Friday, February 29, 2008
it feels so terrible larh. as if you woke up and found yourself became a mute. i cant even talk now. it's so painful. someone please save me T_T
mummy cooked porridge for me. but you know i cant eat too much. if not fever will become high again. i'm sad larh! argh i want fried food, nice nice food and and nice nice drinks! yet now i can only eat meesua, porridge and blahblahblah. i tell you when i recover, i want NICE NICE CHILLI CRAB! bleah =p
i want sakae sushi i want seoul garden i want buffet LOL! okay all there will make me really mute.
blahblah so bored. no energy to do homework at all ! meeting darling later for my work. best darling everrrrrrr ! =D she brought my work back yesterday and brought them to school again today! aww nevermind she is DMN! =D
dear i miss you =(
hao luh time to makan medicine =D
what we could have been, 9:42 am.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
sheng bing le. it feels so terrible.
havent been blogging. hmmms, i think i scored like shit for sciences.
aww yesterday dance was tiring, shouted alot then counted alot so my throat is worsened.
slept whole day after i reach home cause i know i'm not going school. went to see doctor just now. fever sorethroat and my throat is inflamed. aww crap!
hmmmms, i missed out chem&bio prac today =( i hope cher will let me redo.
deciding whether to go school tmr. cause tmr will get back ss&history paper. sure jialat but i dont really care.
later going out with mummy =) and and collecting my hp? haha! anyway. time to eat medicine. byebye!
//edit//
haha! i'm so happy. darling smsed me and said i got 37.5/40 fo biology. so happy + shocked. woos!
and i'm happy i've got such a great darling =D
and mummy cooked meesua for meeeeeee! =D
what we could have been, 10:45 am.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
lost the life, lost the entertainment.
it's time to be a fulltime mugger, learn to appreciate studies.
i wish i had 100hours/day,
i'll be mugging, shopping, spending my days with all my friends&loved ones, blogging, crapping.
hahaa. nevermind, for now i shall take a rest before i go mug hard. it's hard for me to be self-responsible. cause i never kept my promise.
hmmms,
yesterday went to my san yi house. my nephew's so cute! he cant stop shaking when he saw his ahma[my aunt] then when my aunt was carrying his jiejie, he'll be jealous and start to cry! HAHA SO CUTEEEEEEEEE! hmmms, my aunt& cousin will be going to taiwan soon. i wish in the future, i'll earn enough money to bring my parents overseas too!
lost quite alot of money yesterday ! AHAH alright the food was damn yummy. and we lao yusheng when cny was over already! ahha. ate ALOT yesterday. and and ended up with terrible sorethroat. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! you cant hear me!
haha no larh. dont understand why i never lost my voice when i'm having sorethroat. i want strepsils !
going out soon. to orchard to fix my fcuking phone and gaigai with ky =D then dance & maybe mug bio? maybe go sleep. HOHO.
imisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssyou!
what we could have been, 11:37 am.
Friday, February 22, 2008
havent been posting.
hmmms i think i failed my physics. ms tan said more than half the class failed. and apparently i doubt i pass.
chem was alright? oh we did 1 question wrong cause the answer in tys is wrong T_T
amath was easy but i got wrong also.
got 24/25 for emath T_T did a crappy mistake that i feel like killing myself T_T english got 15/25 omgggg benson got 20 ! LOL and he's in band3 my goodness !
well, my mum's having some problem at work and she was crying just now before i came home? ahhhhhh i feel so sad. and her problem at work is because of me. that makes me even sadder. i wish i was more independent. i wish that damn thing didnt happen. i wish i could live in somewhere safer. i wish i wouldnt exist and be so mafan. i wish i could die.
feeling so heartbreak for my mum.
oh byebye =(
what we could have been, 10:40 pm.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS NOW I'M SO FCUKING SCARED!
you know you know just now i was walking home alone, i saw this guy, he stood behind me at the traffic light. then i very scared when people walk behind me, so i purposely walk slowly. then then there's this girl who walked very fast. then i think the guy started following the girl. then he holding to this newspaper. then after some time i keep staring at him, i THINK i saw him holding a small 'knife' thing on his hand lerhhhhh! then the girl turn into block, he also follow! then he walk halfway turn back & saw my staring at him lerh!
