why cant you guys just understand how tense it is now for us? for the teachers for the dancers. the teacher the seniors all can feel it. even me. but you guys are still happy go lucky. cant you all understand ? the competition is coming soon. we all are so stressed yet you all can be so selfish just to play and enjoy yourself. can you all not be so selfcentered and think of others? only you guys are working hard? do you realise that a team has to work together to achieve something? do you realise that how NOT a team we've already been? yet all you know is yourself! i cant believe that you are still going to not go for practices just to have fun. how many practices are we left with ? not alot at all. not even enough for us to be NOT BAD troupe. even if you dont want to achieve. at least think about us. we've work so hard. maybe not you. but what about others? they had been scolded and scolded over and over again. their moves are all improving. we are all trying to reach higher and higher yet you are going to spoil everything. zi ji qu xiang xiang bah. if this really cant make you think. i wash my hands off this.
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i dont want all my hardworks just ruined by these. i've worked so hard. i've sacrificed so much. you should know. my dance had made me lost so many things. i'm the one undergoing all these. yet i cant give up because i'll just ruin everything. i know everyone had worked very hard. so i cant just give up.
i just wish you are still mine. and that i can say everything to you. maybe i'll feel so much better. i've finally learnt to cherish.
what we could have been, 11:35 pm.