghh. i am bound to go laselle ._. anyways, dont come and tell me that i am too harsh on myself and should lower my standard. xD
yeahyeah my results are all like shit currently. need to work hard. till syf ends, let it remains the shitty way =x
infront of some people, i want to appear strong, happy and determine.
yet infront of others, i am lonely, sad and low.
infront of some, i may be attracting attention and acting.
infront of others, i am being myself.
different people see me differently. it all depends on how much you know about me. i can no longer be bothered with comments on me anymore. because it doesnt matter to me anymore. hahahs!
whether this post is an attracting attention's action or just an emo post from me. it all depends on how you view me and how you think.
--
well, priority's set. dance the best i can and work hard in slimming so that i look nicer in my costume =x ahahs! and be a better dancer. and yeahhh jiayou!
and obviously my studies. yeahh.
people feel that i've set too high standards for myself. yet to me, i disagree. in fact to me, i only want to be the best. not because i want the limelight. but is just how i always want myself to be. the best and nothing else. because i want myself to be better and have a better future and stuffs like that. like what i told my dance besties. if i didnt reach my standard of GOOD RESULTS, i wont go into any jcs. i rather go laselle. arghh. i am bound to go laselle ._. anyways, dont come and tell me that i am too harsh on myself and should lower my standard. xD
yeahyeah my results are all like shit currently. need to work hard. till syf ends, let it remains the shitty way =x
what we could have been, 9:54 pm.
friday-
had healthy lifestyle in the morning. so went to play with lydia kaiyuan and shili. dance bestie =] then in the end henry say 2-7 de over there. so lydia went away to find shirlmin wylie and geokting. kaiyuan went to find jannah hazirah jeannie. and shili went to find jiafeng cheryl and huisyen. then i realised. everyone have friends in groups of four! patricia also got her mvps! and blahblah i am sad! lonely de szeling =( arghh! then had chemistry. did workbook very difficult =( then was physics. did worksheet. hmm, then recess. then jiu math. did the graph things and got back amath. i failed =( got 8 out of 25! hais.
then after school. went to kfc with lydia and kaiyuan. we talked alot. i love to talk to lydia! yahh at kfc saw loads of people! ahhash! =D then we went home blahblah. i slept all the way to 5pm. then my sister cooked maggi mee for me. then i chiong down toapayoh. bought coffee for myself jiafeng and tea for teacher =] then danced! teacher seem happier =x ahhas! nayways, dismissed at around 9pm. so we went to buy the jollibean! then took train back to cwp. ben lai meeting boonsiong they all. then in the end only me elaine and jiafeng. so we went to mos to eat. and elaine spilled her corn soup larh! funny =x ahhas! had great fun at cwp cause of elaine talk and jiafeng making a joke out of it ! ahash! then me and elaine walked home. saw alot of xing xing. damn pretty the sky! ahhas! =D walked home reach le jiu do homework blahhblah. slept at around 1plus.
saturday.
woke up at 7.30! arghh. then watched dance videos till 8am larh! then was late for physics =x hahahs! nayways, go there do practical and blahblah. sian lesson all the way till 11.30 kay! 3 long hours of ms tan. i wonder how i survived. ARGHH! then went home with lunch. blahblah. ate and lalals! jiu went for dance le. danced without mr chong =D goodgood. slacked alot ! hahash! then danced without teacher =x slacked again! we learnt the new dance for the opening ceremony! hen nan lerh ._. and and i performing at march for zhanghe! YIPPES! although i dont like to dance zhanghe but then is like only 4girls and i am the lucky one! =x ahahs! no larh is the PRO one xP anywayas, then we danced syf. blahblah. changed costume =D and and yeah i am the first to come out! happy =D then after dance went for dinner with ruiling jiahui and pepsi! it was funny and fun and i love love love them! had loads of jokes and everything. oh yahh on the way we were all TEASING gladys. she very cute larh =x hahash! and and her jiafeng go taiwan le! hahas! blahblah. then we took mrt home. lalalas! reached home jiu do abit homework then sleep!
sunday.
ben lai want wake up at 8 plus to do homework de. i wake up le then lazy do blahblah. so slept all the way to 2pm larh! late for dance lehh =.+"" then had lunch that my sister bought. then took mrt to dance. reached at 4pm xD hhas! danced for 1 and half hour only damn slack. but i still tired ._. hahas! then my dad came to fetch me home. bought dinner blahblah. slept in car! hahahs! then went home chiong homework! yeahhh. then chatted with WILLIE =DD then slept at around 1plus. blahblah.
monday.
reached school quite late again =x ahhas! then had sr. read newspaper =D then chinese lesson! paper passing with teckhwee and choonhan. damn funny content =x ahhas! then history did SBQ blahblah. then was physics =.+" hahas! listened to her until want shui jiao. me and jinger were writing lyrics xD hahas! then recess. yongkang helped me buy food =D aahhas! then was math. did 2 questions. then english got sail test. ahhahhas! i am going to score not bad i think. cause WE ALL know the 10words tested =x ahahs! then had biology. lessons after lessons. sian sian! then was assembly. tu rang shui bu zao! so listened to assembly lorh! ahhahs! marilyn damn cute larh! LOLS! then jinger went for match blahblah.
after school. went to lunch with loads of nan ren! lols. blahblha. had chicken rice. then went back school for class decoration! i think i did alot =x ahhas! whatever! i no time also. sian sian sian. do till 4.30 they say want go le. so we left. and i went to 849 to cut hair. love my hair now! how i wish i had a camera! arghhhhhh i miss my photos =(
yeahh, triple science class is seriously killing me with all those pro people in class! i cant score at all. i am so stressed up and everything. homework and tests all very jialat. yao si diao le! ARGHHH!