wahpiang i practically ran home after that! then got a guy under my block so i ran to second floor to take the lift. WAHPIANGGGGGGGGGG I'M SO SUPER SCARED NOW T_T if anything happen to the girl, i'll cry man! omgomgomg. so scaryyyyyyyy!
i want to cry already larhhhhhhhhhhhh!
someone please kindly send me home next timeeeeeeeee! or i'll stay in some crowded place like 888 coffeeshop 24/7 and dont dare come home!
what we could have been, 8:02 pm.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
screwed up =( ahhhhhhhhh confirm wrong for ss already.
and screwed up emath too. DAMN DAMN DAMN!
alright, think positively. people came my house to bainian on sat. gambled =x ahah! mahjonged with my bro, my sis friends at night till 4am. won 22bucks. wow.
then sunday went to ahyi's house bainian. blahblah. ate alot. alright fat T_T
today was nice. benson was crappy at mt and we all had a great laugh. then biology was errrrrrr. you know you know i can feel myself looking at the eye of mine and it's damn disgusting T_T especially i feel my contact lens touching the sclera ! EEYERRRRRRRRRRRRRR! and it might infect the sclera , then infect the cornea & become blind. ARGH ARGH i hate bio for being so er xin =x
after school went to buy coffee, yet i went home showered& slept. then i woke up & drink coffee, watch tv, SLACKER'S LIFE! no mood to mug, but eventually kill myself with the notes.
current pm; efforts arent everything; yet i lack of that intelligence. damn.
i feel stupid& feel like dying.
ohoh i dont want go jc already! i want go poly take up culinary! sounds nice XD
//edit//
dont feel like screwing up history yet i dont feel like mugging. wth.
and now i dont feel like sleeping.
oh man, please kill me.
mymp - only reminds me of you is nice =D
goodnight.
what we could have been, 12:20 am.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
i totally screwed up my ss and it sucks. sighs.
so much for studying. felt like crap =(
hmmms, english lesson was as usual nice. pe was boring =( and i dont get to see you like i used to. hmms, physics was cool. there's this total defence day message and mstan was sad cause we're supposed to listen to it. but then we told her we want to continue lessons. she was like you all dont want to hear ah?! okayokay =D then she damn happy. hmt was alright.
after that we went canteen and waited for huiyi. then me elaine huiyi changhong ashley went to civic mac for lunch. order cheesecakes and shared with huiyi. then bought mocha frapp, and mcwings& fries and we all share share. theres so many funny things. like garlic chilli that scare the hell out of elaine. and the frappe that fell on changhong's hp&hp pouch. haha.
then ashley left and we all went to library to mug. hmms, did abit here abit there. changhong left, justin came. blahblah mug until 8? then pei elaine go cafe galilee for dinner but she want eat baked rice so we went pastamania. blahblah. haha! she looked so emo when eating XD
then she justin pei me go home, and blahblah tadaa! showered and slept. super tired.
today woke up around 11? they all came already. wanted to help out but my mum asked me go out. so much for wanting to help. sighs!
byebye
what we could have been, 12:31 pm.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
happy valentine's day to everyone &me =D
ahahha. yesterday went to buy loads & loads of chocolates for my friends. happiness =D the joy of buying presents for them!
dear sent me home yesterday =D happiness too!
today was FINE &FUN ! hmms, went to school greeted with all HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! you know you know it's a day everyone are happy& feel loved. hurhur. firedrill during english was damn boring though. it's like so HOTTTTTTTTTTTT! alright maybe it's just me XD
haha! recess was cool. i brought the chocolates& distributed. be it besties, normal friends, people whom i'm not even close with. LOL i just put the bags of chocolates in my hands and they grabbed. haha! there goes my chocolates to loads of people. not going to argue who shouldnt take so much. cause everyone should feel happy&loved and i did too =D
but i'm terribly sorry to those i didnt give, i ran out of chocolates. sorry people like terry wengying derrick chwanrong and aaron&co. and sorry to kaiyuan! your kinderbreno melted in my pocket. but it's okay, cause i know you love me XD and who gave my herseys? i cant remember but it also melted. AHAH!
