Wednesday, May 23, 2007
blahblah. today went out at around 7am despite getting everything done by 6.45 XD hoho! then took bus to school. reached school. sat in canteen alone. T_T then miss called ashley and he came to sit with me. and i'm damn bored until i kisiao and i came out with this imaginary friend since i dont have friends. then jiarong also see me sotsot. ah well.
then went up hall for morning assembly and i chiong to toilet LOL! then had chinese olevel thing. sian. i'm taking the olevel this year and i'm getting SHIT results. hais. whatever lorh.
then went back math class radha having 1to1 interactions. me darling and weiqin sat together and had small chitchats. then look at compositions. mine is good i think =x if only my foundations were better. AH WELL!
then chemistry learnt new chapters. i feel quite jing shen lerh =x ahhas! then physics jiu yao shui jiao le. practical stuffs make me YAWNNNNN~ arghhh. recess ate with darling and she cut queue lorh. bad girl ! then humanities was alright. go through history paper and filing. sian need to complete sbq cause that time i ponned school and got 1 sbq halfway completed. siansian. ms ong very funny though.
then after school went down canteen. shwan&aaron helped me bring bag up. yeahh tio pungseh by "dancebesties" [it makes me wonder.] alright. stood in the canteen to find any familiar face which i might be accepted. went to liting&gang. hais. but still very saddening larh. i know they wont mind but it's me who dont feel alright. arghhh nearly cried okay!
then went around to find teacher to draw keys. chairperson bu hao dang T_T found le must go get attendance. ran here& there. then went up studio and went change. then jiafeng talked to them for like AGES? and dance started veryvery late. 2plus i think. me&patricia went to teach the sec1s at the back while others were in front. sec1s are difficult to teach alright! i dont know how lorh! they so quiet. wont reply me. like i talking to air T_T so paiseh. then i say joke no one laugh only patricia. arghh we're like selfentertaining. selfteaching T_T ahh wei nan .
then me&patricia jiayee edmund went down break. chitchat there talking about the sec1s saying how quiet they were. it's pretty funny cause the batches before them seemed so noisy and we cant get used to the quietness. ahh well !
then went back up studio. learnt a dance blahblah talked abit then released. i was like WAHH SO EARLY ! then dont know where to go. sighhs. went canteen saw jiajun! he gave me a kinder brueno ! it was the last one larh xD ahhaas!
then went to take bus with "dancebesties" and went to causeway. then went pasar malam. bought some food to eat. blahblah. then pei kaiyuan buy bubbletea and i bought chocolate milktea. not nice T_T it only got TEA de wei dao. then they pei me go buy sushi and they left. i go 'sandong' find liting gladys melissa aaron jiayee jiamin.
sit there chitchat awhile. jiu go le. liting gladys jiamin went to disiao this girl. aiyohhyohh. i just close one eye. then we except jiamin went to admiral basketball court to meet aaron. no basketball T_T so i called tavin in the end borrowed from terry LOLS!
we played together. and me terry liting vs tavin aaron we lost. but partly because that stupid aaron buang me ! and i fell down larh! he knocked into me right, i cannot breathe lerh! he heavy larh! LOLS very pain T_T
then we rested when loads of people came. then left me &liting only the rest go le. we were waiting for jiajun & he took ages to come =x LOLS! and he lived there yet he dont know where's the court. WHAHAHASH!
then we walked to admiralty there de bigbigcourt. the court's high T_T and i'm short. we played BULLET and obviously liting lost cause she's new larh! then played abc halfway jiu play match 2v1. we won jiajun larh! score of 7-1 XD AHAHS! superb right! then we went to minimart buy drinks and jiajun pei me walk home. today was difficult to find people pei me home when korkor's not free, jinkai didnt reply. i dont really know who to call anyway.
LOLS! then jiajun even tell me next time dont go home so late cause what if really everyone's not free. then i guess, i'll go some friend's house and stayed there till daddy came to fetch. daddy's always my FULLTIME superman you know. i love him.