i hope to dance and dance without any pains xD
hahas! valentine's booked by dance =]
had healthy lifestyle in the morning. so went to play with lydia kaiyuan and shili. dance bestie =] then in the end henry say 2-7 de over there. so lydia went away to find shirlmin wylie and geokting. kaiyuan went to find jannah hazirah jeannie. and shili went to find jiafeng cheryl and huisyen. then i realised. everyone have friends in groups of four! patricia also got her mvps! and blahblah i am sad! lonely de szeling =( arghh! then had chemistry. did workbook very difficult =( then was physics. did worksheet. hmm, then recess. then jiu math. did the graph things and got back amath. i failed =( got 8 out of 25! hais.
then after school. went to kfc with lydia and kaiyuan. we talked alot. i love to talk to lydia! yahh at kfc saw loads of people! ahhash! =D then we went home blahblah. i slept all the way to 5pm. then my sister cooked maggi mee for me. then i chiong down toapayoh. bought coffee for myself jiafeng and tea for teacher =] then danced! teacher seem happier =x ahhas! nayways, dismissed at around 9pm. so we went to buy the jollibean! then took train back to cwp. ben lai meeting boonsiong they all. then in the end only me elaine and jiafeng. so we went to mos to eat. and elaine spilled her corn soup larh! funny =x ahhas! had great fun at cwp cause of elaine talk and jiafeng making a joke out of it ! ahash! then me and elaine walked home. saw alot of xing xing. damn pretty the sky! ahhas! =D walked home reach le jiu do homework blahhblah. slept at around 1plus.
saturday.
woke up at 7.30! arghh. then watched dance videos till 8am larh! then was late for physics =x hahahs! nayways, go there do practical and blahblah. sian lesson all the way till 11.30 kay! 3 long hours of ms tan. i wonder how i survived. ARGHH! then went home with lunch. blahblah. ate and lalals! jiu went for dance le. danced without mr chong =D goodgood. slacked alot ! hahash! then danced without teacher =x slacked again! we learnt the new dance for the opening ceremony! hen nan lerh ._. and and i performing at march for zhanghe! YIPPES! although i dont like to dance zhanghe but then is like only 4girls and i am the lucky one! =x ahahs! no larh is the PRO one xP anywayas, then we danced syf. blahblah. changed costume =D and and yeah i am the first to come out! happy =D then after dance went for dinner with ruiling jiahui and pepsi! it was funny and fun and i love love love them! had loads of jokes and everything. oh yahh on the way we were all TEASING gladys. she very cute larh =x hahash! and and her jiafeng go taiwan le! hahas! blahblah. then we took mrt home. lalalas! reached home jiu do abit homework then sleep!
sunday.
ben lai want wake up at 8 plus to do homework de. i wake up le then lazy do blahblah. so slept all the way to 2pm larh! late for dance lehh =.+"" then had lunch that my sister bought. then took mrt to dance. reached at 4pm xD hhas! danced for 1 and half hour only damn slack. but i still tired ._. hahas! then my dad came to fetch me home. bought dinner blahblah. slept in car! hahahs! then went home chiong homework! yeahhh. then chatted with WILLIE =DD then slept at around 1plus. blahblah.
monday.
reached school quite late again =x ahhas! then had sr. read newspaper =D then chinese lesson! paper passing with teckhwee and choonhan. damn funny content =x ahhas! then history did SBQ blahblah. then was physics =.+" hahas! listened to her until want shui jiao. me and jinger were writing lyrics xD hahas! then recess. yongkang helped me buy food =D aahhas! then was math. did 2 questions. then english got sail test. ahhahhas! i am going to score not bad i think. cause WE ALL know the 10words tested =x ahahs! then had biology. lessons after lessons. sian sian! then was assembly. tu rang shui bu zao! so listened to assembly lorh! ahhahs! marilyn damn cute larh! LOLS! then jinger went for match blahblah.
after school. went to lunch with loads of nan ren! lols. blahblha. had chicken rice. then went back school for class decoration! i think i did alot =x ahhas! whatever! i no time also. sian sian sian. do till 4.30 they say want go le. so we left. and i went to 849 to cut hair. love my hair now! how i wish i had a camera! arghhhhhh i miss my photos =(
yeahh, triple science class is seriously killing me with all those pro people in class! i cant score at all. i am so stressed up and everything. homework and tests all very jialat. yao si diao le! ARGHHH!
i hope to dance and dance without any pains xD
hahas! valentine's booked by dance =]
what we could have been, 5:26 pm.
Friday, February 09, 2007
wednesday dance was disastrous. jiafeng not there, boonsiong doing stuffs. then those sec2s damn rebellious larh! i cant even control them! they dont even want to do larh. i shouted so many times until i pekchek. then diam diao. cause dont feel like shouting anymore. cause i also having headache and abit fever. ahh. i was damn damn damn not happy with them larh! what's the point of doing when you dont even put in effort. what rights you have to whine when we ask for extra practice. when everytime you dont put in effort, you dont improve, and you simply just lousy ? and what's wrong with extra practice when your practices are nothing compared to us? what's wrong with you guys ? you dont want to dance you jolly well quit ! and yeah i've got ADA telling me she DONTWANT gold and WANT to QUIT! i dont want see her. SPOIL MY MOOD ONLY ! damn it! was so so so disappointed by them larh! attitude and everything. ARGH the dance troupe might just die when it comes to their batch. oh yah, it's already dying in my batch. i mean why are we so different. comparing sec2'06 and sec'07 ! why cant they be more like us ? i mean, even if we're not good. we put in effort right? i see NOTHING in them. no effort, no NOTHING!