and and i was playing with weihao's melted rocher XD it's so cool, squeeze squeeze. he even tell me make into heart shape! ahhaha.
and thankyou chwanrong for giving me the 'ILOVEYOU' balloon. i didnt force him. i just said i want, then he say really ah and went to buy XD jinger also got !
ahhs. korkor i didnt had roses todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! korkor's the only one who gave me a rose last year. and i didnt have the time to get callalily for him [alright, i dont even know what's callalily =x]
hao le. wo yao gen wo de qing ren[ss notes] zai yi qi le.
what we could have been, 10:00 pm.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
havent been blogging XD
sunday was kinda bored in the afternoon. jiejie&me went to cwp to eat, then she went for majong while i went home. keep finding people to pei me go out. and just nice, enxin was home. so met her&larissa who was late for 1hour! LOL me&enxin went mos for dinner, and then bought tickets for kungfu dunk.
so nice luh. jay so cuteeeee! but enxin keep saying he's ugly. LOL! after that, went home and daddy came down and fetch me but he didnt send me up T_T he just watched me take lift up and went off cause he said mummy&jiejie were at home.
monday
after school waited for jiarong&andy for like 1 hour?! then me elaine ashley jiarong andy yongkang honghwee weekiat and choonhan went to watch kungfudunk. alright i accompanied them rewatch. it's been very long since i watched movie with so many people. there was 9 of us =D
you should watched how they wait/dominate lift ! damn funny. haha! then we all rushed down escalators to go longjohn where 8 of us dabao-ed longjohn. there was like 3 combo1s in my bag, 4drinks in elaine's bag and i not sure liao. but must thanks jiarong for helping me take my books while i kept the food.
then we all chiong us for the movie. haha then i keep kajiao them cause i know the movie. it's still as nice XD after movie i was disturbing them with the scenes. WO SHI NI DE FAN SI ~ HEEHEES XD
after that met xiaoting, went starbucks where i finished my seq, but she left with her friends to settle stuffs AHA! then went home with mummy&daddy. then we all lao yu sheng. i was asking them, want to dirty the table marh? then they scold me siao! of course dont want larh. but we still did afterall. ahha! i love abalone yu sheng ! so cool& so nice XD
today!
hmms, nothing much luh. english was fun as usual. we had this 'monolouge,dialouge' thing and there were some funny stories. haha. jinger's EVIL cause she's the attempted murderer!
after school went home to take jinger's consent forms. then rush back school for dance. i feel quite good today. alright we dont have successors anymore. there's no sec1 recruits! WTHHHHHHHHHHHHH T_T
after that chionged for teenlighthouse. then me&kelvin went to causeway walkwalk. met elaine&patricia then terry&jinkai came for awhile. took bus home alone. didnt had dinner today =( then showered, slept and woke up!
hurhur. i'm getting worried for ct.
must start mugging.
i'm eggcity XD
what we could have been, 3:08 am.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
da jia zao =D
yesterday went si yi house ate lunch. yumyum. then played cards. won 50over bucks! woo and i skipped dinner cause no appetite but i ate alot of 'meat' xD woooooo! daddy lost 70over bucks T_T then he drove ahmah home, then us home.
showered, watched tv, slept around 5 =x
i returned my jiejie 10bucks& korkor 20bucks. so i'm left with 20plus profit. woo i should take poa! =x
alright i'm very bored cause today no bainian! oh oh i think i should invite people over next sat cause my relatives are coming over to bainian. i think i think only =x
oh yah
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JP DADDY! =D
lastly, i think i should go back to sleep.
da jia wan an~ XD
what we could have been, 11:57 am.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
chu yi !
had maggi for breakfast! daddy drove us[me mummy korkor jiejie jiefu] to ahmah house. ate alot alot XD then we sit there watched tv. till gugu they all came and we sat awhile more and left. went to uncle's house. ate the buffet XD then we played poker cards while the adults played majong. alright that day wasnt very lucky cause i lost around 40bucks?! lols. but my sis paid 10for me and my bro paid 20 for me. so i only lost 10bucks XD then at night slacked, watched tv and waited very long for majong to end. siansian.
then daddy drove us home, and showered and slept. oh oh chuanheng went turkey! wahpiang i also want
chu er!
