Monday, February 12, 2007
infront of different people, you see a different me.
infront of some people, i want to appear strong, happy and determine.
yet infront of others, i am lonely, sad and low.
infront of some, i may be attracting attention and acting.
infront of others, i am being myself.
different people see me differently. it all depends on how much you know about me. i can no longer be bothered with comments on me anymore. because it doesnt matter to me anymore. hahahs!
whether this post is an attracting attention's action or just an emo post from me. it all depends on how you view me and how you think.
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well, priority's set. dance the best i can and work hard in slimming so that i look nicer in my costume =x ahahs! and be a better dancer. and yeahhh jiayou!
and obviously my studies. yeahh.
people feel that i've set too high standards for myself. yet to me, i disagree. in fact to me, i only want to be the best. not because i want the limelight. but is just how i always want myself to be. the best and nothing else. because i want myself to be better and have a better future and stuffs like that. like what i told my dance besties. if i didnt reach my standard of GOOD RESULTS, i wont go into any jcs. i rather go laselle. arghh. i am bound to go laselle ._. anyways, dont come and tell me that i am too harsh on myself and should lower my standard. xD
yeahyeah my results are all like shit currently. need to work hard. till syf ends, let it remains the shitty way =x
infront of some people, i want to appear strong, happy and determine.
yet infront of others, i am lonely, sad and low.
infront of some, i may be attracting attention and acting.
infront of others, i am being myself.
different people see me differently. it all depends on how much you know about me. i can no longer be bothered with comments on me anymore. because it doesnt matter to me anymore. hahahs!
whether this post is an attracting attention's action or just an emo post from me. it all depends on how you view me and how you think.
--
well, priority's set. dance the best i can and work hard in slimming so that i look nicer in my costume =x ahahs! and be a better dancer. and yeahhh jiayou!
and obviously my studies. yeahh.
people feel that i've set too high standards for myself. yet to me, i disagree. in fact to me, i only want to be the best. not because i want the limelight. but is just how i always want myself to be. the best and nothing else. because i want myself to be better and have a better future and stuffs like that. like what i told my dance besties. if i didnt reach my standard of GOOD RESULTS, i wont go into any jcs. i rather go laselle. arghh. i am bound to go laselle ._. anyways, dont come and tell me that i am too harsh on myself and should lower my standard. xD
yeahyeah my results are all like shit currently. need to work hard. till syf ends, let it remains the shitty way =x
what we could have been, 9:54 pm.