ARGHHHHHHHHH
thursday-
woke up at 6.45am! my dad woke me up so early larh! damn damn damn tired. my eyelids were so reluctant to open. arghh. then went school quite late though =x hahas cause lai chuang =x hahas! anwyays, first period was humanities. did the notes for history. arghh! history ca on 15/2. i missed out previous lesson = miss out alot! hais. going to buck up! in that class really damn stress larh! can see everyone so pro, so competitive, so lihai. only me slacking and hais =( anywyas, after that was biology. at first go lab de. then mrs tan MS came our class say relief us cause mrs tee go interview! then we went back class. then in the end mrs tee came to our class asking WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE STILL IN CLASS? then she checked with mrs tan blablha! then today not her interview! so we left with only 30minutes for the experiment. did really finished the experiment though ._. hahas! then blahblah. mother tongue. did ti gang. the class damn rebellious. keep shouting screaming protesting and everything! ahhas. saying we dont have GAO ZI cannot do blahblah. with loads of excuses. we didnt do the compo. supposed to bring home do =D then recess. patricia helped me buy =] then was english. did the english ca thing. letter to the editor. i think i did try to do my best. but well, that's my standard. bobian LOLS! blahblah. then had math lesson! did 2 questions i think? threefour damn noisy =( then blahblah. cd skipped cause went for interview! interview was LOUSY i think. it wasnt good at all. loads of SILENCE and blahblah. hana helped to answer most of the questions! and blahblah. after interview went to canteen do homework. waited for them. LOLS! then we [wendy samantha chwanrong sihao siyuan yongkang yonglin tavin lewis and more whom i dont know] went to fushan. they played basketball i watched with samantha =] yeah then jincong and laosi also came! then they asked why i here. so i said WO BAN DE NAN REN ZAI DA QIU[ my class guys are playing basketball ] sound guaiguai de =x ahhas! anywyas, skipskip. jincong damn lame! then the whole group went back school. i had my lunchcumdinner. saw the spoil my mood girl! arghh. then walked home. blahblah. reached home bathed le jiu sleep on the sofa xD then wake up do homework till just now watch tv. blahblahblha.
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i want go out tomorrow. but got dance at night and my homework all not doneeeee! i'm like dying in threefour. hais!
hahas! had been getting lollipops from people lately =D 2 from lex korkor, 2 from guozheng! eating each everyday. hahaahs! NICENICENICE PEOPLE!
5more days to valentines. hmm, go out with besties? see how bah. wish couples happy yeah! i will prove to you guys singles can be happy too ! =DD *blinkblink right my darling jinger! =x
anyways, happy belated birthday kaixian. =D and and
i love FOURZERO! =D loveslovesloves to mememe!
ARGHHHHHHHHH
thursday-
woke up at 6.45am! my dad woke me up so early larh! damn damn damn tired. my eyelids were so reluctant to open. arghh. then went school quite late though =x hahas cause lai chuang =x hahas! anwyays, first period was humanities. did the notes for history. arghh! history ca on 15/2. i missed out previous lesson = miss out alot! hais. going to buck up! in that class really damn stress larh! can see everyone so pro, so competitive, so lihai. only me slacking and hais =( anywyas, after that was biology. at first go lab de. then mrs tan MS came our class say relief us cause mrs tee go interview! then we went back class. then in the end mrs tee came to our class asking WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE STILL IN CLASS? then she checked with mrs tan blablha! then today not her interview! so we left with only 30minutes for the experiment. did really finished the experiment though ._. hahas! then blahblah. mother tongue. did ti gang. the class damn rebellious. keep shouting screaming protesting and everything! ahhas. saying we dont have GAO ZI cannot do blahblah. with loads of excuses. we didnt do the compo. supposed to bring home do =D then recess. patricia helped me buy =] then was english. did the english ca thing. letter to the editor. i think i did try to do my best. but well, that's my standard. bobian LOLS! blahblah. then had math lesson! did 2 questions i think? threefour damn noisy =( then blahblah. cd skipped cause went for interview! interview was LOUSY i think. it wasnt good at all. loads of SILENCE and blahblah. hana helped to answer most of the questions! and blahblah. after interview went to canteen do homework. waited for them. LOLS! then we [wendy samantha chwanrong sihao siyuan yongkang yonglin tavin lewis and more whom i dont know] went to fushan. they played basketball i watched with samantha =] yeah then jincong and laosi also came! then they asked why i here. so i said WO BAN DE NAN REN ZAI DA QIU[ my class guys are playing basketball ] sound guaiguai de =x ahhas! anywyas, skipskip. jincong damn lame! then the whole group went back school. i had my lunchcumdinner. saw the spoil my mood girl! arghh. then walked home. blahblah. reached home bathed le jiu sleep on the sofa xD then wake up do homework till just now watch tv. blahblahblha.
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i want go out tomorrow. but got dance at night and my homework all not doneeeee! i'm like dying in threefour. hais!
hahas! had been getting lollipops from people lately =D 2 from lex korkor, 2 from guozheng! eating each everyday. hahaahs! NICENICENICE PEOPLE!
5more days to valentines. hmm, go out with besties? see how bah. wish couples happy yeah! i will prove to you guys singles can be happy too ! =DD *blinkblink right my darling jinger! =x
anyways, happy belated birthday kaixian. =D and and
i love FOURZERO! =D loveslovesloves to mememe!
what we could have been, 1:54 am.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
monday-
blahblah went school for SR. read abit of news. then mother tongue. sian sian did the compo correction thing. was chitchatting with choonhan and passed the paper side by side. lols! then he very cute =D the humanities. did notes on ss and history! i like xD then physics. sian =( after that was recess. lalalas! then was math. did a few questions. sian. then had english. i forgot what was done. letter to editor thing? hmm, got back vocab blahblah. time passes damn fast during english =x hahas! then was biology and me and jinger had a funny conversation!
mrs tee: high concentration of salt solution th plant will die...
jinger: yah lor, so salty, th plant tio cancer.
me: i dontwant cancel, i want delete.
jinger: i want enter lehh.
me: then i want esc.
jinger: hurr, then i want F4.
me: PEI NI QU KAN LIU XING YU~~ LALALS =x
ahhahas! because i sang until damn tu ran. actually was thinking of what to reply then i sang that funnny song larh! xiao si wo le =x haahs!
then assembly, sat at the back larh! then mrs singh was there and wo bu gan shui jiao. but still slept abit =x ahah!