had maggi for brunch. then went to da yi house. ateeeeeee again LOL! then crapped. watched them gamble. ohoh i didnt gamble on that day. guai guai =D then ate steamboat as dinner again. wahwah. i'm really upset. my aunt/my mum/my cousin all say i fat lerhhhhhhh! CRYYYYYYYYS i'm gonna go on diet! after cny i mean =x ahhaha!
then daddy drove my aunt&ahmah home and finally us. tired tired.
chu san!
okay i'm here using com since morning XD waiting for daddy to wake up then going si yi house. oh oh i love the dress i'm wearing today =DDDD
i wanna kill you for not replying meeeeeeeeeeee! RAH
dameinv yao shui jiao le XD
what we could have been, 11:44 am.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
tuesday-
h3 was totally waste of time. blah! skip to english. you know you know i got 9/25 for summary! WTHHHHHHHH T_T lols. and physics we finally did practical. btw i got 18/20 for biology speedtest. something i can be proud of? LOL!
after school went for dance. got rehersal. crap luh. they all say our costumes sucked under the lights. so we went to take the syf costumes. and teacher added in lydia&elaine in the dance at 5plus. then we faster go through the position. blahblah. then had to go out of school. @#%#$^#% WHY MUST THE SCHOOL BE CLOSED SO EARLY! SO NOT FANGBIAN!
then we all bus-ed to causeway. teacher bought breads for us cause i think she overheard us saying no money LOL. then we trained to huiguan. practiced all the way till 9plus. and went off. i tell you elaine&lydia were really great. to think they only learn for 2hours, they are really good luh.
after that we went tpy bought stuffs to drink/eat. trained to causeway while i waited for my parents, home showered slept.
today-
went school around 6.30 then changed and went to tie hair. argh teacher very guan xin the emcees and not us. WTH! then we all damn pekchek that she dont want take our toushi for us! makeup, blahblah.
went down to parade square and revise abit. went backstage. scared T_T i think it's not bad larh, seriously. cause we didnt practice alot. the most also 4-5 times of practices only. and we did our best already, for the day.
after that we went to remove make up, changed blah. then i saw jinger baoying qiqin larissa. went to causeway with them. intended to watch movie, but the time abit late so didnt go. then they went to eat mac breakfast while i went to meet the dancers&lion dancers for long john. edmund's treat. THANKYOU EDMUND!
then i pei him go find ruiling. then he go walkwalk, me&ruiling also go walkwalk. crapped abit. then they accompanied me to interchange and i bused home. did the laundry all that and slept. very tired.
woke up around 5plus? everyone was cleaning the house, so i went to fold clothes also luh. hah! then around 7.15 we went out. dad drove us to the ntu alumni where we had our reunion dinner with sanyi's family, siyi, heiren and my ahmah&uncle at the ballroom restaurant there. the food's not worth the price. i'd seriously rather stay at home to eat steamboat XD haha! nevermind.
dad drove us home, and now everyone's sleeping except me. i feel fat after eatingggg. mannnnnnnnnnnnnn! T_T
i'm tired too. nightnight! xin nian kuai le!
=D
what we could have been, 12:26 am.
Monday, February 04, 2008
today was tiring. awwwwwww wo yao shui jiao XD went school nearly late T_T then today assembly was some MATHEMATICAL DANCE?! omgggggggggg. i cant be cheoreographers are becoming so scaringly lousy?! wahpiang eh, it like such a stupid dance with no relations plus alot of jibengongs. ahhh so disappointed. i think jiafeng zuyou jiazhen yongxin's cheoreographies can be better than that luh. okay i feel very evil to keep commenting the dance from the back of the hall. alright! maybe i'm too evil, it's just another form of 'art' (according to those who keep persuading me it's not bad) that i dont and dont want to understand =x
haha! at hall before dismissing.
choonhan: what lesson is it now?
me: hmt(2nd period of the day)
choonhan: NO! physics.
cause it's ft period for like 10minutes?! LOL!
okay today during hmt wo hen guai! i listened to what teacher said. i guess that's why i felt abit tired at the end of the day.
maths was alright. i guess i sounded abit strange when i wanted to clarify something with teacher. lols. sound abit bushuang?
