Thursday, April 05, 2007
before i scream everything out.
yesterday jiafeng told me teacher say i ai zhuan niu jiao jian and according to jiafeng is putting all the blames on myself ? then she say i scared dance wrong so i not FANG enough. oh well.
yesterday night slept at 2plus. trying to help lydia do her blogskin. today woke up reluctantly at 7am. then me& mummy went for breakfast at 834. then she sent me to school. went up class wore contact lenses. then went down to parade square with jinger.
today was chao high larh! after morning assembly we took pictures at parade square. they even took with mrs singh ._. then i took loads of pictures larh xP hoho! those in weiqin's camera was FUNNY CANDID shots cause i was chuckling making a fool of myself.
then went up hall to support our streetbandy girls larh! then in the end we were so noisy outside the hall. first round our girls were inexperienced so lost. next game we had our YANPING to win =D she so lihai hahas!
after that we went to support relay-ers. we got first larh! was screaming and shouting and jumping and cheering! SUPER HIGH LARH! our class runners are so strong =D got jinger, benson, weiqin, huiyi, yingyuan, yongkang, kaiwei and our astroboy TAVIN HOHOHO! it's not surprising for them to get first anyways xP
well, soon after that was basketball girls. which means my matches ._. urm, i tried shootings before the matches begin and guess what! i never even shoot in once. so i gave up and decided ot help them snatch the ball and let them score! so amazingly i ran alot in the 1st match against 3/5. truthfully, they are not good larh! they dont know the rules, dont know how to play, how to dribble and everything. all they know is they're holding onto a basketball and they need to score in. blah thrashed them 10-0. wasnt much though cause it's 5goals in total? it's good enough. i didnt score at all. dont expect much.
2nd match was alright. at least yanwei was more potential player. just that her team mates werent strong enough. so we thrashed them also 14-0. all thanks to jinger& celeste. well, i seriously think i sucked cause i didnt score again.
3rd match was semifinals against 3/8. okay i got rough because i wanted to win. and whatever you people say i dont care anymore. i can only say i really never BIAS or anything. all i did was DEFENDING the best that i can because i know i cant shoot and jinger& celeste will help me score in so i just need to concentrate on defense. then there was thing time i did a moving screen? or whatever ! i think it's pretty larh but i cant see it myself. people say it's nice! i dont even know what i did. just DEFENDED 2 people and clear runway for jinger to layout. and we won that match. i'm not sure by how much though.
4th match finals against 3/1. we're all getting tired. especially me larh! hais. i feel so useless larh. at first haihao de. cause start of game haihao then i got veryvery tired. jinger chop in one ball i think? then serene they all chop in 2 balls i sian diao. lost confidence. then they chop in another 1 and i somehow gave up. i was so disappointed in myself larh!
after match i went off. and i cried larh. told choonhan about it. i really very sad about not perservering and winning that match larh. i feel so useless larh. jinger wanted first i guess. and i really think i tuo lei her lorh. she is such a potential player and yet i'm like shit larh! couldnt even shoot in one ball. she puts in so much effort in basketball because she wanted to win and was confidence of winning i guess. i mean at least more confident than playing netball? that's why she rather choose basketball than her own cca larh! hais.
then i sat in canteen and rested slacked. then ran around the school. then went to see jinger sprint. she fell down. once again there goes her first. she wanted a re-run yet the teacher dont allow. what only! i mean it's not her fault right! she's just so tired about so many events continuously. moreover she was injured and yet she wants to rerun larh! they should give her a chance lorh. then in the end i go persuade the teacher larh! then she asked me go appeal for her. so i went around the school finding mrkok. and explained to him and he dont let and i cried again. i really hope they'll give her a chance lorh. she nearly got first! hais.
after that event nothing to see le. went in netball match for once. lost again. oh well. then walked around school ate lunch with jinger. then went to the tentage and waited for basketball boys to commence. it was taking ages so i slept there. =] nice nap.
basketball boys match. it was so rough and violent larh! to think they push until each other was falling and everything. oh well, they're boys what. anyways, our boys vs 3/2 first. won them12-2. second match was against 3/6 thrashed them i think. then semifinals against 3/1. we lost but it was good game i guess. ooh yah yongkang got injured in the first game and 3rd game. then fighting for 3rd&4th placing with 3/3 we won. they were really fierce towards our guys larh! benson got hit until cannot tahan and sub out.
after everything there comes the prize giving. our class was alright i guess. next year's overall champion shall be ours =] we'll secure it.
then after the carnival walked to causeway with jiarong andy elaine huiyi terry tavin benson. andy told me something and there i go again crying =( it's really saddening larh hais. then we went to look for place to eat. benson tavin went off. the rest of us went to mosburger for dinner. then yongkang&chwanrong came. went converse shop to get a basketball. then walked home with chwanrong&jiarong. jiarong pei me all the way up to my house. thank you =]
reached home bathed and used computer. okay i got another bad news and i cried again! WHAT THE HELL LARH hais.
hais everything sucked today larh! cried so many times. i'm dying. oh told lexkorkor about my problems larh. felt better =] thankyou.
okay i'm giving up on him too. cause i guess this one sided thing must be stopped.