after school had lunch with jiarong benson choonhan and andy! nice guy gathering =D hahahs. it was fun. then we bought bubble tea and i bought COFFEE MILK TEA WITH COFFEE JELLY and i spilled it on my uniform larh! went back school, borrowed tshirt from andy =D then did abit class decorations. sian sian jiu go up see the sec2s dance. =( hais. then blahblah. slacked around. after they ended me boonsiong jiafeng and a gang of sec2 girls [liting jiamin jiayee meixia and i not sure got who le] went to causeway together! then we went to mos burger and i ordered coffee again and everyone was so scared of me since the mac incident ._. lols! then they dont let me touch my coffee unless i want to drink it ! LAMELAME. then they all left. only got me boonsiong and jiafeng went walk walk. stupid jiafeng say want buy gameS! in the end never buy ._. after that i took bus home. reached home bathed le jiu sleep from 8plus all the way to next day morning!
tuesday-
woke up at 5.48am! then i was like LATE LE OH SHIT! saw aaron sms. so chiong down to admiralty mac! wah lao ! all pungseh-ed me ! only aaron there. stupid people =( so we ate mac. and i had my bigbreakfast which i dont like because i am hungry! then i "LOST" my contact lens cause i went to mac to wear cause at home no time! hahas! arghh. then took bus to school. on the way saw GLADYS =] then blahblah. they 2 talk larh! then i so LONELYYY =x ahhas! then went school blahblahh. my lydiadear sick. kelian!
then we went up bus sat at the last row. then my lydiadear benben want go take something. then miss a step and TADAA! she sprained her ankle! ahhas! damn funny =x hahas! guess after that she was alright. well, we were singing at the back and i like it when we 4 all sing KAO JIN YI DIANDIAN together =D so wenxin! ahahs! oh yah lydia and me sat on the floor cause not enough seats. aahahas! then i very bored so walked infront to kajiao people and i sat with jiaren they all. saw liting and jiamin so sweet sleeping together! hahas! then went back.
reachhhhed! was at the lobby there blahblah. then had rehersals. sian larh! those people are slow =x sorry alrh but then hor, 1 minute 15bucks lerh! ._. then blahblah. dance messy and everything =( hais! then we went back to lobby. had break there. eating and drinking and cameraing! i love to take pictures larh =x ahhas! had whole dance people's dance! i like =D then up bus again and we sat at the back again! ahhas! camwhoring at the back! loveslovesloves to my dancebesties! heehees. then i went in front kajiao liting and jiamin. alalals! then went back had dancebesties picture! heehees. back in school. teacher let us stayed in hall until 2ndrecess end then we go down =D then discussed about dance outing ! loveslovesloves! then recess! ate with the sec2 girls. they very pigu de alrh! everytime bully me ._. then went to toilet then up for lessons! sian sian!
sway sway i go up is sankgery's public speaking! then lizhen say is by index number! so after lizhen is me! so she went up and i was like so so so scared ! xD then i went up damn scaredddd. but i am brave =D so i finished my speech with my class' WE CAN DUUU It =D then mr tsung say i not bad. saying cause dancers have alot of practices. so i am considered good and put in effort. something like that =x ahha! then had math. went to computer lab for the ace-learning. as i mentioned earlier, i "lost" my contact lens. so my eyes very pain also. and i rubbed it. and i think it dropped and attached to the keyboard thing. then jinger came in contact and found it ! hahas! 3cheers for jinger! then put in old solution blahblah. then i wanted to sms jiafeng not to buy contact lens for me le! caught by radha! sian diao. he asked me give him the phone. so i gave larh. then he walked over say next time dont do it again. then ft period. chiong math homework! ARGHHHS sian. then henry was crazy shouting larh. so i very politely shouted back at him as response! he's crazy larh!
then after school i stood outside my classroom window and looked at it as mirror to put in my contact lens larh! then i didnt notice huiyi inside. she looked at me and i looked at her! hahas! then patricia was laughing so she went in to look at me putting contact lens. then she say i very cute ._. hahas! then i went down for lunch. then went to ava for briefing. sian 68points to note! WHAT THE HELL ._. damn sleepy larh! hais.
then went for dance. slacked cause i very very tired! then after dance waited for jiafeng and boonsiong and zuyou. the jiamin jiaen jiaren jiayee melissa and i dont know got who le. pei me wait for them. then we took bus to causeway together. they left. we met mr chongsuji. oh yah and elaine =D then we went to foodcourt to eat. had laughters larh! mr chong keep bullying elaine. i didnt eat cause no money =_=" i am so poor! then they stood outside courts to watch irobots LOLS! then went mj to shop. then jiu go home le. so me and elaine walked to 883 and we sat there awhile and drank tea. then home-ed. bathed and blahblah. did my homework until 1plus then sleep!
wednesday-
blahblah woke up so early! then i keep LAI CHUANG xD then went school blahblah. oh my good good dad made me this NOT NICE thing that he say help me to articulate my asthma thing ._. and i drank. not niceeeeee! blahblah first lesson was chinese. did the comprehension and jiarong sat beside me so he was like WO MEI XIN QING ZUO LARH! blahblah i keep laughing at him hahas! cute jiarong! then had biology. listened to lessons and did the biology workbok mindmap. then math had test. sian confirm fail de lorh! and talked about classtee! freaking teacher! damn it! i damn bushuang with him larh! what classtee only can have one colour and if not DONT BUY! what the hell is our class tee what! you not even wearing lorh. damn it say what cannot too expensive FREAK! and that henry bootlicker keep agreeing with radha! what the hell. ARGHHH ! then went down for recess. at first lining up with andy de cause he say dont want cut queue. then in the end we wait very long he say might as well eat western food! so i asked patricia helped me buy xD ahhas! then blahblah. after recess was chemistry. at first haihao. at the back i want sleep xD ahahs!
lazy to blog about dance. later then blog barh. dinner first =D
blahblah went school for SR. read abit of news. then mother tongue. sian sian did the compo correction thing. was chitchatting with choonhan and passed the paper side by side. lols! then he very cute =D the humanities. did notes on ss and history! i like xD then physics. sian =( after that was recess. lalalas! then was math. did a few questions. sian. then had english. i forgot what was done. letter to editor thing? hmm, got back vocab blahblah. time passes damn fast during english =x hahas! then was biology and me and jinger had a funny conversation!