went down for recess then up to library. ms ong didnt come so we were doing our work. got this teacher damn gl larh, dont know what her name also. SUPER GL! we talked and laughed, then
she: can you all lower you 'WARRR'LUME? i can hear you all.
she even quoted us T_T WTH LOL! then she keep kp our table. then
enxin replied: but other tables also talking you never go scold them.
omg then she really go walk around T_T SO KUKUKUUUUUUUU!
alright new word learnt. next time turn the WARRRRRLUME up! XD we started a series of 'WARRRRRR' words. damn funny. we laughed like hell when enxin said
'WARRRR'gina T_T okay nc16content alright!
after that was chemistry. go through workbook. msfu very lame lerh haha. then biology was so unefficient. 45minutes to go through the ws T_T i was drawing Lcard btw.
then went outside the lift there with benson lydia elaine kaiyuan to do work. didnt do luh, watched them. then went for the studentleadership followup thing. quite fun luh. we won the game HAHA! won a packet of sweets which they crazily go WOO~ and throw around. we shared the loveeeeeee [quoted yihui] haha! then did some work and dismissed.
pei ben and chwanrong to fitness corner. they very funny luh. keep saying ' yao bu yao qu la? ' then i keep asking what's la they dont want tell me T_T so it's LA PULLUP luh. haha. then np de were there too and crapped.
then went 883 for lunch+dinner. then drank bbt and they pei me go home. blahblah.
i'm happy todayyyyy! cause you're online and i was online.
but today i dont feel as pretty as yesterday. awwww i really felt pretty yesterday LOL!
-i only need one message to make me smile, make me feel secure.
ilu.
what we could have been, 8:40 pm.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
HOHO WHEN YOU DONT REPLY MY MESSAGE! YOU'RE EVILLLLLLLL!
AND I DONT TALK TO EVIL PEOPLE! RAHRAH.
and i'm gonna kill you for not replying to me! RAHHHHHH! evil dear! =(
hahas. let's skip other days.
saturdayyyyy!
chem lessons were funnnn! i love titration easy& nice. i'm always the first to finish LOL dont know why. then i'll sit there look around, do my pracbook and clean up LOL! after that went home.
went to meet jiarong and andy at 1230. jr was late for 12minutes and andy was late for half an hour!! grrrrrrrrr! went mos for lunch. then we 3 go walkwalk. nothing much but crapped alot. hurhur. then we went popular. fun i guess? LOL! jr was reading CHINESE kids stories to us. then we went to look at the pokemon puzzle books T_T ahahahha so lame.
then wentong came, weekiat came. we pei them eat mos again. then ashley came, elaine came. then we pei ashley go johnlittle buy stuffs. then wentong left. we went pasarmalam buy stuffs. then they walked to my house under the rain.
played majong. haha. elaine's damn cute. overall winner was andy?! WTH LOL. blah. they left my house around 7? then me ashley went for dinner at causeway kfc. then i went civic mac to do homework and kw joined me. then my parents came to fetch me home. slept after shower.
today!
woke up around 11? went library to do homework with kw&ben. went for lunch. i bought banmian for 10bucks! ahha. ben forgot to give me change. went dance and supposed to meet kaiyuan but she alighted at wrong stop. so nevermind LOL.
dance was alright? tiring LOL. then went o4o9 for cny dance. waited for shili till 5plus? then dance till 7pm and we left. me& kaiyuan went to tpy and walkwalk. bought a black short =D and some mask thing? ahha. we ate old chang kee's nasilemak at the staircase. so cool. then we walkwalk more, and trained back.
we talked alot on train. ahhhhh! she and S so cuteeeeeeeeeee! bth siah. hahaas. she told me alot alot of stuffs. including mrT. hahaha.
then i alighted at woodlands while she go marsiling. i went to civic mac, bought a cup of hot milo and do chem workbook. waited for my parents to fetch me. woo i'm home.
i feel pretty today. seriously XD
and ben was being lame.
bbbw = benjamin bang big wall.
wsl = want some lollipops.
woo. i must form some for tje, wex, ttsl, lhlh, nqq and nby. woo so cool =D
happy birthday LARISSA HLH! =D thanks for being WOLS all this while and so cute in fact =D
what we could have been, 10:56 pm.