it's simply amazing how much one person can change hoho! reminsicing the past, enjoying the present, predicting the future. that's what i was doing for the past few hours! i am so bored larh! did abit photoshops stuffs because i like my stuffs to be in my style. and yeah, did collage of me and my bestie elaine. did some on random pictures. and saying of my bestie. since so long we went out for nightchats. where we used urm bitched? not really. just heart-talks i guess. we used to be the super bestie. but now, you're still my love larh but i guess i'm not yours anymore. aww it doesnt matter anyway.
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let's see. i guess ki-siao-ness is dropping to near 0% already. quickly save me before it drops to the EMO-ness hoho! i'm tired i guess. blahblah i dont know what i'm crapping. just bored larh! imagine me not sleeping at this time. dont expect me to be chao high! HOHO i'm really tired but dont want to sleep. in urm 3-4hours time i'll be taking out the stitches. good thing larh. but the scar remains. the trama remains. everything will fade i believe. let's hope i'll be the pretty girl after that HOHO! nonono let's hope i'll be the brave girl =] mum's proud of me cause she dont even dare to enter the lift which everything happen and i DARE hohoho. deep inside, there are still fear larh. but afterall everything is over already. just get over it.
havent gone out for so long except for the zoo trip. i miss all my friends. all the causeway and playground memories so missed by me. everything fades larh.
OHMYGOD WHAT AM I TALKING? I DONT KNOW ~ HOHO! i think i'm going to surf for songs and finally a short break xP
what we could have been, 4:28 am.