mrs tee: high concentration of salt solution th plant will die...
jinger: yah lor, so salty, th plant tio cancer.
me: i dontwant cancel, i want delete.
jinger: i want enter lehh.
me: then i want esc.
jinger: hurr, then i want F4.
me: PEI NI QU KAN LIU XING YU~~ LALALS =x
ahhahas! because i sang until damn tu ran. actually was thinking of what to reply then i sang that funnny song larh! xiao si wo le =x haahs!
then assembly, sat at the back larh! then mrs singh was there and wo bu gan shui jiao. but still slept abit =x ahah!
after school had lunch with jiarong benson choonhan and andy! nice guy gathering =D hahahs. it was fun. then we bought bubble tea and i bought COFFEE MILK TEA WITH COFFEE JELLY and i spilled it on my uniform larh! went back school, borrowed tshirt from andy =D then did abit class decorations. sian sian jiu go up see the sec2s dance. =( hais. then blahblah. slacked around. after they ended me boonsiong jiafeng and a gang of sec2 girls [liting jiamin jiayee meixia and i not sure got who le] went to causeway together! then we went to mos burger and i ordered coffee again and everyone was so scared of me since the mac incident ._. lols! then they dont let me touch my coffee unless i want to drink it ! LAMELAME. then they all left. only got me boonsiong and jiafeng went walk walk. stupid jiafeng say want buy gameS! in the end never buy ._. after that i took bus home. reached home bathed le jiu sleep from 8plus all the way to next day morning!
tuesday-
woke up at 5.48am! then i was like LATE LE OH SHIT! saw aaron sms. so chiong down to admiralty mac! wah lao ! all pungseh-ed me ! only aaron there. stupid people =( so we ate mac. and i had my bigbreakfast which i dont like because i am hungry! then i "LOST" my contact lens cause i went to mac to wear cause at home no time! hahas! arghh. then took bus to school. on the way saw GLADYS =] then blahblah. they 2 talk larh! then i so LONELYYY =x ahhas! then went school blahblahh. my lydiadear sick. kelian!
then we went up bus sat at the last row. then my lydiadear benben want go take something. then miss a step and TADAA! she sprained her ankle! ahhas! damn funny =x hahas! guess after that she was alright. well, we were singing at the back and i like it when we 4 all sing KAO JIN YI DIANDIAN together =D so wenxin! ahahs! oh yah lydia and me sat on the floor cause not enough seats. aahahas! then i very bored so walked infront to kajiao people and i sat with jiaren they all. saw liting and jiamin so sweet sleeping together! hahas! then went back.
reachhhhed! was at the lobby there blahblah. then had rehersals. sian larh! those people are slow =x sorry alrh but then hor, 1 minute 15bucks lerh! ._. then blahblah. dance messy and everything =( hais! then we went back to lobby. had break there. eating and drinking and cameraing! i love to take pictures larh =x ahhas! had whole dance people's dance! i like =D then up bus again and we sat at the back again! ahhas! camwhoring at the back! loveslovesloves to my dancebesties! heehees. then i went in front kajiao liting and jiamin. alalals! then went back had dancebesties picture! heehees. back in school. teacher let us stayed in hall until 2ndrecess end then we go down =D then discussed about dance outing ! loveslovesloves! then recess! ate with the sec2 girls. they very pigu de alrh! everytime bully me ._. then went to toilet then up for lessons! sian sian!
sway sway i go up is sankgery's public speaking! then lizhen say is by index number! so after lizhen is me! so she went up and i was like so so so scared ! xD then i went up damn scaredddd. but i am brave =D so i finished my speech with my class' WE CAN DUUU It =D then mr tsung say i not bad. saying cause dancers have alot of practices. so i am considered good and put in effort. something like that =x ahha! then had math. went to computer lab for the ace-learning. as i mentioned earlier, i "lost" my contact lens. so my eyes very pain also. and i rubbed it. and i think it dropped and attached to the keyboard thing. then jinger came in contact and found it ! hahas! 3cheers for jinger! then put in old solution blahblah. then i wanted to sms jiafeng not to buy contact lens for me le! caught by radha! sian diao. he asked me give him the phone. so i gave larh. then he walked over say next time dont do it again. then ft period. chiong math homework! ARGHHHS sian. then henry was crazy shouting larh. so i very politely shouted back at him as response! he's crazy larh!
then after school i stood outside my classroom window and looked at it as mirror to put in my contact lens larh! then i didnt notice huiyi inside. she looked at me and i looked at her! hahas! then patricia was laughing so she went in to look at me putting contact lens. then she say i very cute ._. hahas! then i went down for lunch. then went to ava for briefing. sian 68points to note! WHAT THE HELL ._. damn sleepy larh! hais.
then went for dance. slacked cause i very very tired! then after dance waited for jiafeng and boonsiong and zuyou. the jiamin jiaen jiaren jiayee melissa and i dont know got who le. pei me wait for them. then we took bus to causeway together. they left. we met mr chongsuji. oh yah and elaine =D then we went to foodcourt to eat. had laughters larh! mr chong keep bullying elaine. i didnt eat cause no money =_=" i am so poor! then they stood outside courts to watch irobots LOLS! then went mj to shop. then jiu go home le. so me and elaine walked to 883 and we sat there awhile and drank tea. then home-ed. bathed and blahblah. did my homework until 1plus then sleep!
wednesday-
blahblah woke up so early! then i keep LAI CHUANG xD then went school blahblah. oh my good good dad made me this NOT NICE thing that he say help me to articulate my asthma thing ._. and i drank. not niceeeeee! blahblah first lesson was chinese. did the comprehension and jiarong sat beside me so he was like WO MEI XIN QING ZUO LARH! blahblah i keep laughing at him hahas! cute jiarong! then had biology. listened to lessons and did the biology workbok mindmap. then math had test. sian confirm fail de lorh! and talked about classtee! freaking teacher! damn it! i damn bushuang with him larh! what classtee only can have one colour and if not DONT BUY! what the hell is our class tee what! you not even wearing lorh. damn it say what cannot too expensive FREAK! and that henry bootlicker keep agreeing with radha! what the hell. ARGHHH ! then went down for recess. at first lining up with andy de cause he say dont want cut queue. then in the end we wait very long he say might as well eat western food! so i asked patricia helped me buy xD ahhas! then blahblah. after recess was chemistry. at first haihao. at the back i want sleep xD ahahs!
