hmm, school start le. jiu yao jiayou. for dance, for studies for myself. for everything. it's simply amazing how your bestest friends for the one whole year for secondary two can just turn into some people that you dont dare to joke with, talk with. you felt so stranger towards them. yeahh. maybe that's what they call fade away. just like those friends in primary school. no matter how many years or how good you guys used to be. everyone grows and changes. friends around them change too. no one remember who used to be the bestest friends in the past. that's how life is. just need to learn to move on. i guess it's the only thing i can do. if one day i didnt contact you guys, it's not that i've forgotten you all. it's just that we need to move on and we can no longer be the bestest friends again.
a new start. i promised myself not to have too much hatred in my heart. just be angry for the most 3 hours. then smile and said that he/she is forgiven. na me, wo ying gai hui kuai le xie.
i dont think i want to care so my about my problems. i dont even know whether i still want to rant to anybody. i know everyone cares and dont like me to keep everything to myself. but at times i dont know who to talk. i know alot of people will always be there for me. but sometimes if i were to let you guys understand the whole thing, i might need to tell a long story. so i prefer to talk to those who always going out with me. cause they know what's going on. but at times i cant even talk to those around me. so i dont know what to do anymore. hence, i kept everything inside. qing yuan liang wo de gu zhi.
hmm, xin qing bu guan duo huai. wo hai shi hui dui quan shi jiu wei xiao. ying wei wo bu yao ni men dang xin. i promise i will try to smile everytime =] ke shi if i cant control. just step forward and scold me, slap me and whatever just let me wake up and remember my promise. thanks =]
i want to be a better person. going to study and do homework =] had been slacking for past two days! szeling ahh jiayou.
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stay happy and be strong. because you're someone who can live on forever!
JIAYOU OH ! =D wo hui de xD
what we could have been, 10:20 pm.