Sunday, December 17, 2006
back from camp. i aint happy. i am tired. no one understands. no one knew. deep inside how bad i feel. i miss you so much. but are you thinking of me? i want you so badly. but what were you doing? i feel so terrible.
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camp was tiring. it's like every morning we wake up for breakfast and do loads of ji ben gong. then during lunch we will be so tired till we eat le jiu go room sleep. then we danced again until dinner. where i will be so tired that i cant finish my dinner. and then we danced again until 11pm. it's so tiring larh. everything was tiring except for night chats. yeah. all those bitchy and bastardy stuffs come out. all those vulgars and everything start. yeah. every night we'll chiong to toilet for shower. then we'll sit at some staircase to chitchat. stand at balcony to look at the stars. last night we went to one of the rooms to play and 'dance' and chitchats. it was fun until something really pissed me so off then i just cried larh. i know it's not really my business but i just cant stand it. argh! i ren the whole camp not to cry de ! =( hais. but whole camp there are happy times and there are times where i just feel so moody and everything seem to be falling apart. my mind just float around and hu si luan xiang. hais.
going for dance later.
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camp was tiring. it's like every morning we wake up for breakfast and do loads of ji ben gong. then during lunch we will be so tired till we eat le jiu go room sleep. then we danced again until dinner. where i will be so tired that i cant finish my dinner. and then we danced again until 11pm. it's so tiring larh. everything was tiring except for night chats. yeah. all those bitchy and bastardy stuffs come out. all those vulgars and everything start. yeah. every night we'll chiong to toilet for shower. then we'll sit at some staircase to chitchat. stand at balcony to look at the stars. last night we went to one of the rooms to play and 'dance' and chitchats. it was fun until something really pissed me so off then i just cried larh. i know it's not really my business but i just cant stand it. argh! i ren the whole camp not to cry de ! =( hais. but whole camp there are happy times and there are times where i just feel so moody and everything seem to be falling apart. my mind just float around and hu si luan xiang. hais.
going for dance later.
what we could have been, 12:06 pm.