lazy to blog about dance. later then blog barh. dinner first =D
what we could have been, 7:29 pm.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
yesterday danced from 2 to 9plus. then dinnered at toapayoh with jiahui kaiyuan patricia shili aaron shwan zuyou and pepsi. nice dinner. joked about the pork. and jiahui was telling us about how funny her teachers are. =D then we mrt-ed home. then i walked home from admiralty. reached home bathed jiu sleep le.
today woke up at 10plus. mum made the eggbread for me =] and the soup that she made for 2hours to help my asthma or something. thank you mummy. then went out to meet elaine jiaren and yvonne at causeway. took mrt to bugis. they very quiet ._. kelian de wo dont know what to say. then we went to bugis street walk walk. bought nothing OMG! then went to bugis junction where i bought a striped offshoulder. oh yah they stayed in a stationery shop for like half an hour? then i was damn bored. then went to ajisen for lunch. then we went to bugis street to walk again. blahblah. they bought bags. then i went to baibai while they went to bugis junction wait for me. then i go meet them for neoprints =] then we ate icecream and homed. watched jue dui superstar =]
i will remember everything in your nick. thanks for reminding me. now that i know, how much you hate me. thank you. and i know how much i sucked.
szeling xiang zi bi yi xia. fan zhen mei ren guan. =]
today woke up at 10plus. mum made the eggbread for me =] and the soup that she made for 2hours to help my asthma or something. thank you mummy. then went out to meet elaine jiaren and yvonne at causeway. took mrt to bugis. they very quiet ._. kelian de wo dont know what to say. then we went to bugis street walk walk. bought nothing OMG! then went to bugis junction where i bought a striped offshoulder. oh yah they stayed in a stationery shop for like half an hour? then i was damn bored. then went to ajisen for lunch. then we went to bugis street to walk again. blahblah. they bought bags. then i went to baibai while they went to bugis junction wait for me. then i go meet them for neoprints =] then we ate icecream and homed. watched jue dui superstar =]
i will remember everything in your nick. thanks for reminding me. now that i know, how much you hate me. thank you. and i know how much i sucked.
szeling xiang zi bi yi xia. fan zhen mei ren guan. =]
what we could have been, 10:34 pm.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
yesterday was a bad day for me i guess.
morning went to school. wanted to copy chemistry practical book but was late. so i went down. had healthy lifestyle. i cried and broke down. i was damn damn damn fed up with myself for crying infront of everyone. but i cant stop larh. hais. you guys are happy playing with each other what else do i want ?! why am i so lousy and everything. why can i smile and play with you guys! why why why. what else do i want! i hate myself so so so much! didnt skipped much. just stood at the back. the more i think of them the more i want to cry. i know everyone cares, but no one really knows what i am feeling. not that i dont want to say not that i dont know what to say. it's just i cant speak to everyone can i? i dont even have a friend of my own that belong to me whom i can speak to her about anything. i dont even have a best friend. i dont even have any. the more you all show that you care, the more i feel bad about because i cant talk. yet, the more i cry, more people show their care. but i wasnt trying to attract attention. that's what i dont want people to misuderstand.
after healthy lifestyle was chemistry. then got practical must wear school skirt. so i borrowed from peiqi cause i never bring to school. then did practical and i was good and fast. i am loving practicals. yeahh. then had physics. did the questions, and the notes thing. then recess. i cant sit with them. what you expect? after a big cry then i go laugh and play with you all. it's like impossible what! since i'm weak, let it be. the more you talk to me, the more i feel like crying. every words that xiaomei said to me is like spikes hitting on me. she made me feel everything is my fault and now it's me who dont want to be with them. she said if i still treat them as friends then i should go sit with them. but she dont understand. deep inside i want to go back, but outside i was too weak to face them. i cant possibly cry le jiu go play right. i just need time. i need confidence. i need courage. to apologise to say sorry to make decisions to choose what to do. i need to change. cried for the whole recess larh. hao xinku. xin li hao tong. tou hen tong. hen tong ku. lex korkor bought tissue for me =] thank you korkor. loves!
then had maths. did emath and some question. go through class test and i only got 13 out of 25 marks. then paid money for tys and everything and i was so broke. then went home to change take money charge ipod and blahblah.
met larissa and baoying 1.45pm at admiralty. then mrt-ed to somerset. it was long trip. then we went to cineleisure to buy movie tickets for HAPPY BIRTHDAY[larissa today birthday!] the movie was 2.25 and it was 1.4o plus at that time. so we went to first floor CHICAGO to eat. had fish and chips. larissa eat slow slow. so we were late for 5minutes for the movie. then went to 6th floor for the movie. baoying bought a 3bucks ice lemon tea and she was complaining blahblah. the theatre was great as it has an inbuilt toilet! the movie was not so good. the storyline hai hao just not touching enough. the story wasnt full i think. i had more ideas on how to improve =x ahha! then during movie i keep kajiaoing them. blahblah then walked around cineleisure. then walked to heeren. blahblah walk walk nothing nice i think. then we went to fareast. had icecreams at gelare there. baoying at the waffle icecream and i drank frappe latte larh! then the price of my coffee almost same as her waffle. oohh money flew away[baoying and larissa's language] then we walked around the first floor for like 1hour? or maybe longer. well, larissa was quiet. baoying was slow at looking at clothes. she took damn long. i was sian cause nothing nice that i like =( hmm, then we walked the whole fareast. baoying only bought 1 jean short for 35bucks and the auntie gave a free bag. i was like LOLing after i saw her passing her the free gift. damn funny =x then we walk walk, larissa left. so me and baoying walked back heeren to eat wanton mee. on the way, we saw the STEVEN LIM[that yong bu yan bai guy who striped in the singapore idol - baoying said] hmm, he say what want to help us trim the eyebrow say 10 bucks only. then we agreed larh for fun. then we thought he had a shop of what! then in the was like he helped us trim outside a glass window. okay he was lame saying baoying look like shiyu and i looked like daren! WHAT THE HELL ._. then he say not pain and stupid baoying never say pain! when he helped me trim it's like DAMN DAMN DAN PAINNNNN. no much difference i think. sian. then ate wanton mee at heeren. then walked again. then we dont want to go back so went to cineleisure walked again. she saw the BIG SAFETY PIN and was helly in love larh! lols ! then we still dont want to go back. so went plaza singapura at around 10plus! then it was like all shops are closed. xD then we bought coke to drink =D then mrt-ed back to woodlands and took bus home. i was so hell tired. then i just changed and take out contact lens jiu sleep le!
