Thursday, August 21, 2008
read through some posts.
i really dont feel like giving up dance, but yet i dont feel like committing anymore.
it's just so hard to balance life& dance when i know it's not going to be my future.
i'm just not good, techniques& movements.
i'm just plain, lousy. but yet, watching people dance makes me go WOW WOW WOW i also want to dance along, even though i know i cant dance that well.
i'll just keep smiling as i watched the dances in SHHK. it's so beautiful, so captivating.
maybe i shouldnt have quitted sat jibengong.
maybe i shouldnt have left 5678.
then i wont be so bad like now. my jibengong are like crap already =( wasted my 10years of hardwork. so long.
i just miss dance.
not that i'm not dancing anymore, but it seems so little.
i envy those people who dance all night long& earn plenty of money& dance for their life. it's just so cool.
i dont feel like giving up dance, cause i know once i leave, i will not be able to find a teacher like linlaoshi that good, teachers like chong&jenny. and seniors like edmund& jf& ruirui& zuzu that takes very good care of me. and all the friends that can crap for plenty of hours even though we didnt meet for a week.
it's just so sad that performance is coming.
everyone's excited about it. but yet, alot are leaving after the performance. i rather not having performance, i rather practice forever, if that allows us to stay together, if that allows us to dance together.
alright i feel so emo now T_T drawing circles already.
SHHK people jiayou =)
i really dont feel like giving up dance, but yet i dont feel like committing anymore.
it's just so hard to balance life& dance when i know it's not going to be my future.
i'm just not good, techniques& movements.
i'm just plain, lousy. but yet, watching people dance makes me go WOW WOW WOW i also want to dance along, even though i know i cant dance that well.
i'll just keep smiling as i watched the dances in SHHK. it's so beautiful, so captivating.
maybe i shouldnt have quitted sat jibengong.
maybe i shouldnt have left 5678.
then i wont be so bad like now. my jibengong are like crap already =( wasted my 10years of hardwork. so long.
i just miss dance.
not that i'm not dancing anymore, but it seems so little.
i envy those people who dance all night long& earn plenty of money& dance for their life. it's just so cool.
i dont feel like giving up dance, cause i know once i leave, i will not be able to find a teacher like linlaoshi that good, teachers like chong&jenny. and seniors like edmund& jf& ruirui& zuzu that takes very good care of me. and all the friends that can crap for plenty of hours even though we didnt meet for a week.
it's just so sad that performance is coming.
everyone's excited about it. but yet, alot are leaving after the performance. i rather not having performance, i rather practice forever, if that allows us to stay together, if that allows us to dance together.
alright i feel so emo now T_T drawing circles already.
SHHK people jiayou =)
what we could have been, 7:41 pm.