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i dont know what to say larh.
today's really a sad day.
i realised how lonely i was.
"friends" i have.
are they ?
arghhhh
i hope he will know.
but sighhhs!
i'm giving up.
then went up hall for morning assembly and i chiong to toilet LOL! then had chinese olevel thing. sian. i'm taking the olevel this year and i'm getting SHIT results. hais. whatever lorh.
then went back math class radha having 1to1 interactions. me darling and weiqin sat together and had small chitchats. then look at compositions. mine is good i think =x if only my foundations were better. AH WELL!
then chemistry learnt new chapters. i feel quite jing shen lerh =x ahhas! then physics jiu yao shui jiao le. practical stuffs make me YAWNNNNN~ arghhh. recess ate with darling and she cut queue lorh. bad girl ! then humanities was alright. go through history paper and filing. sian need to complete sbq cause that time i ponned school and got 1 sbq halfway completed. siansian. ms ong very funny though.
then after school went down canteen. shwan&aaron helped me bring bag up. yeahh tio pungseh by "dancebesties" [it makes me wonder.] alright. stood in the canteen to find any familiar face which i might be accepted. went to liting&gang. hais. but still very saddening larh. i know they wont mind but it's me who dont feel alright. arghhh nearly cried okay!
then went around to find teacher to draw keys. chairperson bu hao dang T_T found le must go get attendance. ran here& there. then went up studio and went change. then jiafeng talked to them for like AGES? and dance started veryvery late. 2plus i think. me&patricia went to teach the sec1s at the back while others were in front. sec1s are difficult to teach alright! i dont know how lorh! they so quiet. wont reply me. like i talking to air T_T so paiseh. then i say joke no one laugh only patricia. arghh we're like selfentertaining. selfteaching T_T ahh wei nan .
then me&patricia jiayee edmund went down break. chitchat there talking about the sec1s saying how quiet they were. it's pretty funny cause the batches before them seemed so noisy and we cant get used to the quietness. ahh well !
then went back up studio. learnt a dance blahblah talked abit then released. i was like WAHH SO EARLY ! then dont know where to go. sighhs. went canteen saw jiajun! he gave me a kinder brueno ! it was the last one larh xD ahhaas!
then went to take bus with "dancebesties" and went to causeway. then went pasar malam. bought some food to eat. blahblah. then pei kaiyuan buy bubbletea and i bought chocolate milktea. not nice T_T it only got TEA de wei dao. then they pei me go buy sushi and they left. i go 'sandong' find liting gladys melissa aaron jiayee jiamin.
sit there chitchat awhile. jiu go le. liting gladys jiamin went to disiao this girl. aiyohhyohh. i just close one eye. then we except jiamin went to admiral basketball court to meet aaron. no basketball T_T so i called tavin in the end borrowed from terry LOLS!
we played together. and me terry liting vs tavin aaron we lost. but partly because that stupid aaron buang me ! and i fell down larh! he knocked into me right, i cannot breathe lerh! he heavy larh! LOLS very pain T_T
then we rested when loads of people came. then left me &liting only the rest go le. we were waiting for jiajun & he took ages to come =x LOLS! and he lived there yet he dont know where's the court. WHAHAHASH!
then we walked to admiralty there de bigbigcourt. the court's high T_T and i'm short. we played BULLET and obviously liting lost cause she's new larh! then played abc halfway jiu play match 2v1. we won jiajun larh! score of 7-1 XD AHAHS! superb right! then we went to minimart buy drinks and jiajun pei me walk home. today was difficult to find people pei me home when korkor's not free, jinkai didnt reply. i dont really know who to call anyway.
LOLS! then jiajun even tell me next time dont go home so late cause what if really everyone's not free. then i guess, i'll go some friend's house and stayed there till daddy came to fetch. daddy's always my FULLTIME superman you know. i love him.
--
i dont know what to say larh.
today's really a sad day.
i realised how lonely i was.
"friends" i have.
are they ?
arghhhh
i hope he will know.
but sighhhs!
i'm giving up.
what we could have been, 10:44 pm.