until today morning wake up at 8.15am. late for dance ._. chiong school. had the rehersal thing sian sian. then bought lunch homed. =]
and stupid yongkang! the bang wo mai fan is old joke le. stop laughing at it ._.
wo hai shi bu kai xin. i just need someone.
to hear me cry to hear me talk.
morning went to school. wanted to copy chemistry practical book but was late. so i went down. had healthy lifestyle. i cried and broke down. i was damn damn damn fed up with myself for crying infront of everyone. but i cant stop larh. hais. you guys are happy playing with each other what else do i want ?! why am i so lousy and everything. why can i smile and play with you guys! why why why. what else do i want! i hate myself so so so much! didnt skipped much. just stood at the back. the more i think of them the more i want to cry. i know everyone cares, but no one really knows what i am feeling. not that i dont want to say not that i dont know what to say. it's just i cant speak to everyone can i? i dont even have a friend of my own that belong to me whom i can speak to her about anything. i dont even have a best friend. i dont even have any. the more you all show that you care, the more i feel bad about because i cant talk. yet, the more i cry, more people show their care. but i wasnt trying to attract attention. that's what i dont want people to misuderstand.
after healthy lifestyle was chemistry. then got practical must wear school skirt. so i borrowed from peiqi cause i never bring to school. then did practical and i was good and fast. i am loving practicals. yeahh. then had physics. did the questions, and the notes thing. then recess. i cant sit with them. what you expect? after a big cry then i go laugh and play with you all. it's like impossible what! since i'm weak, let it be. the more you talk to me, the more i feel like crying. every words that xiaomei said to me is like spikes hitting on me. she made me feel everything is my fault and now it's me who dont want to be with them. she said if i still treat them as friends then i should go sit with them. but she dont understand. deep inside i want to go back, but outside i was too weak to face them. i cant possibly cry le jiu go play right. i just need time. i need confidence. i need courage. to apologise to say sorry to make decisions to choose what to do. i need to change. cried for the whole recess larh. hao xinku. xin li hao tong. tou hen tong. hen tong ku. lex korkor bought tissue for me =] thank you korkor. loves!
then had maths. did emath and some question. go through class test and i only got 13 out of 25 marks. then paid money for tys and everything and i was so broke. then went home to change take money charge ipod and blahblah.
met larissa and baoying 1.45pm at admiralty. then mrt-ed to somerset. it was long trip. then we went to cineleisure to buy movie tickets for HAPPY BIRTHDAY[larissa today birthday!] the movie was 2.25 and it was 1.4o plus at that time. so we went to first floor CHICAGO to eat. had fish and chips. larissa eat slow slow. so we were late for 5minutes for the movie. then went to 6th floor for the movie. baoying bought a 3bucks ice lemon tea and she was complaining blahblah. the theatre was great as it has an inbuilt toilet! the movie was not so good. the storyline hai hao just not touching enough. the story wasnt full i think. i had more ideas on how to improve =x ahha! then during movie i keep kajiaoing them. blahblah then walked around cineleisure. then walked to heeren. blahblah walk walk nothing nice i think. then we went to fareast. had icecreams at gelare there. baoying at the waffle icecream and i drank frappe latte larh! then the price of my coffee almost same as her waffle. oohh money flew away[baoying and larissa's language] then we walked around the first floor for like 1hour? or maybe longer. well, larissa was quiet. baoying was slow at looking at clothes. she took damn long. i was sian cause nothing nice that i like =( hmm, then we walked the whole fareast. baoying only bought 1 jean short for 35bucks and the auntie gave a free bag. i was like LOLing after i saw her passing her the free gift. damn funny =x then we walk walk, larissa left. so me and baoying walked back heeren to eat wanton mee. on the way, we saw the STEVEN LIM[that yong bu yan bai guy who striped in the singapore idol - baoying said] hmm, he say what want to help us trim the eyebrow say 10 bucks only. then we agreed larh for fun. then we thought he had a shop of what! then in the was like he helped us trim outside a glass window. okay he was lame saying baoying look like shiyu and i looked like daren! WHAT THE HELL ._. then he say not pain and stupid baoying never say pain! when he helped me trim it's like DAMN DAMN DAN PAINNNNN. no much difference i think. sian. then ate wanton mee at heeren. then walked again. then we dont want to go back so went to cineleisure walked again. she saw the BIG SAFETY PIN and was helly in love larh! lols ! then we still dont want to go back. so went plaza singapura at around 10plus! then it was like all shops are closed. xD then we bought coke to drink =D then mrt-ed back to woodlands and took bus home. i was so hell tired. then i just changed and take out contact lens jiu sleep le!
until today morning wake up at 8.15am. late for dance ._. chiong school. had the rehersal thing sian sian. then bought lunch homed. =]
and stupid yongkang! the bang wo mai fan is old joke le. stop laughing at it ._.
wo hai shi bu kai xin. i just need someone.
to hear me cry to hear me talk.
