yesterday. went school at 12.30pm. took the keys and went in. blahblah. danced and blahblah. we've done our best. but teacher just dont like it larh. so we were scolded and scolded. her words are like those gun shooting into my heart. i dont know what to do. maybe we are really so lousy that she cannot accept the fact that we are her students. hais. i dont know larh. just cried larh. then patricia also cried. then we went to the back to practice larh. are we good ? or are we really wu yao ke jiu ? i dont know. aiyahh. so confused. living in this world of lies. either seniors are lying to us to encourage us. or teacher is lying to us for us to work harder. i dont know
then after dance. went to causeway. met huiling elaine and waited for boonsiong and jiafeng. then we took bus over to east coast. tired and exhuasted. then walked over there. bbqed and ate. then went to the waves there. they are beautiful. if only they can wash away all the memories and everything. the whole place just replays the day we went there. hais. then went back to sing songs. then played polar bear. then cut cake. then i had to leave. my dad drove jiajun home. then me. reach home bathed. use computer awhile and i am so deadly tired. so i went to sleep. kinda enjoy such life of tiredness. when i gets tired, all i want is sleep and nothing else. and i wont think much.
today woke up late cause i'm tired. woke up at 1pm larh. then prepare everything. ate lunch. then went to school. yeahh. danced and blahblah. hais tired. then came home for dinner. going to return ai sha 17 le.
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i'm tired.
everything reminds me of you.
what we could have been, 8:06 pm.