yesterday jiafeng told me teacher say i ai zhuan niu jiao jian and according to jiafeng is putting all the blames on myself ? then she say i scared dance wrong so i not FANG enough. oh well.
yesterday night slept at 2plus. trying to help lydia do her blogskin. today woke up reluctantly at 7am. then me& mummy went for breakfast at 834. then she sent me to school. went up class wore contact lenses. then went down to parade square with jinger.
today was chao high larh! after morning assembly we took pictures at parade square. they even took with mrs singh ._. then i took loads of pictures larh xP hoho! those in weiqin's camera was FUNNY CANDID shots cause i was chuckling making a fool of myself.
then went up hall to support our streetbandy girls larh! then in the end we were so noisy outside the hall. first round our girls were inexperienced so lost. next game we had our YANPING to win =D she so lihai hahas!
after that we went to support relay-ers. we got first larh! was screaming and shouting and jumping and cheering! SUPER HIGH LARH! our class runners are so strong =D got jinger, benson, weiqin, huiyi, yingyuan, yongkang, kaiwei and our astroboy TAVIN HOHOHO! it's not surprising for them to get first anyways xP
well, soon after that was basketball girls. which means my matches ._. urm, i tried shootings before the matches begin and guess what! i never even shoot in once. so i gave up and decided ot help them snatch the ball and let them score! so amazingly i ran alot in the 1st match against 3/5. truthfully, they are not good larh! they dont know the rules, dont know how to play, how to dribble and everything. all they know is they're holding onto a basketball and they need to score in. blah thrashed them 10-0. wasnt much though cause it's 5goals in total? it's good enough. i didnt score at all. dont expect much.
2nd match was alright. at least yanwei was more potential player. just that her team mates werent strong enough. so we thrashed them also 14-0. all thanks to jinger& celeste. well, i seriously think i sucked cause i didnt score again.
3rd match was semifinals against 3/8. okay i got rough because i wanted to win. and whatever you people say i dont care anymore. i can only say i really never BIAS or anything. all i did was DEFENDING the best that i can because i know i cant shoot and jinger& celeste will help me score in so i just need to concentrate on defense. then there was thing time i did a moving screen? or whatever ! i think it's pretty larh but i cant see it myself. people say it's nice! i dont even know what i did. just DEFENDED 2 people and clear runway for jinger to layout. and we won that match. i'm not sure by how much though.
4th match finals against 3/1. we're all getting tired. especially me larh! hais. i feel so useless larh. at first haihao de. cause start of game haihao then i got veryvery tired. jinger chop in one ball i think? then serene they all chop in 2 balls i sian diao. lost confidence. then they chop in another 1 and i somehow gave up. i was so disappointed in myself larh!
after match i went off. and i cried larh. told choonhan about it. i really very sad about not perservering and winning that match larh. i feel so useless larh. jinger wanted first i guess. and i really think i tuo lei her lorh. she is such a potential player and yet i'm like shit larh! couldnt even shoot in one ball. she puts in so much effort in basketball because she wanted to win and was confidence of winning i guess. i mean at least more confident than playing netball? that's why she rather choose basketball than her own cca larh! hais.
then i sat in canteen and rested slacked. then ran around the school. then went to see jinger sprint. she fell down. once again there goes her first. she wanted a re-run yet the teacher dont allow. what only! i mean it's not her fault right! she's just so tired about so many events continuously. moreover she was injured and yet she wants to rerun larh! they should give her a chance lorh. then in the end i go persuade the teacher larh! then she asked me go appeal for her. so i went around the school finding mrkok. and explained to him and he dont let and i cried again. i really hope they'll give her a chance lorh. she nearly got first! hais.
after that event nothing to see le. went in netball match for once. lost again. oh well. then walked around school ate lunch with jinger. then went to the tentage and waited for basketball boys to commence. it was taking ages so i slept there. =] nice nap.
basketball boys match. it was so rough and violent larh! to think they push until each other was falling and everything. oh well, they're boys what. anyways, our boys vs 3/2 first. won them12-2. second match was against 3/6 thrashed them i think. then semifinals against 3/1. we lost but it was good game i guess. ooh yah yongkang got injured in the first game and 3rd game. then fighting for 3rd&4th placing with 3/3 we won. they were really fierce towards our guys larh! benson got hit until cannot tahan and sub out.
after everything there comes the prize giving. our class was alright i guess. next year's overall champion shall be ours =] we'll secure it.
then after the carnival walked to causeway with jiarong andy elaine huiyi terry tavin benson. andy told me something and there i go again crying =( it's really saddening larh hais. then we went to look for place to eat. benson tavin went off. the rest of us went to mosburger for dinner. then yongkang&chwanrong came. went converse shop to get a basketball. then walked home with chwanrong&jiarong. jiarong pei me all the way up to my house. thank you =]
reached home bathed and used computer. okay i got another bad news and i cried again! WHAT THE HELL LARH hais.
hais everything sucked today larh! cried so many times. i'm dying. oh told lexkorkor about my problems larh. felt better =] thankyou.
okay i'm giving up on him too. cause i guess this one sided thing must be stopped.
what we could have been, 9:28 pm.
