i've lost to myself.
i always wanted to be orange. the limelight of the darkness.
but today. i give up. perhaps i aint fit to be orange.
i'm waiting for the day when i gain back confidence.
but i dont know how long it'll be.
till then, i want to remain quiet.
i dont need any console.
i just want to be myself.
what we could have been, 11:07 pm.