Thursday, November 23, 2006
i always thought i could enjoy dance. because i used to dance with joy and everything can be thrown behind when i'm dancing. but right now. i am getting so much stress. with the coming syf. the peer pressure. and self esteem stuff. yeah. i really cant handle the pressure and stress. i need a rest. i need some space. i need you =(
i am beginning to worry. is dance going to be my life? can i achieve. or should i give up. i dont think i got the talent. maybe i shall be a commoner and work commonly and give up. maybe i should strive hard and be a professional. i have no idea.
ke neng i need some time to think over.
this few days keep quarreling with people. i dont know why. my attitude sucks and aiyah! i hate peer pressure. damn damn damn it ! kill me man !
i am beginning to worry. is dance going to be my life? can i achieve. or should i give up. i dont think i got the talent. maybe i shall be a commoner and work commonly and give up. maybe i should strive hard and be a professional. i have no idea.
ke neng i need some time to think over.
this few days keep quarreling with people. i dont know why. my attitude sucks and aiyah! i hate peer pressure. damn damn damn it ! kill me man !
what we could have been, 10:32 pm.
