Sunday, December 17, 2006
i feel so terrible.
i miss the way you told me you really love me, but that's what happens when a couple breaks up; the love fades, and you have to get used to not hearing 'i love you', or 'i miss you' anymore. and the rest of your days are spent on trying to let go, or trying to move on. or, convicing that still hopeful heart of yours that there isnt a chance left in the whole that you'll both end up being together again.then you have to face the heart ache that comes with the thought of your love being
i just wish you would say you were just joking. you would smile and say you still love me and that you will take care of me and be there for me. everytime i look at the stars it reminds me of you. i look at my phone it reminds me of your messages. i look at the necklace it reminds me of you wearing it. i just cant stop thinking of you. cant stop loving you. cant stop crying. i need you so badly. i want you to be with me. i want you to love me like you used to did. i want you to let me cherish you. i want you to let me love you. i want you to let me be with you. i want you forever...
but i cant have you. no longer. i cant be myself again.
i miss the way you told me you really love me, but that's what happens when a couple breaks up; the love fades, and you have to get used to not hearing 'i love you', or 'i miss you' anymore. and the rest of your days are spent on trying to let go, or trying to move on. or, convicing that still hopeful heart of yours that there isnt a chance left in the whole that you'll both end up being together again.then you have to face the heart ache that comes with the thought of your love being
i just wish you would say you were just joking. you would smile and say you still love me and that you will take care of me and be there for me. everytime i look at the stars it reminds me of you. i look at my phone it reminds me of your messages. i look at the necklace it reminds me of you wearing it. i just cant stop thinking of you. cant stop loving you. cant stop crying. i need you so badly. i want you to be with me. i want you to love me like you used to did. i want you to let me cherish you. i want you to let me love you. i want you to let me be with you. i want you forever...
but i cant have you. no longer. i cant be myself again.
what we could have been, 9:02 pm.
