Friday, November 17, 2006
well, as i thought i was recovering from my fever, it flew up to 38.9degrees again at night. now i am really recovering =] but i cant sleep. maybe just now sleep too much le. and right now i am so bored cause no one's online and i've got nothing to do.
things are running through my mind. i dont want to face things anymore. i cant be the person i used to be. i am getting more and more different. things will change gradually. and friends around wont be the same anymore. i am afraid to face the world without you guys. but how long can our friendship remains? how long will we still be together? and how long can we still hang out together. what if one day one of us had an accident, and the memories of the past are gone? will we still be appreciating each other? or we dont belong in each other's world.
i am afraid =( i am scared.
things are running through my mind. i dont want to face things anymore. i cant be the person i used to be. i am getting more and more different. things will change gradually. and friends around wont be the same anymore. i am afraid to face the world without you guys. but how long can our friendship remains? how long will we still be together? and how long can we still hang out together. what if one day one of us had an accident, and the memories of the past are gone? will we still be appreciating each other? or we dont belong in each other's world.
i am afraid =( i am scared.
what we could have been, 2:17 am.