what we could have been, 11:37 am.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
well, slept damn late yesterday cause couldnt sleep. xin li xiang hen duo dong xi. and cant believe i was talking and complaining to jiamin and it made me feel damn good. thank you =]
anyways, today woke up damn sleepily. sian. went school quite late again. then blahlblah. had humanities. yeah listened to lessons. then biology test. quite easy larh! but i know i got wrong le. then mother tongue. read newspaper and did the comprehension. then jiarong was like doing tongue twister. then he asked mdm lee whether she can. and she did chinese one let us hear! impressed. ahhas! the mother ride horse horse slow mother scold horse. translated =D hahas! then recess. stupid yongkang funny ! keep laughing at me for being scared. cause later got english = public speaking! and the bang wo mai fan things! shou bu liao. then eat walk walk. english. i was choosen ! WHAHHAS damn lucky. =] anyways, loads of funny things. like huiyi say SOCIETY AND SOCIAL DONT KNOW WHAT ! laugh like mad. and weiqin suddenly pointed at me! xia si wo ._. and his actions damn funny. LOLS! then tavin also! weiqin held da zi bao for him! those big big posters with words. but it was too small and far larh! LOLS! then benson was sleeping and even after mr tsung say class stand! he still sleep LOLS! that pig ! yeahh and i was taking loads of pictures! since i got jinger that big STATUE helping me hide from tsung! but her pen keep moving cause doing homework. well, then had cd lessons! did the roles and responsibilities thing. and suay enough. RADHA always call me. rahhhhhhs! then had math. listened until damn tired. henry slept cause he sick! huiyi slept at the back! then she was like SZELING HELP ME TAKE PICTURES OF RADHA! then i was like HOW TO TAKE ~! LOLS! so i took her phone UP SNAP DOWN! then abit blurblur but damn funny =x
after school sian sian no one left. so stayed around with terry benjaminand choonhan. then some girls from 1st floor shouted at us to call some girls from 4thfloor. we were at 3rdfloor by the way. then shout until damn funny. then benjamin said some funny jokes about her sister will be called marina. his sur is bae[pronounced as bay] so marina BAY! damn funny. then we walked out for icecream. saw patricia and elaine. so we went causeway together =] then ben and terry left. oh yah. i was saying TOM AND JERRY then JOM and TERRY =x ahhash! blahblha. pasta-ed then library-ed. did homework =] wanted to borrow books but no card so asked teckhwee come find us. then he lent me the card. then we go ntuc cause elaine wanted yoghurt. then we went civic mac for ice cream and apple pies. then went causeway with teckhwee and elaine. wanted to take neoprints but teckhwee dont want. so walk walk abit. audrey came then met aloysius and enxin. then went mos for dinner and chats. then they all left. only me enxin aloysius went to mrt there chitchats =] then went to 834 for coffee. then went to the kumon there sit sit talk talk. =D and then homed.
we havent been going out since so long and i miss you all. finally we talked like besties again!
and yeah. xin shi hai shi hen duo. jiamin i need you !! =x
hmm, threefour is so much better i guess. and i give up.
loveslovesloves szeling!
i so badly want to go town. for no reason. hmm.
anyways, today woke up damn sleepily. sian. went school quite late again. then blahlblah. had humanities. yeah listened to lessons. then biology test. quite easy larh! but i know i got wrong le. then mother tongue. read newspaper and did the comprehension. then jiarong was like doing tongue twister. then he asked mdm lee whether she can. and she did chinese one let us hear! impressed. ahhas! the mother ride horse horse slow mother scold horse. translated =D hahas! then recess. stupid yongkang funny ! keep laughing at me for being scared. cause later got english = public speaking! and the bang wo mai fan things! shou bu liao. then eat walk walk. english. i was choosen ! WHAHHAS damn lucky. =] anyways, loads of funny things. like huiyi say SOCIETY AND SOCIAL DONT KNOW WHAT ! laugh like mad. and weiqin suddenly pointed at me! xia si wo ._. and his actions damn funny. LOLS! then tavin also! weiqin held da zi bao for him! those big big posters with words. but it was too small and far larh! LOLS! then benson was sleeping and even after mr tsung say class stand! he still sleep LOLS! that pig ! yeahh and i was taking loads of pictures! since i got jinger that big STATUE helping me hide from tsung! but her pen keep moving cause doing homework. well, then had cd lessons! did the roles and responsibilities thing. and suay enough. RADHA always call me. rahhhhhhs! then had math. listened until damn tired. henry slept cause he sick! huiyi slept at the back! then she was like SZELING HELP ME TAKE PICTURES OF RADHA! then i was like HOW TO TAKE ~! LOLS! so i took her phone UP SNAP DOWN! then abit blurblur but damn funny =x
after school sian sian no one left. so stayed around with terry benjaminand choonhan. then some girls from 1st floor shouted at us to call some girls from 4thfloor. we were at 3rdfloor by the way. then shout until damn funny. then benjamin said some funny jokes about her sister will be called marina. his sur is bae[pronounced as bay] so marina BAY! damn funny. then we walked out for icecream. saw patricia and elaine. so we went causeway together =] then ben and terry left. oh yah. i was saying TOM AND JERRY then JOM and TERRY =x ahhash! blahblha. pasta-ed then library-ed. did homework =] wanted to borrow books but no card so asked teckhwee come find us. then he lent me the card. then we go ntuc cause elaine wanted yoghurt. then we went civic mac for ice cream and apple pies. then went causeway with teckhwee and elaine. wanted to take neoprints but teckhwee dont want. so walk walk abit. audrey came then met aloysius and enxin. then went mos for dinner and chats. then they all left. only me enxin aloysius went to mrt there chitchats =] then went to 834 for coffee. then went to the kumon there sit sit talk talk. =D and then homed.
we havent been going out since so long and i miss you all. finally we talked like besties again!
and yeah. xin shi hai shi hen duo. jiamin i need you !! =x
hmm, threefour is so much better i guess. and i give up.
loveslovesloves szeling!
i so badly want to go town. for no reason. hmm.
what we could have been, 10:33 pm.
